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2021 highlights

The last day of 2021, plugged and horny, a good moment to think about all that happened last year as Master's slave. Below are some of the highlights, which have caused the slave cock to leak in its cage to write about. For pictures and more detailed descriptions, see this link . If you are interested in the highlights of previous years, you can visit this link . 2021 was the year in which the slave cock was permanently put in a chastity device . First a regular Cobra cage, and later in the year the Cobra's tiniest version. Master wants cunt to focus on its cunt as the center of its sexuality and forget about the slave cock having any other purpose than occasional torture. No more access to the worthless slave cock and gone are the days of (mandatory) edging during cunt's training sessions. This year cunt was finally able to take the 8 cm diameter Beercan plug fully inside its cunt. It is still a very intense plug that causes a brutal stretched feeling and cunt cannot yet ...

Horny teats

Cunt is horny...the plug in its cunt is making it feel like a horny pig, makes it feel submissive and controlled. Its shaven teats are sensitive and horny, tingling, needy. Ready for the torture they will undoubtedly soon undergo again, with the clamps and/or spiked suction cups. Feeling the weights swing and hurt them, feeling the spikes dig in hard...burning and horny teats afterwards, still sore the next day. And then having to present its teats for more torture the day after. Just one aspect in which cunt is so regularly made to feel what its purpose is as Master's owned property. To be tortured, raped, used in whatever way is satisfying to its Master and the men that He makes it available to.

Chaste torture object

Cunt has a couple of days off and is away from home so it is currently not trained by its Master. Of course the daily plug in its cunt and the chastity cage remain ongoing elements of Master's control over how cunt spends its days.  The cage constantly lets cunt know that it has no control over the worthless slave cock, and the inconveniences it creates with e.g. pissing, the regular pinching and the tortures of nightly erection attempts strenghten that feeling. Cunt has no rights to its own body; its horniness and feelings are for Master and others to play with and control. And before cunt is made to cum, it will first have to suffer a lot. And when it is eventually made to cum, even that happens with cunt in a lot of pain. Simply the way it is for a torture object like cunt.

Recuperating slave ass

The slave ass is slowly recuperating from last week's 2.5 hour torture on its pleasure bench. Currently it is just a little stingy at the end of the day, the skin still feels the burn when cunt rubs it with its hands. The after effects have been stronger than before, with a few nights in which the pain in its ass was really flaring up, and cunt was lying in bed submissively undergoing the pain from having suffered for its Master, and feeling the humiliation of having begged for that suffering. And from knowing it will have that pain time and again and these long sessions will not be the exception. During these nights the horniness was providing extra torture by making the slave cock painfully press inside its tiny cage and causing blue balls. 

Horny cunt use thoughts

The plug made cunt so horny again today, certainly when it was thinking about its status as Master's whore, His property to loan out to other men for their pleasure, thinking about the many times it has already been used in that way. And how it will soon be expected to show up on SIR's door step again...  And horny from thinking about its cunt belonging to its Master, always having to open it for Him and for anyone He chooses. Thinking about unknown men that are given the right to use it and violate it. Anonymous fingers starting to explore its cunt, asserting their right of access, making it anticipate the undoubtedly rough use that would soon follow.  And cunt responding to that with the relaxation of its cunt, to invite their entrance, and to show its eagerness, regardless of its own feelings or preferences. Understanding its place as an owned piece of meat serving as a fuckhole for horny men.

Horny pig, booked for SIR

Cunt is very horny, from the plug in its cunt all day, and from the prospect of being used by SIR again. Master made plans with SIR for a loan out session in two weeks from now, a session in which he can use cunt as he sees fit. It is to present itself plugged and with the slave chain around its neck, wearing its spiked torture briefs. It also has to bring its closable hood. Cunt can only fantasize about how it will be used and will simply have to wait and see.  Thinking about serving SIR again made cunt horny today, and as always it enjoyed the humiliation of having been booked like a whore, without a say in the matter. Master decides who uses the pig and when, and cunt simply obeys. Cunt knows there is only one thing that matters in such loan outs, and that is SIR's pleasure and that SIR will be satisfied with cunt's service.

