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Master booked the beast for some pleasure for MemasterU next week. This fact caused deep horniness and a wave of submissive feelings, especially given the submissive mind set that it has been describing the past couple of days. Feeling the reality of being something that can be loaned out like that and to have no control, to never have a say in the matter. And feeling thankful for it. More and more this slave is deriving its submissive satisfaction just from being Master's slave and accepting what that means as its reality and as a given. Whether it is that it has no control over who uses it when and in what way, or that it can forget about cumming if its Master decides so and stays horny and frustrated instead, or that it has to endure suffering and humiliations on a regular basis just because its Master takes pleasure in it and it is appropriate given its low status to be the target of those, or that it has the threat of a punishment bench waiting for its mistakes always in the...

The pig got home this evening from a weekend away and applied the suction cups to its teats to further train and enlarge them for its Master. Writing this blog post while feeling them burn and being stretched. Yesterday this slave was describing how it was experiencing its submissive feelings and that submissiveness continued today. In the train it sat across a somewhat older and authoritative looking man and could feel that submissive tension within itself, that desire to serve and lower itself and to feel the authority of its Master and users. Thoughts about being naked on the floor sucking SIR's cock or naked on all fours with its ass stuck upwards licking MemasterU's boots sprung to mind. Activities that are required of this slave and can be horny and humiliating. But it can also feel like an honour to be allowed to serve in that way, to be allowed to lower and humiliate itself in order to please. To feel the pleasure of how they can just sit back and enjoy as the slave...

The pig woke up with its useless stiff slave cock painfully constrained by its cock ring and has been having a few frustrating horny episodes today, feeling its submission and desires to be used. Experiencing a horny receptive cunt and very sensitive teat, feeling horny under its clothes. Having this slutty feeling of wanting to expose itself in its horniness, spreading its legs and rubbing its cunt with its fingers, rubbing its chest, imagining its teats enlarged for its Master's pleasure and how horny they would feel. This slave felt its submissiveness when it was watching a movie in which a commander entered a room and everybody in the room quickly stood at attention as the commander, clearly in a position of authority, slowly walked around with his hands wrapped behind his back. Those kinds of situations also resonate with this slave's submissive feelings. Feeling that nervous but thrilling tension of being low in status in front of an Authority. In the past this slave al...

The pig had a bit of a humiliated and owned feeling today. Yesterday it described how it was thinking of the pleasure of serving as entertainment on webcam. Which is true, it looks forward to being used in that sense and to the chance of providing horny pleasure with its submissive surrender. But it is of course also humiliating to be so exposed and subjected to the horny desires of its viewers. And having to come up with suggestions for how it can serve for entertainment on webcam yesterday was humiliating too. Not just to come up with ideas for amusement at its own expense, but also because its thoughts brought it at things it would find horny but also at things it would find difficult, and that made it extra aware of what its Master will be subjecting it to: exposure without control and humiliations to endure, not for its own pleasure, but for His and for those watching. Which is its place as a slave, and it is causing an owned feeling that this will happen because its Master wa...

This evening Master brought the slave in a mind set of exhibition, with its first web cam session happening soon. It sat with its legs spread and its cunt filled with the Titan, and was ordered to slowly play with its teats and edge, swinging the weight on its balls and playing with them, as if it was on display and had to seduce men. The pig was horny, edging slowly but firmly as ordered, with clover clamps on its teats, feeling the Titan move in its cunt as it was swinging the ball weight, thinking about the pleasure of entertaining Master and its viewers as a slave on cam. The slave will be there for the viewers' enjoyment and they might have ideas for what they want to see. It understands that it is not just on display serving its Master, but also serving its viewers, and that its Master will in principle require the slave to fulfil any such wishes. Master ordered the slave to also come up with some suggestions or ideas on how it could entertain. It might of course be hor...

Luckily this pig slept a bit better last night. It did feel very horny and submissive during the night, a feeling that continued throughout the day at work. A deep horniness, a horny and "open" cunt, sitting behind its desk with a stiff cock, giving in to the horny waves with a blissful feeling of being controlled and resting assured that any kind of release is absolutely out of the question for the foreseeable future. Master was not available this evening and gave the pig some more space to recharge, again ordered to put the plug in its cunt and of course with the suction cups on its teats. The plug creates a deep horny glow and the suction cups make its teats horny and burning. Together again creating that bliss of horny surrender, of being deeply horny without control, for its Master. The pig is regularly wearing the suction cups, ordered to wear them whenever possible, and the way they look when the cups are removed is still always a bit humiliating. The cups do make ...

After many posts about its horny frustration lately, today this slave would just like to say something about a different aspect of being owned that it is thankful to its Master for. Last night it was again awake for most of the night, unable to fall asleep, and today its body felt tense and less horny as a result, again unfit for a session. Not happy about having to report that to its Master, but it was what it was. Master told it to plug its cunt for the evening and just take some rest instead. The point it wants to make is that although being plugged right now creates a deep horny glow, it is in its current state also comforting . It gives a certain warm feeling to still be plugged for its Master and to feel that it can rely on the control always continuing, regardless of whether the slave feels good or bad. And that keeping the pig horny and continuing the habit of a filled cunt on weekday evenings has a certain meaning and depth beyond the direct sexual pleasure derived from it...