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Memory of dominant checking out the pig teats

This slave had a calm friday, but was of course horny. The pig's cock was regularly hard, constricted by the cock ring, and the pig teats were horny and sensitive. Its cunt was still feeling especially horny despite being unplugged, and the pig was occasionally spreading its ass cheeks out of a certain horny frustration. It had a slight case of blue balls from the pressure of a week's worth of pent up horniness and the pressure of the ball weight. When out and about the pig's horniness was triggered by little things; a mechanic lying on his back to repair a check-in gate, his big belly poking out from under his shirt, a hairy arm of another man who had rolled up his sleeves in the train, that sort of things. A consequence of spending ones days horny and sexually charged. As this slave was feeling horny and letting its thoughts run free it remembered an occurrence a long time ago when it was together with a friend in a gay sex shop, looking for some nipple clamps. A domi...

Evening off

The slave was given the evening off and had permission to play with its teats. So the pig made sure to get and keep itself nice and horny. The training sessions of the past few days have caused a lot of horniness and frustration and put the pig's body in a state of sexual arousal. A state that Master wants this pig to be in constantly or at least as much as possible. It is too bad the pig's cunt has not been ready enough to wear a plug during the day to keep it aroused, but this pig knows that is just a matter of time. The TitanMen dildo and pig tail have created a lot of horniness in its cunt during its training sessions and that stimulation has brought its awareness to its cunt during the day as well, e.g. when this slave is bending over it feels as if it is opening up for penetration, a submissive and arousing feeling. But it feels especially horny at night, squirming in frustration and with a strong submissive desire to have a cock shoved in its snout or have its cunt inv...

Edging session

This evening the pig's horniness was further trained in an edging session. Master gagged the pig and had it wear ball weights and the TitanMen dildo. Telling the pig to play with its teats and get its cock leaking precum as soon as possible. The pig was soon in a horny state where its cunt opened up to the TitanMen and it was riding on it, feeling horny and submissive like a whore that constantly needs a cock in its cunt, as Master put it. After a while it was time to start edging so this slave was told to put its favorite clamps on its teats. This slave got nervous when the black clamps were intensely painful at the beginning and it took a little while for the pain to subside enough that it turned into horny pain and the pig could get hard again and bring itself to the edge of orgasm. Master put this slave in a submissive position, crouching on the floor with legs spread, ass backwards, as it was jerking its cock and keeping itself on the edge. After a while Master let this ...

Cock sucking and teat training

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Painful but horny session

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This pig is feeling frustrated with the TitanMen dildo still in its cunt as it is writing up its daily blog post. Master requires it to keep it there until it goes to bed. After a painful session in which the pig's horniness was also heavily stimulated, the dildo is now keeping its horniness at a frustrating peak. To this slave the session was a kind of relief in a sense. After a period of having had quite a bit of trouble with its energy, it has the feeling that it is now going in the right direction, not quite there yet, but getting there. The levels of horniness and stamina this evening felt like further proof of that. As soon as this pig left work it felt its horniness rise, anticipating a session in which it would be used by Master. It got horny receiving the instructions, to be gagged, to wear weights on its balls and to have the TitanMen in its cunt. The pig's horniness was stimulated using its teats, and together with the TitanMen deep in its cunt this pig was soo...

