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Teat play frustration

An already super horny pig... Ordered to play with its teats today to further stimulate its horniness... Indulging in it, spreading its legs, a hard cock, leaking precum, almost cumming a few times from the slave cock rubbing against its leg. It feels so good, so horny...so frustrating... The frustration makes all the difference, reminds this pig that it is not gooning and enjoying the teat play because it wants to, or as a prelude to a strong orgasm, but instead to pump horniness into its body because its Master wants the pig horny. No other purpose than the horniness itself and so it can relax and let the horniness take over and not worry about the frustration. Feeling like a horny pig but also a controlled slave. The pig watched a video in which a prisoner was masturbating although that was not allowed. The prisoner clearly very horny. The guard finds out and takes him to the bathroom area and puts him on his knees at the urinals to instead masturbate the guard and bring h...

BDSM videos and desires

Watching BDSM material, including the prison-themed videos Master has sent, is horny inspiration for the slave. They feed into the slave's fantasies, which is horny but can also be frustrating in the sense that they create strong desires to experience those fantasies as well. A lot of the time the slave has small fragments of these fantasies in its head, or situations can easily trigger those fantasies, and they have started to define the slave's sexuality, i.e. how it thinks about sex. But they also in a sense shape its slave mind set, as it recognizes certain feelings and behaviours in itself, learns in a sense what makes a slave pleasing, which helps allow those feelings to develop in itself. Today this slave was a little less frustrated but the horny energy was still coursing through its body. It is enjoyable to relax, spread its legs, and let that horniness grow and be uninhibited, take over, feel how it makes its cock stiff. Developing how its horniness flows and to the...

Frustrated slave, part two

The frustration continued today. It has only been a few days since this slave was last permitted an orgasm but it is already so horny again with a sensitive pressure in its slave balls. Its prostate is throbbing, and its teats are tingling as if they are being slightly brushed. The effect is almost like that of teat play too, a stiff cock that is very sensitive, leaking precum and could probably cum from just being rubbed against its leg. A kind of desperation for use and abuse, for humiliation, for pain, for whatever it takes to please. For confirmations of its slavery. Being horny and frustrated this slave again watched some of the prison videos, getting horny from the depiction of slaves in captivity. There is a CCTV cam style to many of the videos, which is interesting. Constantly under surveillance, exposed, no privacy. A prisoner was told to strip and was chained to the prison bars with only his hand left relatively free, instructed to edge until the guard returned. That of c...

Frustrated slave

How the slave currently feels is a strong reminder of its position and what it exists for. Its jaws are aching when biting, from the ball gag it wore yesterday for Master's pleasure. Sensitive balls from the treatment they got with the weight. Its cock still sensitive from SIR's treatment with the cane and feeling the somewhat painful control of the cock ring as a result, and thereby reminded of the permanence of its presence. But above all already so horny again which makes it feel frusrated and controlled. It had a long day today and came home a bit late and is now sat on the couch with a stiff cock and sensitive, tingling teats and the slave cunt is horny from yesterday's stimulation, wearing the plug all day and riding on the TitanMen dildo, fucking itself during its training session. If it was allowed, the pig would have grabbed its cock, twist and hurt its teats and jerk off to a nice strong relieving orgasm. Instead it can do nothing but be horny, surrender to that...

Frustrating night with the plug, and ball weight torture

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For the pig it was a strong reminder of being under control that yesterday, after the loan out, after cumming, the plug stayed in the pig's cunt and the pig was having a frustrating night with a stiff cock that did not go down. A vicious cycle where the plug causes the slave cock to get hard and twitch, which in turn causes sphinchter contractions which in turn press the plug into its prostate for another dose of horniness. Frustrated by the horniness and the almost painful stiff cock preventing the pig from falling asleep for a while. And it woke up super horny, already frustrated agin, still feeling the plug do its work in the pig's cunt. Master decided to make His slave's balls suffer this evening, having it serve plugged with the TitanMen plug and gagged, with a 1.5kg weight attached to its balls. Another reminder of being a slave, being used like that after having shot its load the evening before. This slave enjoys such reminders, reinforcing that its main purpose is...

