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Cunt has not been available for training but of course is plugged all day, and has the chastity cage locking the slave cock away and reminding cunt that even when its focus and energy has to be somewhere else it is still a slave kept under control. The plug makes cunt's cunt horny and especially when watching a video like the one it posted yesterday, its cunt starts glowing in horniness.  Soon enough cunt will be back in training, and thinking about various ways in which Master could torture it and make it suffer. And it is thinking about that first humiliating moment when after already suffering as required for an extensive period, it finds itself asking for more...

Watching this video of a fat dildo slide into a slave's ass made cunt's cunt horny, thinking about its own ongoing rape sessions, needing that feeling of a fat dildo going in deep, spread open for its Master, ramping up in fatness and length as its training progresses. Also the floppy balls attached to the dildo in the video are interesting as well. Cunt imagines that the feeling of those slapping against the slave as the dildo moves in and out is humiliating. And that when the speed of the fucking machine is set just high enough, the slave gets raped and simultaneously the slave balls get a painful treatment from the dildo's balls pounding agains them.

Cunt watched a horny video of a slave made to endure pain through various forms of whipping on ass, back and feet. Soon trembling and nervous about what is to follow, increasingly struggling, but knowing its place and taking it well. Knowing that it must. It is there to suffer and does so while the Master continues, calmly but firmly. Helping the slave to take it too, calming it down a few times by holding its feet, and then continuing when it is sufficiently calmed down and ready to take more...

The other day cunt found  this video of a pig using a cactus to cum horny to watch. Putting pressure on the cock to make the needles dig in. No pleasant self stimulation with hands, but vibration and pain from the cactus until it erupts after only a short period. Clearly getting off on the pain. It looks like the pig in this video used a vibrator putting pressure from the top, but cunt thinks that at times when it is very horny, it could by now probably already cum just from repeatedly pressing the slave cock against the sharp needles of a cactus like that, with its cunt plugged and pain in its teats and ass. A horny idea to cum only from pain sensations...

The fact that cunt's ass is still noticeably glowing/burning a little, after more than a week of rest, is horny and also a little scary. It makes cunt think of the longer pleasure bench sessions -- forced or voluntary -- that it is heading towards, and what the effects of those will be. Normally those will not be more than a week apart. The idea of a permanently painful ass is becoming a little more real and that causes submissive feelings. Always that reminder of being a torture object. Master wants to train cunt to be able to cum purely from the pain, without touching the slave cock with its hands. It doesn't know whether that is possible but it is surely a horny thought to be able to prove how much it has progressed as a pain pig if at some point it gets to that point, and the humiliating thought that once it does, that may very well be how it would be made to have its rare orgasms from then on...

Cunt is obviously thinking about pain a lot the past days and it is also clear to cunt that when it has its ass tortured for a few days in a row, like last week, it also feels the after effects for a longer period of time. Today, almost a week after its last pleasure bench session, it can still feel its ass burn and sting after having sat down for some time.  Thinking about certain kinds of pain makes cunt horny. Master suspects that cunt is already conditioned to need pain for its orgasm. In terms of conditioning, if cunt thinks about an orgasm in which its cunt is not filled or its teats were not experiencing heavy pain, that would not feel "right" and cunt would beg for that. And probably by now it would also crave the feeling of pain in its ass. Writing and thinking about cumming in pain makes cunt very horny again... And to cunt it is a very horny image, to become more and more a slave conditioned to need pain for its pleasure. That is of course a path that it is on. Org...

The plug keeps generating submissive horny feelings. Kept horny and made to enjoy the plug in its cunt. The sweet horny humiliation of a life in chastity for long periods with a very slavelike opportunity to influence that duration, namely by voluntarily suffering more...and to realize how that prospect excites cunt, despite the fact that it will be heavy...  Thinking about that just triggers memories of the pain itself, the burning in its teats from the clamps or the spikes digging in its ass. The pain in the groin from the ball clamp. The longing for it and the reality of the suffering itself. The more intense the suffering the more intense also the "kick" afterwards, the horny aching and burning in its ass and teats, the humiliation when it is once again simply tortured or raped and then dismissed, left horny. The after effects the days after.  And Master expects cunt to also think about other ways it can be hurt and to make proposals to its Master...