Teat play and reliving the treatment by SIR

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Today the slave cunt was still somewhat irritated and not ready to be plugged yet, so Master gave this pig permission to play with its teats. He wants this pig to stay as horny as possible and if the plug isn't stimulating this pig's horniness, a regular massage and torture of the pig's teats certainly will. Playing with them was addictive and therefore pretty soon frustrating, knowing there will be no release. So Master's permission brought this pig to a state of frustrating horniness today, as He knew would happen because He also knows this horny pig wants to please its Master. This slave received the pictures and videos that were made during the last two sessions at SIR's. The pig was playing with its teats as it was watching them. Reliving the experiences of being used. Clearly visible how eager it was to suck SIR's cock after waiting to get permission to start. How it was punished for stupid mistakes that it doesn't seem to learn to avoid. And it got ...
This slave had its wake up call early this morning when the cock ring was constricting the slave cock painfully. Usually it some shifting of the cock ring is enough to make it bearable again. It is still frustrating because the cock is looking for some more space to expand and is not getting it within the unforgiving steel ring. The constriction is always a reminder of being a slave. The pig wore its plug all day yesterday and then went to sleep with it. That has been a while, and the stimulation of the plug was causing horniness and the frustrating erections just described. The pig's cunt needs to get used to being plugged again though, and due to some irritation it was removed this morning. There is always a horny afterglow in its cunt when the plug is removed, which the pig felt today. As the pig is writing this blog post it is erect and feels its cunt throb a little bit, and the pig teats are horny. The slave balls have been emptied but are still feeling slightly sensitive ...

Working to please SIR

The dumb pig was horny again this morning despite the orgasm that it was luckily granted yesterday, and is wearing its plug as ordered, so the plug is stimulating its horniness and starting the buildup of a new phase of horny tension for Master's and SIR's enjoyment. SIR put this slave to work yesterday. He picked it up at the station and while he was driving this slave was massaging his cock. Occasionally SIR also made sure the pig's cock was hard and straining as well, and as this slave was bending forward from the horniness SIR gestured it to move back, open and accessible. As again not a word was spoken this slave knew its role and place. At SIR's house the pig stood at attention without its pants, which SIR told it to remove. He took the pig's stiff cock out of the pink boxer short that it was required to wear, and horny with its legs spread and a big chain around its neck it must have already looked like a horny and pretty stupid slave. It turned out to be...

Dumb pig was punished by SIR

Tomorrow a more detailed description of the loan out to SIR but first of all this stupid slave wants to apologize to SIR and to Master. It had received instructions to put its plug in its cunt for the loan out but it did not read its instructions well enough. And so when SIR inspected this slave this evening, he was disappointed to find that this pig wasn't plugged. This slave was very embarrassed that it had missed the instruction but more importantly it felt bad for letting SIR and Master down, who should be able to count on the fact that if the pig gets certain instructions, that the pig follows them. Needless to say this slave got punished. SIR took out the cane and gave it some painful strokes on both ass cheeks, and on its cock.  Like last time, SIR used the pig mainly as a cock sucker and it spent a long time on its knees licking and sucking his cock. The pig was given permission to cum at the end of the evening, SIR was tempted to let it go home without cumming, its...

Horniness acceptance

The pig's horniness continues to rise again and caused in a sense a bit of a frustrating night. It woke up in the middle of the night with a throbbing erection, its teats very horny and feeling very sexually open as is often the case at nights. It had the fantasy that it was wearing a chastity belt that it could not escape, and there was this very surrendered and resigned feeling, sexually frustrated and at the same time full of acceptance. A feeling that this is real, this slave is owned and this is its life, not only now but also in the future. Not in control of its sexuality, not allowed to relieve itself; being practically always horny, sometimes pleasantly so and sometimes also very frustrating. A strong feeling that being kept like this is not some horny game that it can quit at any time. A feeling that it is a reality that this slave can count on and rely on, even cherish as a fundamental part of its being. Working out with the ball weight went better today than last time....

Preyed upon

Master ordered another evening of rest for this slave. This slave's horniness has been fluctuating a bit especially this evening; one moment its horniness is a bit suppressed, the next moment it is strong, the pig teats tingling and this pig full of desire and feeling frustrated. It knows it will soon be in the latter state a lot of the time again, whether it wants to or not. This slave was reading a book passage where a woman of high status was captured by her enemies and "stripped of her dignity" which meant that her hands were tied behind her back and she was thrown in a dark prisoner pit with murderers, rapists and all kinds of male criminals, dirty and smelly from having been there for a long time, and of course hungry and lustful. The woman in that vulnerable position could in no way prevent the men from getting their way with her, stripping her of her clothes, groping her, raping her. A horrific situation but of course to the perverted mind of this slave also a v...

