Feeling submissive, horny, and ready for holiday
Today this pig felt it needed to humbly apologize to Master for not properly updating Master on the status of the pig cunt yesterday. It sent a message yesterday morning but that was the last one He got, and the pig had to be reminded of this. Mistake upon mistake and Master said it is clear that after this slave's holiday He has to pull in the reins somewhat on this slave.
Today this pig has been feeling very submissive. It was a nice day and this slave was spending some time sitting in the sun in the city center watching people walk by. Feeling the plug in its cunt making the pig very horny. Feeling its teats stimulated via its prostate and the effect of its shirt brushing on the teats from the wind blowing over it. Feeling its slave cock harden in its shorts and kept hard by the cock ring. Just surrendering to these horny feelings and thinking about recent events. Feeling and realizing Master's growing control, craving it, fearing it. The self-evidence of the way Master treats and uses this pig and the expectations He has of it. So satisfying and at the same time a kind of humiliating feeling about the whole thing, about not being "on top of it". Which is maybe caused by a kind of inner resistance to being manipulated and brought further under Masters control. So there is some work to do for this slave to just let that happen more.
This slave will be on holiday for the coming week, it is really looking forward to it and Master has suspended this slave's order to write daily blog posts during this period. So after this post there will be a bit of silence on this blog but after its holiday the pig will continue to report on its thoughts and feelings on the journey of its deepening submission to Master.
Today this pig has been feeling very submissive. It was a nice day and this slave was spending some time sitting in the sun in the city center watching people walk by. Feeling the plug in its cunt making the pig very horny. Feeling its teats stimulated via its prostate and the effect of its shirt brushing on the teats from the wind blowing over it. Feeling its slave cock harden in its shorts and kept hard by the cock ring. Just surrendering to these horny feelings and thinking about recent events. Feeling and realizing Master's growing control, craving it, fearing it. The self-evidence of the way Master treats and uses this pig and the expectations He has of it. So satisfying and at the same time a kind of humiliating feeling about the whole thing, about not being "on top of it". Which is maybe caused by a kind of inner resistance to being manipulated and brought further under Masters control. So there is some work to do for this slave to just let that happen more.
This slave will be on holiday for the coming week, it is really looking forward to it and Master has suspended this slave's order to write daily blog posts during this period. So after this post there will be a bit of silence on this blog but after its holiday the pig will continue to report on its thoughts and feelings on the journey of its deepening submission to Master.
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