Christmas day

A horny pleasure and submissive feeling to spend christmas day with family while feeling its plugged cunt and the burning / throbbing of its ass. Horny from the plug and feeling the useless attempts of the slave cock to get hard in its small cage. Feeling horny sensitive teats under its clothes but also not for cunt to play with. Reminders that its body is not its own to control, exists only for Master and others of His choice to take pleasure in. Knowing that it spends each day plugged because its Master wants it that way, makes cunt feel that this intimate part of its body never has privacy but is for Him to control, to determine when and how it is filled and used. And realizing that suffering and ass pain are such a structural part of its life now.

Sore ass and some more points

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Master granted cunt a generous 1½ points for its voluntary extra suffering yesterday. After 5 weeks without cumming, it now has 3 of the 10 points for a next pain orgasm. Cunt was feeling horny and humiliated today. Naked and plugged, horny prickly teats and a sore ass, with a few small welts and blisters here and there, a burning feeling when sitting down. A horny after effect that caused a submissive feeling. Yesterday it was agony, today cunt gets horny thinking back to it. The struggle part is always so quickly forgotten... Undergoing pain for its Master. Begging for more. It is cunt's life, and today's painful ass didn't let it forget that.

2.5 hours of suffering

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Pleasure bench time. Master had cunt wear the spiked suction cups for teat torture. Maximum suction is achieved by starting out flat and then twisting them open. Only a bit is enough to already feel strong pain from the spikes digging in. Every minute or so cunt could twist them a little further, renewing the pain each time, until cunt had them fully screwed open. The required sitting duration turned out to be about 1.5 hours; the last 45 minutes with closed hood waiting for Master's signal. Suffering in darkness, breathing more difficult, focusing on the burning in its ass and teats, the humiliating horniness from the fat plug up its cunt. Feeling its slave status and the humiliation in advance about asking for extra suffering time...and nervous because it knew there would not be a way back when it asked its Master to have cunt sit for another hour... Of course the pain slowly increased further and further, real agony and submissive endurance well after its Master was already gone...

Cunt stretching with ball clamp

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The spiked ball clamp is a vicious torture device, driving steel nails into cunt's balls from both sides, causing a burning ball sac and a pain in the groin from the pressure. Master had cunt add this pain element to its 1.5 hour cunt stretching training with the Beercan plug. Black clamps biting into its teats. Three 10 to 15 minute sessions fully plugged and for the rest riding on the plug while keeping the clamps swinging. It had been a while with the Beercan plug. The 8cm wide plug made cunt's cunt suffer; the intense stretch horny and painful, and during the plugged sessions it made cunt moan loudly as it tried to focus on staying open. Also a horny submissive feeling to feel so brutally spread open. Intense each time it plops out afterwards. Cunt knows its cunt needs to be stretched wide for its Master. The riding wrecked cunt's cunt open further and made it feel a bit bruised after a while. The clamps were adding to the suffering. Horny afterglow and a loose feeling ...

Daytime torture with spiked shorts and suction cups?

Master liked the sight of cunt's tortured teats and thinks the spiked suction cups would make for a good daytime torture, together with its torture shorts. Feeling the spikes everywhere and having to undergo that stinging and burning throughout the day, pain from sitting and from the discs pressing into its swollen teats. A thought that causes horny and submissive feelings.  Like the feeling in its cunt today, the plug in its cunt that was still sensitive from yesterday's 2 hour rape, and the horny tingling of its naked teats which were clearly sensitive from the suction and the spiked discs. Feeling used and preparing for its next heavy session...

Rape session and spiked suction cups

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Rape session with THE IMPALER. And another way to torture cunt's teats: spiked discs in its suction cups... Cunt is exhausted from nearly 2 hours on THE IMPALER. A few balls-deep impalement sessions and lots of riding...including the final half an hour with closed hood...and at a firm pace! Feeling like a cunt slave knowing it has to keep on going up and down on THE IMPALER at a good speed, waiting for Master's signal, as its cunt was feeling sensitive and glowing and raw. Moaning and struggling, keeping it up as well as it could. Feeling truly raped. Afterwards, cunt ofcourse submissively thanked THE IMPALER for raping it. And felt the humiliation of a super horny glowing cunt.  And cunt's teats have a very horny stingy/prickly burn from the spiked suction cups. Horny to feel how they were inflicting pain to cunt's teats while those were being expanded into real pig teats. A horny humiliation to feel this while sitting with its cunt spread open and THE IMPALER as deep ...

