Horniness acceptance

The pig's horniness continues to rise again and caused in a sense a bit of a frustrating night. It woke up in the middle of the night with a throbbing erection, its teats very horny and feeling very sexually open as is often the case at nights. It had the fantasy that it was wearing a chastity belt that it could not escape, and there was this very surrendered and resigned feeling, sexually frustrated and at the same time full of acceptance. A feeling that this is real, this slave is owned and this is its life, not only now but also in the future. Not in control of its sexuality, not allowed to relieve itself; being practically always horny, sometimes pleasantly so and sometimes also very frustrating. A strong feeling that being kept like this is not some horny game that it can quit at any time. A feeling that it is a reality that this slave can count on and rely on, even cherish as a fundamental part of its being.

Working out with the ball weight went better today than last time. The balls were a bit tender afterwards. The pig teats were strongly activated and tingling due to its shirt rubbing on them during its movements, which was frustrating.

This evening was preparation for tomorrow's loan out to SIR. After warming up the pig teats and getting itself horny, Master told the pig to jerk its cock very slowly, which was frustrating, stimulating but not enough to get close to cumming. Master had the pig wear clover clamps on its teats, smear precum on the cock head of the dildo and then start licking the cock head. Taking it in its mouth, and then slowly take the dildo in its throat, keep it there for 10 seconds and slowly move back off. Followed after a while by fast and intense cock sucking. Alternating fast and slow like this so tomorrow it can do well pleasuring SIR's cock.

The pig looks forward to being used, to SIR getting his pleasure and as always it will do its best to ensure that. And to make sure Master can be satisfied with the performance of His whore.