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A relatively uneventful day for this slave today, a day to relax and enjoy the weather. The frustrating horniness was very much present today, stirred up further by yesterday's extensive stimulation. Very sensitive horny teats, a horny prostate, and a frustrating pressure in its balls. A constant horny distraction. Aware of the cock ring and the ball weight swinging in its shorts. Master called yesterday's activities of extensive teat play and looking at pain slave videos a day well spent for the pig. A remark that felt somewhat humiliating, making it aware of how it had indeed nothing better to do than play with itself and frustrate itself so its Master would be pleased. Feeling its frustration today while having a drink in town observing people going by, thinking about its position, this slave also felt especially aware of how other people are just free to do as they please and this slave is not, and instead spends its days in frustration for as long as its Master chooses...

The effects of yesterday's session were clear today. A sore throat from the dildo, painful horny teats, a throbbing prostate and horny afterglow from the pig tail plug, and horny and frustrated. Master allowed the pig access to its teats today and knows full well that this is enough to sentence the pig to a day of frustration, further building up of the horny tension. The stimulation feels too good and because the pig knows that Master likes a frustrated slave, the slave feels compelled to use the permission to frustrate itself. So for its Master a permission is all that is needed to achieve the desired effect. And so a stiff, moist slave cock, an aching prostate and groin was the effect. Frustratingly fantasizing about grabbing its cock and bringing itself to a great relieving exploding orgasm... Instead, the pig searched for some videos of pain slaves to watch. In the evening it continued the teat play while watching these videos. Some heavy tit torture, cock &...

The pig wakes up every morning in horny frustration, its cock straining and restricted by the cock ring, its teats tingly and sensitive from last evening's torture. Starting the day knowing its horniness is controlled by its Master, and never knowing when its next release may be. Knowing it will be stimulated again and again, driven to frustration. It is the life Master chooses this pig to live. This evening the pig had to wear its pig tail in its cunt, in an opportunity to please its Master by being a horny animal for His amusement. Sitting on the pig tail makes it press hard into its cunt and shaking its body sideways to make the weights on its balls swing also makes the pig tail plug stimulate its cunt and got the pig horny and stiff in anticipation of how it would be used by its Master. Master wanted the dildo in the pig's throat. Filled both ends. With tongue out of its snout the pig got horny in anticipation of its throat being filled. Black clamps were put on it...

Another day in horny frustration and another training session to frustrate the pig further. Master had the pig edge for about an hour an a half wearing and playing with the clover clamps on its teats, weights on its balls and the long TitanMen plug deep in its cunt. It watched a video to stimulate it further. A slave on its knees with hands bound above his head, and being edged and tortured by another slave. His blue balls being squeezed and hurt. Master told the pig to edge in a slow pace, and to give the slave cock some firm slaps with its hands inbetween. Told to think of a fat cock in its pig snout while being thorougly fucked. Getting frustrated and super horny from desire. This pig has no choice but to spend its evenings like this, which gives it total freedom to fully give in to the horniness coursing through its body, riding the plug in horny frustration, feeling it deep in its cunt, feeling the strong horny pain of the clover clamps being manipulated, and just take ...

It was one of these nights where the pig's horniness was peaking. An intense horny slutty feeling that just made the pig moan and squirm as it was sort of half awake. It is those night times where sometimes the frustration can be felt the most. Today it was clear that Master wants to further increase the pig's horny frustration and that makes it this slave's reality. He had it spend the evening edging with the black clamps hurting its teats, extra weights on the balls, the TitanMen plug in its cunt, and ball gag in its mouth. At some point the slave was instructed to edge by grabbing its cock head with both hands, a finger pushed into its piss slit. A very frustrating way to edge with the limited area of stimulation. But the slave was happy to feel the horny stimulation and teat torture, something its body had been craving, and to be pleasing to its Master with its horniness and frustration. The slave was told to imagine the whip on its ass and back as it was edging. ...