Sunday

Cunt was very horny today, feeling its teats tingle and its ass glow, both in a sense longing to be hurt again. The plug was making its cunt horny and made it relax and open up, a submissive feeling of having an open cunt to be used without resistance. And cunt was thinking of the pain of the spikes in its ass and of the clamps hurting its teats while pushing its own limits and learn to suffer longer for its Master. Thinking of becoming a slave that can be used hard -- the more pain it can take the more pleasure it can bring. Looking forward to its next endurance opportunity, submissively sitting impaled on its pleasure bench.

Scraping points together...

A sore and glowing ass, horny sore teats, and the plug back in its cunt. Cunt spent the day feeling used and horny, thinking back to yesterday's pain session, and feeling humiliated by how it is now trying to scrape points together like a beggar by asking for extra long and painful suffering. Master told cunt it only earned half a point because it asked for just 30 minutes extra. Yet it is grateful for the half point and also knows what it has to do... 1.5 points earned after two torture sessions, 8.5 pain points to go still...

Suffering

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From the previous blog posts it should be clear that cunt had been looking forward to suffering on its pleasure bench. Master chose the black clamps to torture cunt's teats. Riding on the bench's plug warmed up cunt's cunt for the hard impalement Master always requires. And then it was time to surrender to the pain and the plug in its cunt... Cunt's ass was on fire when (after a small plug-riding break) it implanted itself on its bench for the second time. Moaning and struggling to submit to the pain again for the first 5 minutes or so before the intensity of the pain subsided enough to deal with the required position again: legs spread and full weight on the bench.  Cunt's hood was closed. It helped cunt focus on its status as a torture object for its Master, on the humiliating horniness of the fat plug, on the pain and how that made it horny. It was just clear to cunt that it needed a good suffering, which made that after 1.5 hours, when Master asked cunt whether ...

Tuesday

When at home, cunt spends its days naked and with the slave chain locked around its neck. A submissive feeling to live that way, feel its nakedness and availability of its body. And of course its cunt is plugged and the chastity cage to lock away the slave cock, which is only useful as something to occasionally torture for some horny entertainment if desired. The way the slave cock presses painfully into the cage when cunt gets horny is sometimes torture in its own right with the little space that it has and the small gaps through which the flesh protrudes. And soon cunt will have to undergo its weekly favourite torture of spending time on its pleasure bench, simply sitting and enduring pain for as long as its Master determines...and then a bit longer, if cunt wants to have any chance to speed up the opportunity for a (painful) orgasm...

Horny pain thoughts

Cunt was not home this evening, otherwise it would have spent it wearing its torture briefs and the big GK 85 plug in its cunt, watching videos of slaves in pain. It made cunt horny to think about it anyway, noticing how those thoughts made its cunt relax and open up, causing a deep horny glow from the plug and a submissive feeling.  Last time cunt wore the briefs as punishment for a full day, it was painful and also humiliatingly horny and made the slave ass look  like this . Horny how Master can simply make cunt wear those briefs and that that will inevitably result in a burning ass simply from sitting down. Simple means to put cunt in pain...

Sunday

Cunt has a submissive feeling, horny and still feeling its ass glow from last week's pleasure bench session, the plug keeping its cunt open and available. Thinking about the tortures of the week to come and being horny for them. How its cunt will be abused and the pain it will be enduring. Horny to think about sitting on the painful spikes of its bench, accepting the pain and the fat plug in its cunt. Knowing that it's what it is for as an inferior slave, doing its best to please its Master with its humiliation and suffering. And perhaps it can earn a little bit of points again for an eventual orgasm...

Day after

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Cunt thoroughly enjoyed the humiliation it felt last night, lying in bed with burning ass and teats while its cunt was so horny in afterglow from sitting on the pleasure bench plug. Moaning from horniness while the slave cock was painfully straining in its cage, feeling used...  And the plug went back in its cunt this morning which had exra horny sensitivity. Starting its day horny and naked with a sore ass, horny teats, cunt clearly felt its slave status. Kept horny all day by the plug and by the painful after effects.  And Master gave it 1 point for its extra suffering, for which it is grateful. 9 more points to go for a liberating pain orgasm. But cunt can never be sure to what extent Master will help archieve that. Volunteering for extra suffering is no guarantee for earning points, as Master made clear. In any case cunt knows it has a long and painful road ahead...

Suffering...and earning some points?