SIR loanout: cock sucking, whipping and teat torture

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Today the slave was loaned out to SIR for his pleasure. It got dressed in its slave outfit with chain around its neck, pink shirt, pink boxershort and plug in its cunt and went on its way. After entering his apartment the pig was told to strip naked and it stood at attention with a stiff cock as SIR applied some clamps to the pig teats and then took the whip and started warming up the slave's ass. He continued with the cane and the pig tried to accept and give in to the pain as its ass started glowing more and more. Painful but also "enjoyable" and its cock stayed stiff. The pig's cock and balls were also lightly caned. As always this slave was used as a cock sucker, put to work pleasuring his cock as SIR sat back and relaxed. The pig was hungry for it and after SIR made the pig crawl towards him and started sniffing his cock through his underwear SIR teased the pig by revealing part of his cock and then putting his underwear back on. Finally the cock came out and t...

Feeling submissive and getting final cock sucking training for the loanout to SIR

Today this slave was feeling submissive, with a certain feeling of clarity about its position as a slave and what that entails. Feeling its own drive and need to serve and feeling how that can be enjoyed and used by its superiors. A feeling of self respect from following its inner feelings, and an enthousiasm that there is much more to explore and that there are men that want to use this slave. A kind of thankfulness / feeling of privilege of being allowed to serve its Master and its users. In being alllowed to serve them its identity as a slave gets its meaning. The slave was horny and especially enjoying the horny desire in its cunt, feeling empty, longing for some filling. And so the pig enjoyed being made to wear the TitanMen plug in its cunt this evening, and got very horny riding it and feeling it move in its cunt, creating a craving for even more. Master had the pig work on its cock sucking skills in varying tempos. Purposeful work for the slave given its loan out tomorrow a...

Horny and longing to be used

Just another day waking up with a frustrating stiff cock firmly hugged by the cock ring, and a sensitive body. Getting on its side and wetting its finger to investigate the state of its cunt for its Master. Getting horny from the fingering. The regular weekend frustration of being horny and longing to be used. The pig's teats were left alone this weekend and are horny and tingly in anticipation of the stimulation and pain they will surely be made to feel again tomorrow as it is edging and riding on the plug in its cunt, working on its horniness and cock sucking skills. Submissive memories of recent loanouts to SIR causing a strong desire for use on Tuesday, a hunger to taste and pleasure SIR's cock and to feel his enjoyment of the slave as a play toy. Master gives its users the freedom to use the slave in whatever way they want (of course always safe&sane). That fact always causes a feeling of submissiveness surrounding loanouts and it especially thinks back to the aspe...

Normal day

The horniness of this slave is now getting to the point where it is starting to be frustrating. Laying in bed with tingling teats and a sensitive stiff cock, always kept in check by the permanent cock ring. And a horny cunt. The pig thought back to how intense the plug felt the weekend before Master's holiday and could imagine that feeling this morning in bed, could imagine feeling it being pushed in, feeling its cunt surrender to it, knowing it will have no choice than to "enjoy" the plug constantly, and that feeling made it moan in horniness. Like yesterday, the pig teats have been tingly most of the day. The pig balls are starting to feel sensitive and full, a feeling strengthened by the constant pull of the ball weight. A frustrating desire to be used, and longing for humiliation and for feeling low in status, creating horny thoughts. Like this slave saw a few older men in suits today, a bit authoritarian looking, and it imagined being naked and exposed before them,...