A relaxed and uneventful, but horny day for the pig. Because with each day passing, the horniness becomes stronger and more frustrating. Last week's training session, and of course the loanout followed by a few days with the plug in its cunt have been causing a horny afterglow this weekend. The pig's teats are horny and tingling, craving torture, its prostate is glowing and its cunt desires stimulation and being filled, and the pig fantasizes about being used again. The pig enjoys the horny frustration that Master keeps it in, which has become a constant part of its life and feeds into this horny self image of a dumb animal driven by its primitive lusts that it has no control over. It has the feeling especially the past few months the horniness is much stronger connected to fantasies and desires, from the videos it watched or was made to watch, and from being fed imagery and fantasies. Being horny triggers such fantasies and desires a lot, and those in turn make the pig h...

As it is writing this blog post the pig is frustratingly horny and it it thinking a lot about pain and torture.  The loanout to MemasterU meant a further training of the pig's experience of pain. Opening up to it a little further, enjoying it a little more. The combination of pain and horniness that it felt when SIR caned the pig's ass is something it felt again last Thursday when its ass was paddled hard and of course when its teats were abused. Slowly but surely it can feel how its body is starting to crave it, at least at the moment it can feel that. Today the teats felt painful and horny, tingling and very sensitive. Sticking forward, ready to be grabbed, twisted, pinched, hurt. A very frustrating feeling of desire.  The plug has been causing pain today, which made it an intense day for the slave. First it caused the slave to wake up very early, super frustrated from the horniness of the plug stretching its cunt and pressing against its prostate, but also with...

Today the slave had some time to relax, enjoying the afterglow of yesterday's loanout to MemasterU . Used like a toy and then dismissed. After being used last night the pig went to sleep plugged and horny, and woke up with a frustrating throbbing cock and very sensitive horny teats that were pulsating from yesterday's tortures.  Today the plug has been keeping the pig's horniness activated and its body sensitive, craving stimulation. The pressure on the prostate sending horny waves through its body throughout the day. Causing a useless stiff cock, leaking precum.  Just a slave in a horny frustrating state that helps it focus on being controlled and on its need to be used.

This slave was used as a play toy by MemasterU this evening. Master had suggested a heavy session so MemasterU told the slave to be prepared for that. The slave waited naked in his hallway and MemasterU fetched it, dragging it inside by its neck chain. It got on its knees to lick his boots in submission. Then MemasterU buckled a blindfold onto the slave's head and this slave spent pretty much the rest of the evening in darkness. Surrendering to whatever MemasterU had in mind. Its hands bound to an overhead spreader bar, the pig teats were firmly tortured with various clamps and with MemasterU's hands, and its ass endured a few sessions of quite hard paddling and flogging. The slave tried to keep its body relaxed and to "offer" the tortured body parts. That felt counterintuitive and a little scary at times but the slave knows it helps with the pain and there is a horny feeling of surrender attached to it. For instance sticking its teats forward when it knew hands...

Today the slave was horny in anticipation of its loanout tomorrow. It has instructions to arrive with chain locked around its neck and the plug in its cunt, undress completely in MemasterU's hallway and then wait for his instructions. Available to play with in any way and for the slave always the unknown of what is going to happen...although it knows it will pretty soon after arrival be naked on its knees licking MemasterU's boots to show its submission. The plug unfortunately was removed last night because it was hurting and prevented the pig from falling asleep. The pig knows Master does not want His control to come at the cost of its performance at work or be unhealthy, and Master knows the pig would only remove the plug against His instructions if it thinks that is the case. Having had a bit of a short night of sleep because of it, Master took it easy on the slave this evening, wanting it to be fit and horny for its loanout. He gave the pig a shorter and milder edging s...

Business as usual for the slave as it woke up this morning with a frustrating throbbing cock and horny teats. Getting up, getting horny from the weight swinging on its balls. And spending its first work day horny and with a submissive horny tension in its stomach. Master resumed His training of the pig, having it gagged with weights on its balls and stiting on the TitanMen plug. He made it edge slowly, playing with its cock head and piss slit, which was frustrating and got it very horny. Meanwhile He fed the pig a fantasy of wearing a full rubber hood with just tubes for the nose, a thick collar that keeps its head upright and being lifted and impaled on a thick dildo. Powerless to resist the cock sucking of another slave, the hurting of its teats and the dildo that starts to vibrate. Knowing it is not allowed to cum, but successfully made to do so anyway. Knowing it is now in for a big punishment... Surely it must be an amusing predicament to watch, one way to use the slave as a p...