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While suffering on its pleasure bench this evening, cunt had in mind that it has been given the opportunity to volunteer for extra suffering in return for possible points towards a chance to cum.  But first it would have to wait and see how long its Master would require it to sit in pain. Riding on the bench's bulbous plug, knowing that soon it would be going all they way in. Hard, and in one go. Accepting the pain that follows. Which was easier the first time it sat down, than after the pain refreshment when its ass felt like it was on fire.  Master required cunt to sit for 1.5 hours. Master ordered cunt to close its hood for part of it, always humiliating to be made to fully focus on the pain, the plug, and its situation...with no distractions or ways to tell the time or how long to go. And thinking about the voluntary suffering. Which by that time it was pretty sure it would be asking for. Fearful of it but also drawn to it, wanting to maximize the pain and the after effect...

Back in training: rape time on THE IMPALER

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Rape time on THE IMPALER this evening. 1 hour and 50 minutes with the fat dildo in its cunt; three impalement sessions of around 10 minutes and for the rest riding at various speeds... It was clear that cunt's cunt needed to be opened up again; it took until the second impalement session before cunt could really take THE IMPALER balls deep as required. And the dildo felt fat, and as the sesssion progressed its cunt started to feel raw and sensitive, cramping up a bit. With closed hood for the 45 or so minutes that followed, cunt worked itself up and down on the dildo, its cunt suffering as it raped itself further as required, waiting for its Master's signal.  Feeling THE IMPALER balls deep in its cunt again during the impalements was both horny and intense. The horniness increased as cunt tried to focus on keeping its cunt as relaxed as possible, trying to prevent resistance to the pressure deep inside, knowing that its cunt should surrender to the dildo going in so deep. A dee...

Monday

Another day of being plugged, feeling the plug in its cunt while working and sitting in meetings, feeling filled by it and aware of its constant presence in cunt's life. Aware that it will very soon be filled by larger objects again, naked and hooded and undergoing lengthy rape or dilation of its cunt.  And of course undergoing pain, spending quality time sitting before its Master with its naked ass on the spikes of its pleasure bench with the bench's fat plug in its cunt. Enduring the pain, serving its Master with its suffering, feeling its sore ass afterwards to keep it aware of its place.

Sunday

Cunt will soon be sitting on its pleasure bench again and cunt is thinking of that humiliating feeling of the fat plug in its cunt making it horny while its ass is burning in pain. To have to close its hood so there is nothing else to do than to suffer in darkness and feel impaled. To know that it will be sitting on this painful surface for long periods of time... The plug made cunt's cunt horny today and felt comfortable, which sometimes almost feels like it is not there, like its cunt is open on its own, ready to be used. Cunt was thinking about how that will come to feel when cunt has to wear this plug's bigger brother in the future.

Saturday

Cunt is thinking of the feeling of THE IMPALER deep inside its cunt, its cunt spread open by its thickness, and undergoing lengthy riding. Of the stretching training on the Beercan, the intense feeling of its cunt brutally stretched open and having to focus on keeping it "relaxed" and surrendered as the plug trains its cunt to become wider and wider. Treatments that its cunt will have to undergo again, which cunt thought about today as it clearly felt the presence of the plug in its cunt, causing its cunt to feel open.

Thursday

Almost 7 weeks of being plugged all day each day, the plug stimulating its horniness and working against its prostate. Currently causing a horny energy and a slave cock under pressure in its cage. The default state for cunt: to have its cunt filled by a plug to make it feel that it is owned, and what it is for. Almost 2 weeks after it was last made to cum. Master is giving cunt the opportunity to possibly shorten the duration a bit by voluntary suffering -- if and when allowed. Nevertheless, cunt has probably already seen its last orgasm for 2021 and thinks it will have a long road ahead still. Something that will certainly go through its mind each time it begs its Master to suffer longer and afterwards crawls into bed, hurting but still horny.

Thinking of next week's training

Cunt is thinking of next week when its training starts again: its cunt will have to be opened up again, and it will be suffering for its Master's pleasure. It creates a horny nervous feeling. Longing for the treatment that fits its status, when it is clear that cunt is just a horny body to use and train and in which cunt feels it is happy to serve its Master's pleasure through its own regular pain and humiliation. Thinking of its pleasure bench and hoping at some point to be able to show its Master some even more clearly painful red asses such as the slave's in this video .