Piercings mental process

A rather frustrating night last night where this pig woke up a few times with a painful erection. The plug was heavily stimulating its prostate and caused the pig teats to be very sensitive as well. Today a few bumpy car rides made sure the plug was stimulated and kept this slave horny. Later in the evening the horniness started to feel somewhat aching and frustrating and those are the moments that the plug starts to feel like a horny, pleasurable torment. Horny thoughts very much on the forefront; thoughts about being used, about its teats being tortured, thoughts about opening its snout, sticking out its tongue and sucking cock. Thoughts about this slave's slow but sure transformation into a pig. Thoughts that cause an instant horniness and desire.

The other day this slave was describing Master's ideas to apply piercings to His slave's body at some point (teats, PA, a nose ring) and this slave said it was not too worried about it now because Master will make sure this slave is "ready" for it. That was not some kind of passive statement; this pig is already "working" on those ideas. Master's intentions are like seeds planted in this pig's mind, and knowing Master might want and do this to His property means that this pig is for instance triggered by seeing people with similar piercings, and that it has thoughts about it pop up at least a few times a week, where it is picturing itself with such piercings. It is certainly feeling resistance but also desire. Take for instance the teat piercings. This slave has had a nipple piercing in the past but it was small and subtle; not quite what Master has in mind now. Although currently this pig feels quite reluctant to have its teats permanently equipped with heavy and prominent rings, thinking of all kinds of situations in which that would be humiliating, at the same time a desire for it is already starting to grow. The desire is not just for the sensation of such heavy rings dangling from its sensitive teats all the time, but also for the sheer humiliation of them, as proof and strong reminder of Master's control and affirmation of its slave status. At some point that desire might start to outweigh its reluctance.

Changing this slave's appearance hits its self identity, that is what is humiliating about it and that is where this slave feels it has quite some work to do still, to be able to surrender and let Master determine that identity and to get out of His way.

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