This slave is back from its holiday. A week of relaxation, but without sexual relief so the slave remained horny and the horniness fed into the pig's submissive feelings and desires, which were present a lot and sometimes quite intense, but also insightful. For days it felt the humiliation and the nervous tension of its further degradation / depersonalisation which has already made it feel a bit more like a stupid animal; owned, trained and used for fun. It also felt how deep and sometimes almost overwhelming its desire for total surrender is. To let go of feelings of being in control, of its resistances, and to truly know its place; low, controlled and owned. It is a slow process of inner acceptance of its status as Master's slave, but the slave can feel this reality strengtening more and more, also this holiday. Feelings of humiliation / feeling really small, deference to its Master, and a very real sense of powerlessness. It makes the slave very excited for what the fu...

Starting tomorrow, the slave will be on holiday for a little over a week and Master is suspending its standing order of daily blog posting during that week. The slave will of course resume its blog posting right after its holidays. The pig will also be without plug in its cunt, cockring and ball weight. A short break from its normal life as a slave. But it remains Master's property and it will have no rights to play with its body let alone cum. From previous holidays the pig knows that means it is in for a frustrating week. Horny, lots of time on its hands, time to think, to feel, to reflect, to fantasize, enduring frustrated desires for sexual use and for relief. And Master certainly gave the slave something to think about, too. A lowering of its status, the personal reference gone. It keeps having submissive feelings, humble feelings, to think about what that means and will mean for its future, how deep this may go. Horny from the plug in its cunt, the pig was thinking ...

The knowledge that the pig will from now on explicitly be referred to in the third person has been causing a submissive and kind of humble feeling today every time it thought about it. Feeling like a further lowering of its status, to be no longer entitled to personal pronouns. Master finds it fitting to the kind of slave it is becoming. A passive slave or object to be used, by dominants but also by other slaves, placing it very low in the status hierarchy. Humiliating and at the same time causing the slave cock to produce a lot of precum as it was playing with its teats as part of its training. Master had the pig edge with the black clamps on its teats while He planted a fantasy that it had to keep in mind during the edging, a fantasy of it wearing a close fitting sensory deprivation hood, no ability to hear or see, just a mouth hole for being fucked. Bent over a bench, mouth and cunt at fuckable height. Teat rings attached to the floor with heavy chains. Legs attached in a spread p...

The image of being encased in a rubber body suit. A hood covering the face, just eye holes, and openings at mouth and cunt so it can be fucked. In a chastity device with no space for an erection. A controlled object, a "thing" to use and then store away when not used. With no face it is difficult to see a slave like that as anything more than a play toy, and maybe also even more clear that it can be used like that without feelings / personality to consider or in the way. This evening, after sharing above fantasy, Master introduced a new step for this slave, by from now on only allowing it to speak about itself as slave, pig, thing or just "it" when the slave chats with its Master, and on this blog. From that moment on, Master seems to also have started to refer to the slave as such, when speaking to it. There is a subtle sense of loss at the idea of never hearing another "you" from its Master, being stripped / deprived of something. But it feels as a f...

This evening Master wanted this pig to indulge in stimulation of its teats and edging the slave cock as He was not available for a training session but wants the pig to keep its horniness peaked. Soon the pig was super horny, just giving in to the horniness and desires and pigging out. Riding on the plug in its cunt, feeling it firmly press against and massage its prostate, keeping itself near orgasm while moaning in pleasure and frustration. Playing with its teats, twisting them, causing them pain and wanting to feel them good tomorrow. Meanwhile the pig watched some horny videos. A slave being heavily flogged and then fitted with a chastity device. A slave being put in a fucking machine for an hour. And this video of a horny and frustrated rubberized anal pig . So this pig ends the day super horny and frustrated. Glowing teats and a throbbing prostate and filled with horny desires. And a plug that won't stop its stimulation.

Lots of thoughts about the plug in the pig's cunt today. On its fourth day of constant plugging, the possibility of permanent wear becomes palpable again. It is where the experience of the plug starts to go beyond a "session" or "run" and where its thoughts shift to how to incorporate it and deal with that plugged experience on a daily basis, no matter whether the plug feels good or less good, or maybe sometimes becomes too much. A part of its life, with the realization that taking it out just because it wants to is not an option for the slave. And that just causes very submissive and controlled feelings. Today still some discomfort/pain, a throbbing sphinchter, but manageable, and with the plug constantly pressing against its prostate also causing regular waves of horniness deep within, keeping the pig aroused without control. Feeling the slight fucked feeling when moving, when sitting down. The submissive realisation of constantly having to deal with that bi...