Horny cock sucker slave

A quiet day in which this slave enjoyed the horny feeling in its body, making it sensitive. The pig's teats are particularly tingly the past days, as if they are ever so lightly played with, and it can feel a horny glow in its prostate creating a desire to be filled up. All this causing regular erections. A submissive feeling that the stiff slave cock serves no other purpose than to please its Master and its users, something to play with and something that indicates this slave's constant horniness and need to be used. And so it is looking forward to Tuesday, where Master booked the slave for SIR's pleasure. Good chance it will spend most of the evening on its knees with SIR's cock in its mouth, because that seems to be SIR's main use for the pig lately. And if it is horny for SIR to have a cock sucker slave for the evening this slave gets horny from being used as one. And it is of course trained well to be used like that. Regular use of the pig's throat toge...

Training afterglow

This slave had to work late and so it wasn't available today for its Master to train further. The horniness is of course rising again after two evenings of edging and torture with the clover clamps. And the pig was surely feeling the effects in its teats today. A constant prickling sensation and a sensitivity to them rubbing under its clothes. Which made the pig's cock hard on several occasions just by walking. But also some painful stings now and then. Abused teats. Two days of riding on the TitanMen plug has also made the pig cunt hungry for more, an empty feeling and a throbbing in its prostate. Enjoying how its cunt is feeling more relaxed / open and is accepting the TitanMen plug better and deeper, creating a submissive feeling. Just a slave spending its day in ever present horniness and reminders of its recent use. Thinking back to yesterday. A pig on all fours with both its holes filled deep. Training for service. Ass up and legs spread, a horny sight for its Master, a...

More cock sucking, clover clamps again

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Surprisingly painful training session

With "empty" balls this slave was already horny again. The neverending horniness....and today Master started filling this slave's balls again in an edging and cock sucking training session. It came as no surprise that the pig would be spending the evening sucking its dildo as Master already announced some intensive cock sucking training and with SIR's loan out coming up it is pretty much standard that Master prepares the pig for delivering good service as He expects. After yesterday's torture with the clamps, today Master decided that the slave would be wearing the clover clamps instead as they tend to be a bit less severe. It has been a while since this slave had endurance training with these clamps and it was "interesting" to see how they would now feel after so many hours with the black clamps. The answer: very painful. Which was a bit surprising. Whether it was the fact that the teats were still painful from yesterday or simply that those particula...

Getting relief!

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Week summary

As Master was on holiday last week, the pig got a break from its blogging assignment, instead Master ordered this slave to write a summary of the past week. On Saturday the plug went in the pig's cunt and the pig was told to also play with its teats during the weekend. That got it super horny but also caused a bit of a restless night sleeping with the plug, which felt intense and caused a bit of a nervous submissive feeling, knowing that as soon as its cunt is able to endure this plug 24/7 it will have to get used to that kind of intensity and constant presence. On Sunday the pig felt a bit exhausted, from the plug which started to hurt again, and from the constant horny stimulation. But that horny stimulation didn't stop during the rest of the week. On the weekday evenings the pig received instructions how to spend that evening. The pig felt the humiliation of being kept busy as Master was enjoying His holiday, but was also glad to be able to serve and please that way. Eac...

Short break

Master is on holiday and not able to approve this slave's blog posts due to internet issues. So He gave it a little break from its daily blog posting task. You can expect fresh new writings on this blog probably after next weekend.

Edging session, straightjacket, and pleasurepain

The pig is enjoying how horny it has been the past couple of days, and especially after  Monday's torturing with the clamps , where it got in this pleasurepain world of suffering, the teats have been very horny and aching , in both senses of the word, aching from the torture and aching for more. It means the pig had to deal with a few frustrating nights but it has the feeling that its horny energy is flowing well through its body, causing horny desire throughout the day, a horny cunt and a stiff cock a lot of the time. Feeling this submissive horny happiness of being in a state where its Master wants this slave to be. This evening the pig was riding back and forth on its dildo again, with a gag in its mouth, in what was the last session before its Master's holiday. Master sent the pig some prison-themed BDSM videos for inspiration and it watched one in which a slave was suspended in a straightjacket. The pig has never worn one but has often fantasized about the frustration of...

