Horny and submissive

This piglet received its instructions for tomorrow's loan out. The weather will be nice so this slave is instructed not to wear a coat or jacket when traveling to SIRs, just the pink shirt without a T-shirt underneath. Up till now the coat and jacket have hidden SIR's slave chain around the pig's neck quite well, but without a coat that is not going to be the case. That will be very humilating for this pig tomorrow. It is something that this pig was already expecting but it is not looking forward to it. At the same time, this pig hopes the humiliation will put it in a strong slave mind set before it enters SIRs car, where it has to immediately unbutton the shirt completely.

Today a rather horny day and also feeling quite submissive. The plug has been working on this pig's prostate last night making it wake up horny. The pig teats sensitive and tingly, almost itchy in the sense of wanting to grab, rub and pinch them. It gave a kind of naked vulnerable feeling when it was not yet wearing a shirt this morning. The feeling of pressure of the plug against the prostate stayed especially strong today which kept this pig horny and on edge. Enjoying it, at times getting frustrated by it, and making it feel controlled and submissive.

That feeling of submission is in part the horny nervousness about the upcoming loan out, the knowledge that once again it is going to be used and that Master decides that for this pig. Also knowing that it will be punished.

This slave could feel its submissive feelings also triggered in different ways today. Seeing a horny stocky construction worker in shorts and sleeveless shirt and imagining being used by him. But also fantasies that are not immediately sexual. A guest at the party it was at was helping to clean up the plates and someone else was casually joking to his wife saying "you have trained him well" -- making this slave shiver when it was imagining that it was not a joke. And this slave was sitting across from some older men and it imagined them to have an unquestionable authority over this slave. Either naturally, where this slave just cannot feel other than submissive to them, or explicitly given by Master, where this slave might not feel that way towards them initially, but would not dare to step out of line. Knowing this, they would just enjoy trying out their given control in subtle or less subtle ways.

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