Another plugged day for this pig. Still a mixture of horniness and soreness, so the cunt has not yet fully surrendered to the plug and the soreness has been testing the slave's endurance. But the horniness when it is there is putting the pig in a submissive and slutty mind set. This evening the pig was getting especially frustrated from the way the plug was working its prostate, sexually activating the pig's whole body, and it was riding back and forth on the plug in frustration, moaning. It was longing for some stimulation to its teats and couldn't stop thinking about it. So at some point it decided to ask its Master for permission, and was lucky to get it. The teat play felt so good and got the pig super horny. Fantasizing about being used, of course the recent session at SIR's still fresh in its mind. How SIR grabbed the pig from behind, bending its head backward, naked and exposed with its hands on its back as he played with the pig teats and made it moan. Ano...

The plugged cunt is currently a big focus for the slave. Last night the plug caused a frustrating horniness because of the constant stimulation of the prostate, and later a bit of a sore sphinchter waking the slave up caused a bit of a restless night. Nevertheless this slave was in a very good mood today, feeling that it was able to remain plugged. Currently well over 48 hours of non-stop plugging (a new record with this plug) and about to once again spend the night plugged. The plug has certainly been a bit of a struggle during the day as well with some soreness from the constant stretch, a throbbing sphinchter, a "pain in the butt" especially when walking. Painful, but not in a way that felt damaging / problematic and the plug has also been producing a lot of deep horny sensations. Firm pressure against the prostate. So horny to not be able to escape that horny stimulation. So today, with all the horny and painful sensations, was very much a submission to the Plug. It...

The pig was ordered to wear its new standard plug during the past couple of loanouts to SIR and Master MemasterU, and every time it went home still plugged. The slave may have been permitted to cum afterwards, and may have left with a feeling of sexual relief, but the plug stayed in. Which to this slave is a reminder that its submission always continues, and that its cunt is plugged not because this pig enjoys it, but because Master, as its owner, wants it plugged. When the pig woke up with the plug still in its cunt this morning, and with a frustrating erection because of it, it read that Master now intends to keep His slave chaste for a longer period of time, breaking the recent habit of its relatively frequent orgasms. The slave has indeed been lucky to have been relieved of its sexual tension every 2-3 weeks, and recently even twice in one week.  The pig must admit it is excited to be chaste and frustrated for its Master, feeling owned, subjected to the slutty and subm...

SIR used this slave this evening. Dressed the way SIR likes to see this whore: big chain locked around its neck, pink boxer short and shirt. With its regular plug in its cunt, the slave went on its way to pleasure SIR. SIR made the slave strip completely and it was very horny in anticipation of his use of the slave. The slave's cock and balls were whipped, and its ass was warmed up with quite a number of rapid hits with the cane. That was painful, but also horny, and the way its ass was feeling afterwards -- warm and glowing and horny -- felt really good and made the pig long for more. SIR grabbed the pig from behind and played with its teats, bent its head backward and inserted his fingers in the pig's mouth, meanwhile the slave of course had its hands behind its back and was in a good position to play with SIR's hard cock. SIR sat down on the couch and whipped out his cock and ordered the pig to crawl over. Sniffing SIR's dirty boxers and cock and then its mou...

Today this slave had a bit of a sore throat from yesterday's training. The slave was given a bit of a shorter training session today and its throat was spared because it has to be in good shape tomorrow. This pig was wearing the pig tail plug in its cunt and weights on its balls. After some teat play horniness to get a leaking cock for its Master it was time for some edging. With the clover clamps on its teats, the pig was first made to crawl around on hands and knees, legs spread, ass up. Wagging the pig tail hornily in its cunt and swinging all the weights. Then it was told to stand with legs spread while edging, moving its ass like a whore. Keeping itself on the edge to make sure its balls are filled for the loanout. Feeling the horny pain in its teats and how its balls bump against its upper legs due to its movements. Smearing the precum on its head as ordered. The pig is enjoying how the pig tail is still pressing firmly in its cunt, massaging its prostate on every ben...