Plugged, and cock sucking training

After yesterday's torture the pig teats were deeply horny and caused a frustrating night in which it woke up with a hard cock and feeling the horny pain in its teats and feeling them with every movement under the blankets. But this slave also had a busy day at work yesterday so the combination made that it did not sleep all too well and that it was a bit headachy today. Master ordered the pig to insert its plug this morning. The pig got very horny and submissive from that plugged and stretched feeling. Plugged while giving a presentation to the company, plugged during a client meeting...a constant horny reminder of its submission. This evening the pig was still very horny and so were its teats, as it sat naked with legs spread on the dildo Master had it wear, playing with its teats to get its cock to leak, seeing Master's Cock (which is its desktop background) and feeling its desire to make it hard through its horniness, exposure, humiliation and suffering. Master decided...

Long term lockup fantasies and teat torture training

Yesterday the pig said its frustration is not primarily about wanting to cum, today after a training session where the pig teats got to suffer with lots of edging the pig is just feeling so horny and frustrated and wanting to shoot its load. Master informed the pig He is going on holiday soon and that the pig will get assignments during His absence, to keep it horny. To the pig that sounds like that might mean at least two more weeks without an orgasm. The idea of its Master taking a relaxed break and the pig staying behind, keeping itself horny and frustrated for His enjoyment, makes it feel submissive and owned. Master sent the pig a bunch of inspirational BDSM videos to watch. He inquired this slave about some of the fantasies/desires that had been on its mind, e.g. on the powerless prisoner side of its slave feelings, which led to a horny scenario of long-term uncomfortable lockup, plugged and bound in chains, or bound to a sling, fucked by a fucking machine, teats clamped an...

More teat play and frustrated desire to be used

This pig is now getting so horny it drives it up the wall. Master ordered the pig to play with its teats again today and they are so sensitive and horny. The order came just when this pig was feeling submissive thinking about not having the control over its own body, being dependent on Master's decisions whether it has permission to enjoy its horniness and drive it to frustrating heights, or has to wait until it can be of use again. And so, playing with its teats made it feel even more submissive and frustratingly horny, its body "soaked" in pent up horny chemicals. This pig thinks the frustration is not primarily about wanting to cum. The desire to cum is there, physically of course almost all the time, mentally it is more subconscious usually. The pig thinks it has maybe somehow learned to sort of suppress its thoughts about that normally, knowing it has no control over when it will happen anyway. It gives it a certain peace of mind and allows it to focus on the horni...

About daily blog posting

Master requires this slave to write a blog post about its submissive feelings every day, which with a few exceptions it has been doing for the past year and a half. For this slave this task serves as a daily "check-in" with its submissiveness, and often it gets horny from what it is writing as it is remembering / reliving certain feelings or experiences. This slave also uses the task as another way to please, to let the reader share in its thoughts, feelings and experiences, and to display itself and its submission. It is not that this slave feels it has something super noteworthy to say every day per se (in fact occasionally writing a blog post can be difficult/burdensome on an uneventful day), it is just trying to pick out what it thinks may be interesting or enjoyable to read or see. Today this slave was a bit tired from a hectic work week but had some time to kick back and relax, and feel horny. Having regular erections, its cock ring pressing down on them. The pig teat...

Stimulation of the teats to keep the pig horny

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The pig's teats and cunt were longing for some stimulation today. In the afternoon, the pig was lucky to be allowed to firmly play with its teats. Having some time alone it pigged out and got its cock wet with precum. Lying on its back bare assed it pulled its legs back and imagined keeping itself horny like that for its Master with its cunt in constant clear view. That got it horny and filled with submissive desire. Opening its mouth with its tongue stuck out made it even more horny. The pig gave its teats a firm treatment and at some point used its nails for a while to pinch and grab them to feel that deep horny painful prickle. The teats are now raw and sensitive from the stimulation and the pig has a lot of pent up horniness in its body that can't go anywhere.