Evening off

This slave's horniness has been less strongly present yesterday and today. This slave has had some personal stuff to work through lately, which costs energy and has been limiting its ability to serve and train at full strength on its workday evenings. Master can fully determine how He uses this slave and that doesn't change in phases like this. It is for instance not "calling in sick" as one might do at work. Instead it informs its Master about how it is doing/feeling and He will decide what is needed. This evening Master gave it some space for itself, so this piglet is not wearing its plug and wasn't used for a training session. This slave is thankful for this. Not because it enjoys the "freedom" or doesn't look forward to being plugged again, but because it feels it helps it get back to a point from where it is better able to serve.

Pig ball stretching

The pig's balls have been slightly but noticeably sensitive yesterday and today. A pressure that doesn't let it forget that they are there. Maybe it is the denial of orgasm, maybe it is the ball weight, likely a combination of the two. The pig's balls have been carrying their permanent weight for almost three months pretty much non stop. Master has the pig wear extra weights during its training. The stretching is a slow and gradual process, but it is clear they already hang a lot lower than when its training started. There are moments where this slave thinks it can feel an effect, like this weekend. The skin around its balls seems a little more loose than before, so the weight seems to be supported more by the cords than by the skin of its ball sac, and resting more on its balls, causing perhaps the pressured feeling. It is exciting to feel these changes and to know every day that the weight is continuing to stretch the pig balls as long as it is on, and that this is ...

Being Master's whore

Next Thursday this slave will be sent to SIR again for use. Master trained its cock sucking skills and desires last week as He has been for a while now. Having the pig pleasure its dildo in different ways and positions while keeping itself super horny has created a craving for cock that makes the pig look forward to soon feeling SIR's warm cock in its mouth again and being allowed to pleasure it. Imagining that makes this pig hard and horny and it certainly crossed this horny pig's mind a couple of times today. SIR loans this slave from Master every two weeks. This pig is glad about that; being used regularly gives it a certain sense of purpose and keeps it clear to this slave what its position is. SIR just wanting to get some horny enjoyment and pleasure; this slave being there to provide that pleasure, nothing more. Whatever pleases him in any particular session is what this slave will do or undergo. Master has been seeing this slave as His whore. He has been training it ...

Waiting for its next use

Today the horny frustration calmed down a little bit for this slave, and Master did not require it to be plugged. Being without a plug creates an "empty" feeling, its cunt open and accessible. This slave occasionally explored it with its fingers to update Master on the status of His property. And so the slave body could relax a bit. The pig's horniness still present of course, but less "pressing", more like a pleasant enjoyable glow. Only occasionally flaring up to a frustrating level. That happens when the pig's horniness gets triggered by something, e.g. by seeing a horny picture or having some horny fantasy pop up in its head. Then its horniness activates, the teats start tingling strongly and its cunt starts glowing in desire as its cock hardens. Sitting in front of its laptop and writing this down has also again activated the pig's body like just described and so it is feeling a little bit frustrated. Certain physical movements can also suddenly...
Yesterday's training had left this pig horny and frustrated, and as is often the case Master required it to keep the TitanMen dildo in its cunt and the weights on its balls until it goes to bed. The session ended a bit early and so the pig had some time to relax. However, its cunt was very horny and the dildo was feeling very horny, so the pig couldn't help itself and moved back and forth on it a bit more, moaning from the horniness and frustration...its horniness kept on a high like this until it went to bed even more frustrated than it already felt. That frustration continued into the night and the pig woke up in the middle of the night with a throbbing erection, feeling sexually open and vulnerable. The horniness was strongly present in the pig's body today. This slave has said before that being horny has become the new normal. It may sound strange, but there are times where this pig suddenly notices that its cock is stiff without having realized getting an erection. ...

