Back in business
This slave has been away due to a sad event that took a lot of its attention and energy the past week. It is not relevant to this blog what happened exactly, but it caused quite some grief and put this slave out of order for a few days. Master temporarily relieved it of its obligation to write daily blog posts and allowed it to take out its butt plug and take off the ball weight if those were distracting. This slave kept the ball weight on and as it felt its presence and constant tugging and pulling it helped remind it of its slavery and Master's ongoing control. Despite it being a distressing period, this slave also experienced it as insightful in a number of ways. For one because its feelings of slavery remained largely intact and this slave could feel clearly how deep those feelings actually run. That strengthened the meaning of it. But also because of the weird mix of these feelings with feelings about what happened, e.g. feeling sad and emotional but also super horny and sub...