Cunt has some personal circumstances going on that makes it unavailable for training sessions for a short while. The plug in its cunt and the slave cock locked away in its chastity cage will continue to be reminders of what it is and the life it lives while it thinks about its slavery and its further pain training that will continue soon enough.  Today, sitting and working, it felt the plug in its cunt and still some burning pain in its ass. This of course made it horny, thinking about sitting on its pleasure bench and the rewarding after effects. And of course thinking about the new system of earning points by suffering extra. Thinking about begging for more pain than it already gets is causing strong horny submissive feelings. And it is horny how the plug in its cunt always intensifies such feelings, making it super horny almost as a reward for its submission, making cunt feel controlled in what it feels and in how that is used to develop it further.

Cunt needs to develop into a real pain pig and for that it needs to strengthen its longing for pain. To this end, Master introduces a new system for cunt in which it can be rewarded for suffering more than strictly required. Cunt can earn points for that, and when it has earned 10 points, cunt can request to be made to cum (in heavy pain of course).  Of course Master will continue to make cunt endure pain for certain required periods of time. But cunt can then request to be made to suffer longer. If granted (and this is not a given), it hears how many points it will earn for that. E.g. half a point or one point for 30 minutes longer on its pleasure bench when Master already requires 2 hours.  But it can also be that Master decides not to reward its request with any points. Even in that case, cunt will still have to endure the exra time that it asked for... This was on cunt's mind alot today while the horniness was again driving it up the wall, the plug relentlessly stimulating...

Cunt is already so horny again... The plug in its cunt working against its prostate all day, makes cunt feel whorish and submissive. Only at the beginning of another long period of chastity... And it has a certain euphoric feeling thinking back to the tortures of last week. The spikes pressing into its naked ass, the fat plug in its cunt...burning teats from the clamps. The humiliation of sitting and waiting like that. And Thursday the ball clamp, giving cunt an intense blue balls feeling that corresponded to them also being very full. Cunt can only be grateful for the pain it was made to undergo, serving Master's pleasure as His torture object to play with. The pain that cunt currently still feels in its ass, and its sore teats are horny reminders of that. Knowing that it will be enduring many more lengthy pain sessions in the future...

No matter how much cunt is used to the fact that it lives its life in chastity, not focused on orgasms but on being horny and serving the pleasure of its superiors, and wants to live its life this way, it always feels nervous at the beginning of a next long stretch of chastity. This time Master kept it chaste for about 3 months, and who knows how long before the next release will be. Master assured cunt it will be a long time... Instead, the plug went back in cunt's cunt this morning to make it very horny. It felt the soreness in its ass and teats, the slave cock pressing painfully in its cage. Business as usual for cunt, having these reminders of its slave status as it spent the day naked and with the slave chain around its neck. Thinking back to the horny humiliation of being made to cum in severe pain impaled on a fat plug yesterday.

The end of the week is always pleasure bench time and so cunt's ass was on the spikes for the third time this evening. Cunt had been looking forward to it, so horny from the effects of yesterday's session in its ass and teats, and from the plug in its cunt all day... Master decided to drain cunt's balls for maintenance reasons and such sessions are always extra intense in terms of pain. This evening that meant the spiked ball clamp went on cunt's balls in addition to the black clamps on its teats... Nervous fiddling to get the ball clamp installed, the sharpness and scratching pain of the steel spikes plus how the slave cock was slightly brushing against the device already brought cunt near orgasm.  The pain from all the clamps and the pleasure bench when it was made to sit down (hard!) was intense. The slave ass clearly already sore from two earlier sessions. Humiliating to feel that pain and then to give in to the horniness of the bulbous plug in its cunt and the slow...