Workout with ball weight

This pig has not been wearing its butt plug today and part of yesterday and instead Master had it keep itself horny by allowing it to stimulate its teats. Its cunt was horny nevertheless and yesterday in bed the feeling of its cunt being Master's property, available for His inspection at any time, was strongly present as it relaxed its cunt and rubbed it to simulate that feeling. This slave had a heavy work out after work, something it had been skipping for a few weeks, it didn't really feel like it today either but it does need the exercise. The permanent cock ring / ball weight combination made it a little more challenging. Tight underwear to keep the balls in place, a hair tie between cock ring and ball weight, and a sock over the whole thing to prevent most of the painful pinching. Still, after the work out the pig's balls were a bit sore and the ball sac skin somewhat contracted and swollen from all the jumping, running and kicking. Luckily that went away soon after ...

A break, with teat play

Yesterday's session had left the pig horny and frustrated from the edging. When going to bed it was required to change the TitanMen dildo for its regular plug and so the horny stimulation continued during the night and the pig woke up with a frustrating erection. There was no training session this evening. Master assessed that the pig needed some rest. Nevertheless He allowed the pig to give its teats some firm stimulation this evening. As soon as Master sent the pig a message with the expectation that it would be stimulating its teats, the pig teats got super horny in anticipation. The same thing happens on other days for instance when the pig is done with work and starts thinking about the upcoming training session. And so that is what it did, the pig made sure its cock got hard and leaking precum, and made sure the teats hurt so that it will feel them tonight and tomorrow. Taking some rest, but also keeping its horniness at a high level like Master wants.

Cock sucking training for the whore

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Frustration

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This pig is struggling with its horniness a bit which it enjoys but is currently quite intense and therefore also very frustrating, even more so than yesterday. It was tossing and turning in bed last night because its teats were so horny. Waking up stiff and frustrated. Today as well, getting distracted by the horny energy making it erect a lot. All that also keeps it in a submissive state, its horniness controlled and nothing to do but undergo it. Still enjoying the general submissive state that Thursday's loan out session left this pig in. Very likely this pig will not be cumming at least until its next loan out in one and a half week, where it will have to work for it and then still be dependent on whether it pleases Master and SIR to give it permission. This pig knows some days are more frustrating than others but in its current frustrated state, one and a half weeks seems like a long time.

Submissive afterglow

Today this slave had a relaxed day. The plug had to be removed from the pig's cunt last night because it started hurting. Nevertheless, this pig was very horny. It felt frustrated out of a desire to be used again, to have its tingling teats stimulated and to deal with its erection that occurred regularly and was reined in by the cock ring and straining. The pig cunt in an afterglow from the plug causing a horny feeling as well. A camera shot from below of a tough guy towering over a victim in some crime series on TV brought this slave's mind back to the session at SIR's. It is easy to get hard when thinking back to the session. How it was used like the whore that it is, as Master commented. It becomes easier for this slave to surrender and make itself fully available for SIR's pleasure and enjoys it when it has the feeling that SIR just does or takes what he wants. This slave being there as a kind of whore indeed, there to do a job and to do it well, as is required an...

Report on the session at SIR's

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A cock sucking evening at SIR's

This evening this slave was loaned to SIR for his pleasure. First it was punished for cumming without permission recently. SIR took this slave over the knee and reddened this slave's buttocks with his paddle and with his hands. The rest of the evening SIR mainly used the pig for cock sucking and it spent almost all of it on its knees pleasuring SIR's cock with its snout. Apparently SIR was pleased because he allowed this slave an orgasm and it is thankful to SIR for that relief and to Master for giving SIR that option. This slave feels well used and is glad to have been pleasing. A more extensive report on the session will follow tomorrow.
The pig slept with the plug in its cunt and woke up very horny. Together with its teats being sensitive from yesterday's treatment, it woke up with a frustrating erection and the knowledge that it will have to get used again to the constant presence and stimulation of the plug. Today the plug was not always so comfortable though, not problematic but somewhat irritating, which kept this slave aware of the fact that it is wearing the plug because it is required to as part of its slavery. One way or another the cunt will have to get used again to the plug being there constantly. Tomorrow Master loans this pig out to SIR so he can use it for his pleasure in whatever ways he chooses. This slave received its instructions from Master today. As always it is this slave's job to make sure SIR is pleased and that its Master is satisfied with the performance of His whore, and it will certainly do its best for that. This slave is looking forward to being used this way.

