Suffering paradox

Just another day in this slave's life. Horny and somewhat frustrated for not having any means to do anything with its horniness. Just waiting for its next use, which is what its sexuality is aimed at: the pleasure of its Master and the pig's users.

The pig was thinking back to the ball gag Master made it wear during its session last Monday. It is uncomfortable for the pig to have its jaws forced open for a few hours like that, but it is a horny discomfort because of how it invades its mouth in a humiliating way and how it knows the sight pleases its Master, and it makes the pig feel very submissive.

In a way the discomfort in itself is horny. This pig may not be a pain pig yet but does have a kind of masochistic desire for suffering, discomfort and pain. Hard to explain why that longing is there, and yet the pig can get horny thinking of all the ways this pig can be made to suffer. It is paradoxical to long for suffering, both wanting it and not wanting it.

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