Its ass in pain and its cunt spread open and penetrated -- cunt found itself sitting on its pleasure bench again this evening. 1 hour and 40 minutes, of which 45 minutes in the enclosed darkness of its hood. And almost 2 hours with the clover clamps swinging on its teats. Clearly a bit more painful, with its ass and teats already sore from yesterday, so cunt could enjoy the bench extra well. Enjoying the humiliation of its position and how it submissively underwent the torture for its Master's pleasure.  There was a phase near the beginning of its closed hood part where cunt got piggishly horny and the slave cock was straining in its cage. The plug so horny in its cunt, the pain in its ass, the torturous pain and sexual overstimulation of the weights swinging from its teats. If its hood weren't closed, cunt would be seen moaning with its tongue stuck out.  Now that cunt has been allowed to get off, sitting and even walking causes pain in its ass, and its teats and cunt are glo...

It was no surprise for cunt that it would be made to enjoy its pleasure bench this evening. It had eagerly fetched the bench beforehand. But when Master told it to put the black clamps on its teats and squat over the plug, cunt was trembling from horniness and submissiveness...  Bulbs went inside and cunt was soon riding on those bulbs. Massaging its cunt and tiring its legs before being made to sit down hard... Cunt was reminded of how the spikes hurt. Master told it to sit with its legs nicely spread wide. Time to suffer in this humiliating position with the fat plug hornily penetrating its cunt and pressing against its prostate. Two times during the session, Master made it get up, ride, and sit back down. A break for its cunt but extra pain refreshment for its ass. During the second time, cunt could feel its ass throb and literally twitch from being hurt. With intense burning and loud moans it was then back to sitting for the remaining duration. Cunt enjoyed 1 hour and 45 m...

Tomorrow cunt will be back in training, surrendering to the tortures and cunt use that its Master determines for cunt.  Horny to realize that all sexual stimulation that cunt gets is in the form of pain and stimulation of its cunt. Cunt is conditioned by how the pain and rape has been combined with horniness.  It makes that thinking about having to sit in pain on its pleasure bench, humiliatingly impaled and submissively waiting until it is let off, makes cunt horny. Horny to be used like that, suffering and driven by its need to serve, horny to think of the physical sensations of the plug and the spikes and the clamps on its teats. The suffering is nevertheless real, and cunt will struggle as time passes, and it knows the required durations will increase. Which it fears but also looks forward to. More suffering means giving itself more, for the pleasure of its Master.

Cunt returned from its business trip today. A long plugged train ride, feeling submissive from the plug and from its head being at crotch height from the men that were entering and leaving the train and sometimes waiting in the isle right in front of it. Feeling quite literally beneath them. Aware that cunt exists to serve the horny pleasure of men with free cocks that require pleasuring, that take what they want. In contrast to cunt's locked and horny state.  Cunt will soon have the pleasure of suffering for its Master again. This week cunt will probably feel its ass quite a bit, soreness from at least two sessions on its pleasure bench; even more if so required. Catch up after having been away for a week. Cunt has no choice in the matter and will have to wait and see...

Cunt is a cunt and every morning the plug goes in its cunt for the day to remind it of that. Yesterday and today were pretty active days with a lot of walking around, which makes that at times the plug massages its cunt well. At times horny, but not always an enjoyable feeling, and sometimes humiliating to feel those sensations in its cunt when it is together with colleagues. But always a good reminder that its cunt is owned and that it is plugged because its Master owns it and requires it.  Two days of cunt massage that left cunt's cunt a bit sensitive. Good preparation for the week to come...

