More teat play and frustrated desire to be used

This pig is now getting so horny it drives it up the wall. Master ordered the pig to play with its teats again today and they are so sensitive and horny. The order came just when this pig was feeling submissive thinking about not having the control over its own body, being dependent on Master's decisions whether it has permission to enjoy its horniness and drive it to frustrating heights, or has to wait until it can be of use again. And so, playing with its teats made it feel even more submissive and frustratingly horny, its body "soaked" in pent up horny chemicals.

This pig thinks the frustration is not primarily about wanting to cum. The desire to cum is there, physically of course almost all the time, mentally it is more subconscious usually. The pig thinks it has maybe somehow learned to sort of suppress its thoughts about that normally, knowing it has no control over when it will happen anyway. It gives it a certain peace of mind and allows it to focus on the horniness itself. Yes that can be frustrating in its own right because of how prominent and distracting it is.

But the frustration is often more the frustrated desire to express its horniness and submission. In other words, not being used but needing to be used. Needing to "give" its horniness, needing to please with its humiliation and its suffering. And that can sometimes cause sudden and invasive fantasies. At a birthday party today someone was wearing leather boots and the association with being naked and getting on the floor to lick those boots was quickly made. Making the pig feel horny and submissive but having to shake it off because it was of course not the time and place for it. And then there are sometimes fantasies about specific ways the pig would like to be used and treated. The pig is a bit more hesitant to describe those unless it is relatively sure they are in line with what Master and the pig's users want to use it for anyway.