Back in business
This slave has been away due to a sad event that took a lot of its attention and energy the past week. It is not relevant to this blog what happened exactly, but it caused quite some grief and put this slave out of order for a few days. Master temporarily relieved it of its obligation to write daily blog posts and allowed it to take out its butt plug and take off the ball weight if those were distracting. This slave kept the ball weight on and as it felt its presence and constant tugging and pulling it helped remind it of its slavery and Master's ongoing control.
Despite it being a distressing period, this slave also experienced it as insightful in a number of ways. For one because its feelings of slavery remained largely intact and this slave could feel clearly how deep those feelings actually run. That strengthened the meaning of it. But also because of the weird mix of these feelings with feelings about what happened, e.g. feeling sad and emotional but also super horny and submissive. Very aware that its chastity did not stop, and why would it. This slave appreciated Master's understanding, care and reassurance and was at the same time relieved that He kept using terms like 'piglet' and 'useless slave' to refer to it. That felt right, and this slave noticed how important that kind of consistency and self-evidence felt to the reality of its status and bond as a slave to its Master, and was glad that Master kept seeing it as His property throughout an event like this.
Today this piglet enjoyed being back in business, plugged again and feeling Master take the reins to continue this slave's training in being constantly horny, submissive and in desire to be used. This evening this pig was given a new position to assume, standing with spread legs, bending over and ordered to imagine that it was exposing itself to horny men to fuck it, to imagine those men roughly spreading its ass and fingering the pig's cunt to prepare it for their cocks. This pig with an obligation to beg them to use it. This slave got really horny from the position and in general from the teat play, the TitanMen dildo in its cunt, the clover clamps on its teats and the edging it was told to do.
Despite it being a distressing period, this slave also experienced it as insightful in a number of ways. For one because its feelings of slavery remained largely intact and this slave could feel clearly how deep those feelings actually run. That strengthened the meaning of it. But also because of the weird mix of these feelings with feelings about what happened, e.g. feeling sad and emotional but also super horny and submissive. Very aware that its chastity did not stop, and why would it. This slave appreciated Master's understanding, care and reassurance and was at the same time relieved that He kept using terms like 'piglet' and 'useless slave' to refer to it. That felt right, and this slave noticed how important that kind of consistency and self-evidence felt to the reality of its status and bond as a slave to its Master, and was glad that Master kept seeing it as His property throughout an event like this.
Today this piglet enjoyed being back in business, plugged again and feeling Master take the reins to continue this slave's training in being constantly horny, submissive and in desire to be used. This evening this pig was given a new position to assume, standing with spread legs, bending over and ordered to imagine that it was exposing itself to horny men to fuck it, to imagine those men roughly spreading its ass and fingering the pig's cunt to prepare it for their cocks. This pig with an obligation to beg them to use it. This slave got really horny from the position and in general from the teat play, the TitanMen dildo in its cunt, the clover clamps on its teats and the edging it was told to do.
Hi pig good to read that you are back here.
ReplyDeleteI hope it all goes a little bit again.
And I hope that the Sir can use you again after the holiday. Then you're dry for a while.
the Sir