Solo session to intensify the pig's horniness

A rather intense frustrating horny feeling today reminded the pig of yesterday's session that activated the pig's horniness. Its teats horny from yesterday's treatment. The pig's cunt was also horny and feeling strangely "empty", with the afterglow of the TitanMen plug. Master was not available this evening and so He gave the pig an assignment to make sure its horniness is further stimulated. It was told to firmly stimulate its pig teats while watching the extreme CBT videos Master had sent it a while back, and at least an hour of edging while pleasuring the dildo with its snout. Lots of heavy ball busting, needles, painful creams on the balls of slaves that were screaming and whimpering as the pig was keeping itself on edge with a silicone cock deep in its throat. The assignment got the pig very horny and frustrated. The TitanMen plug was causing a very horny feeling in its cunt which was receptive and open also due to the stimulation of its cock and teat...

Training its cock sucking

This pig was not feeling 100% today but because its horniness was rising again, Master decided to try and see if it was fit for its training tonight. He kept the session relatively light though; sitting on the TitanMen plug but no extra ball weights, and no teat clamp torture. After quite a few days without any stimulation in its cunt, the pig got very horny from the plug impaling it. Also playing with its teats got it very horny. Sitting naked with legs spread wide, open and exposed with a stiff cock, on display for its Master as it were. For its cock sucking training this pig was told to edge while continuing to stimulate its teats, which kept it very horny. With the dildo on its desk, it was told to take the cock head of the dildo in its snout and pleasure it with enthousiasm. Getting its own cock stimulated to the edge of orgasm while feeling the cock head with its tongue was almost as if it was sucking its own cock, the horny feelings transferred to the dildo. The pig was to...

In a submissive mood

Today this slave was again in a mood in which its submissive feelings were close to the surface and easily triggerable by small things that relate to its status as a slave. For instance, it went for a walk and at some point was talking to a farmer while her young dog was unleashed and happily running around, exploring the area. The farmer was teaching it to stay close by, but every now and then she had to interrupt the conversation to yell at her dog to come back, to tell it to listen, etc. Reprimanding it then continuing the conversation like nothing happened. At some point deciding to put it inside for a while so it can learn that it should listen. A very common and natural picture of course but this slave was triggered by it. The farmer was not "angry" with her dog so much as just correcting it and knowing instinctively that it needs that to learn. She was also not at the same level as her dog. The status difference between her and her dog, the dog wearing a collar like a ...
With its energy a bit low, so were this slave's horniness and feelings of submission, so yesterday it asked Master permission to skip its required daily blog post for a day. Today this slave was still not feeling all too well, but its horniness returned a bit and especially its submissive desires were present. This slave could feel a submissive tension in its lower stomach whenever it was thinking of its status as a slave, and the reality of having a Master that controls it how He wants and can decide how this slave lives its life. Having the cock ring and ball weight to remind it during its break. Its desires for being used and trained and getting its horniness stimulated may currently not be too strong, but it feels its submission more on the emotional side, when it thinks about how Master controls how it spends its time, can give pleasure or make this slave suffer during its trainings, and can decide to loan it out to others for sex without this slave's say in it. Enjoying...

Energy break

Master decided that this slave needed another evening to regain its fitness and so He didn't use it for a training session. This slave could also feel that a training session wouldn't have been good for it today. In fact, Master told the pig to remove the plug from its cunt this afternoon, to give it a bit of an overall break. So it can focus on its main priority which is to regain its fitness so it can be used again by Master, and by SIR next Thursday for its bi-weekly loan out as Master's whore. The energy dips haven't really affected this pig's horniness so far, although today it has been a bit less intense. The plug stimulating its prostate had also been activating the pig's teats, and now that the plug is removed there is a horny afterglow that also causes horny teats. And although this slave's energy is a bit low, its motivation is not and it looks forward to soon being fit and usable again. Knowing it will soon be punished for its unallowed orgasm...