Cunt is nearing the end of its business trip and can prepare for the heavy sessions it knows it will be made to endure again once it is back and available for use by its Master. The pleasure bench is His favorite way to make cunt suffer and cunt already knows that there will be multiple sessions of sitting on that torture device. Cunt can look forward to the humiliation of sitting down on it. Feeling how the device is constructed to make cunt realize its slave status: spikes deliberately placed to make its ass burn, lowered on the fat plug in the middle, making it feel horniness and intensity in its cunt, and keeping it in place. Knowing that it will have a sore ass for a few days and that already having a sore ass does not prevent Master from making cunt sit on the bench again that same week...

Cunt is thinking about the sessions on THE IMPALER, long riding and deep impalement on that fat dildo. The surrender of its cunt to the rape that follows from just a few simple commands from its Master. Put in darkness so it can only focus on that rape feeling. No control over the duration. Enjoying, suffering, wanting it to be over; needing the lack of mercy and control. Needing to feel that it is simply used for horny pleasure. And then finishing off with the degrading act of licking the dildo clean. Degrading but a grateful opportunity for cunt to do this eagerly and thereby feel and show its lowness and submission.

Cunt is thinking back to recent pleasure bench sessions and the submissive feeling of enduring the pain and humiliation while at the same time enjoying being the object of horny pleasure, of being put through that torture on a regular basis, of feeling grateful for it. Cunt's ass has recovered from last week's session by now, but will have to catch up next week in the form of multiple pleasure bench sessions. Something for cunt to look forward to... In the mean time cunt spends its days locked and plugged. Today feeling the plug during work and when it went out into the city with colleagues in the evening. On those moments it can feel that the plug is a given for cunt, wearing it and feeling it regardless of whether it likes the feeling or not, just part of its slave life. Plugged by its Master as a constant reminder of its status and purpose.

In its absence from training, cunt is reminded of its status by the plug in its cunt all day and the tiny chastity cage keeping the useless slave cock out of use and reach. The plug lets its cunt know it is supposed to be always open and filled.  Master made cunt think of being tied down while a fuck machine relentlessly rapes it with very large dildos for hours on end. Sometimes slow, sometimes fast and making cunt squeal and struggle to take it...but having no option but to take it all, to surrender as much as possible and to endure the rape for as long as its Master chooses. Struggling but serving its purpose.

Cunt's cunt is horny from the plug all day and thinking about the depth and stretching training that it will be subjected to again when it is back from its business trip. The feeling of THE IMPALER deep inside and having to ride on it for a long period, regardless of whether it feels pleasurable for cunt or not. The intensity of the stretch of the Beercan plug, that feeling of being so wide open.  Different ways in which Master develops cunt's cunt to be able to take larger and larger objects and fists, just a wide open cunt that is made to feel that it is owned by its Master and has to accept whatever use and abuse He chooses for it. Able to proudly show the effects of its training as a cunt slave, also to other horny men when they use it or watch it getting used.

The plug in its cunt was causing this slutty horniness again today, immersed in horny feelings, its body in heat, a tongue out and drooling in desire kind of horniness...its teats begging to be stimulated, slave cock under pressure in its cage and a submissive horniness in its cunt. Next week cunt will be on a business trip, locked up of course and Master also requires cunt to wear its plug. It goes without saying if it does not cause issues for cunt. But it still made cunt very horny when Master told it that it would go plugged. Horny to feel that expectation extra clearly, and glad that even when it is away and not available for training, it is still a horny pig kept in chastity and a plugged cunt for its Master.

Such a submissive pleasure how the plug is making cunt so super horny, and how the more it is relaxing and opening up its cunt to the plug, the more it is rewarded by waves of deep horniness. A good conditioning of the slave cunt to be always open in surrender. The horniness in its cunt made it fantasize about being in a bar, standing and waiting next to its Master, who is in conversation with a horny guy and invites this guy to fuck cunt if he likes. Being talked about and decided about like that when it is standing right there, the humiliating reality of its slave status: just a piece of owned property that can be shared around, the situation making it so obvious that its opinion in the matter is irrelevant. Only one thing matters, and that is to bend over like a good whore and open up to the Cock that Master has given access. Otherwise just a piece of flesh to torture, an ass to hurt and redden, like the slave's in this video . Cunt can still feel the soreness in its ass from Th...

The effects of the pleasure bench plug were clear this morning when cunt put the plug back in its cunt. Its prostate was very sensitive which made that the plug could be felt pressing against it quite well, and made it very horny. Cunt was riding on the plug and feeling the soreness in its tortured ass. Feeling submissive and thankful for yesterday's torture with which it could serve. Cunt enjoyed having an obviously tortured slave ass to show for its Master's inspiration. Even better would have been if its ass were paddled or whipped afterwards to make it even more nice and red, as Master remarked.  Lying in bed horny with a sore ass and teats, like yesterday night, is always a great reminder that it is just a piece of horny torture flesh. Yesterday's session was long but the actual sitting time was a bit shorter. Nevertheless Master leaves no doubt that the pleasure bench sessions will become longer and longer. Trained to be able to endure more and more suffering for its ...

Cunt was at work feeling deep horniness in its cunt from the plug, feeling submissive knowing it would be seated on its pleasure bench this evening, as always at the end of the week. Master immediately ordered cunt to put the black clamps on its teats and to start squatting over the plug... Cunt had an extra pain refreshment this evening. Master added another plug riding session to have cunt's cunt accept the plug instead of trying to push it out. This meant cunt was planted down hard on its bench three times in the course of the session. The last two caused an intense burn in its ass and after the last one, Master put cunt in darkness... Cunt felt very submissive, sitting with a burning ass and teats, while feeling the plug spread its cunt open and press hard against its prostate, causing an intense kind of horniness. Feeling humiliated by this pain/pleasure combination and by being made to fully focus on its feelings by the closed hood. At some point cunt was whimpering, not beca...

Cunt's cunt got some necessary stretching training yesterday, working on creating a wide open cunt for its Master. This morning cunt felt the effects in its cunt as the standard plug went back in for the day. Horny pleasure and submissive feelings from the plug that is constantly telling cunt what the focus of its existence is. Its cunt at the center of its horniness. A whorish open cunt to be plugged and raped, responding to the abuse with deep horniness. More and more this is becoming cunt's reality.

Last night in bed, cunt felt the afterglow of yesterday's extensive rape. A super horny cunt and horny tortured teats. The horniness in its cunt felt humiliating; like its cunt was yearning for the rape despite the suffering it endured. Cunt felt like such a rape cunt, a used whore.  And this morning, the plug was put back in its still horny cunt. At work, the plug caused pretty intense waves of horniness at times, which made it feel very submissive about its plugged existence and its status as nothing more than a cunt.  Master was not available this evening but put cunt to work to further stretch its cunt for Him using its huge Beercan plug. Cunt endured three sessions of 15 and 20 minutes with the plug fully inside, riding on the plug in between. So intense in its cunt, the brutal stretch that made its cunt suffer (especially in the later sessions) while cunt focused on keeping its cunt in a state of surrender to the plug for as long as possible. So very spread open. And an ...

The first 2 hour rape session on THE IMPALER... The dildo that cunt regularly submits to slid in a lot better than last week. The first hour, which contained 3 balls deep impalement sessions and riding on THE IMPALER, was horny for cunt's cunt but it was also starting to feel pretty sensitive. But cunt knew it was far from done and so prepared itself for the real work. This is when Master closed cunt's hood, to continue riding until its Master would give it a signal.  Cunt was bouncing on its fuck bench, working its cunt up and down THE IMPALER as the black clamps were torturing its teats. Cunt felt anxious about the long period in enclosed darkness that Master would likely require, unsure how it would deal with it. The sensitivity in its cunt made that THE IMPALER made its cunt suffer. This made it really clear that cunt was not riding this fat dildo for its own enjoyment, but that it was raping itself for Master's. Regularly cunt had to take a short break before finding t...