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Saturday

Feeling its ass still glow and sting a bit, cunt remains horny and thinking about being used. The horniness in its cunt made it think about being fucked, cunt was thinking about being naked and put out there by its Master to be bred by horny men. Feeling them take their pleasure, feeling invaded, horny and humiliated at the same time.  Thinking about serving as a horny piece of meat for the enjoyment of horny men that use it. With a red ass, forced to take a huge dildo, like the slave in this video .

Friday

It turns out even in its mini cage the slave cock can still throb and pulse, and it has been doing so quite often the past week. Tortured on its pleasure bench and sent to bed each evening with a red burning ass, sore teats and horny cunt, laying in bed squirming from the horniness and feeling its slave status. Walking around naked during the day, feeling the ball weight pull and swing on its balls. Today the slave ass was still sore and glowing, and cunt was thinking about its reality of undergoing at least one of these ass torture sessions each week, and cunt was thinking about future tortures to come. Cunt is made to undergo sessions which consist only of rape and/or torture nowadays, which nevertheless leave cunt horny and eager for the next. It is what cunt is for and has to endure in order to serve its Master's pleasure. 

Burning slave ass

Cunt could clearly feel what it was put through the past three days. Glowing, burning pain in its ass with a few blisters here and there made sitting interesting today. It felt like a used slave, reminded of its purpose. Feeling its prostate glow, feeling so horny, enjoying the humiliation of being kept in this state and knowing that next week will simply be a new week of torture and rape for cunt. Master assured cunt that in the future, it will be spending hours on end on its pleasure bench, impaled on the plug, with extra heavy clamps on its teats, confined in the darkness of its hood. It caused a lot of submissive horniness today thinking about this humiliating and torturous prospect. Sobbing in pain but submissively waiting and enduring. Severe suffering to feel its slave status even more and to provide maximum pleasure to its Master. Certainly something for cunt to aspire to.

...and again.

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Cunt's ass is burning and glowing red again, after almost an hour and a half on its pleasure bench this evening. The third pleasure bench torture session in a row. Sitting, waiting, suffering -- it is what cunt is good for. And cunt's teats are burning too, after almost two hours with the black clamps... Cunt's cunt as always very horny from how the plug firmly pressed against its prostate for the duration of its impalement. At the beginning, Master always has cunt ride on the plug. Slowly and whorishly, in anticipation of having to plant itself hard and fast on top of it and with its naked slave ass on the painful spikes. A pain refreshment after about 25 minutes. Cunt was squealing like a pig from the pain intensity when it felt the spikes dig into its flesh for the second time. The pain is super intense at the beginning, and then turns into a more dull glowing/burning pain which then slowly builds in intensity again. Cunt was struggling by the time the session ended -- o...

Again...

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Last night, cunt was squirming in bed from submissive horniness when it was trying to sleep. It was feeling its prostate glow, its teats horny from the torture, painful straining of the slave cock and ball weight combination. And this morning the horniness caused the slave cock to spontaneously leak precum. Cunt was feeling the burning in its ass while working today, which reminded it what it is for. Cunt was thinking about what might be coming this evening and was both nervous and excited about it. Indeed, Master simply put cunt on its pleasure bench for the second time in a row. Feeling the pain extra good because its ass was already sensitive. And it may not be the last time this week... Cunt's ass suffered on the bench for a little over an hour. It felt humiliated, especially during the second part when cunt's hood was closed and it was suffering in darkness. Impaled on the fixed plug of the bench, invading it, pressing against it prostate and making its cunt very horny. It...

Pleasure bench catch up session

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Cunt knew what was in store for it this evening. And indeed, Master placed it on its pleasure bench to suffer. For about 1 hour and 20 minutes, with a "pain refreshment" in the middle. Cunt felt like an object, sitting in this humiliating and painful way, and simply waiting.  Cunt's painful burning ass was mixed with the feeling of deep horniness in its cunt from the plug, and from the clover clamps with weights. Master told cunt to keep them swinging. They were stimulating the deep nerves in its teats, sending horny waves through cunt's body and made its cunt super horny.  A sore burning ass and horny cunt after the first pleasure bench session of the week. Catch up from plast week and so it knows it has at least another one to go. But that could also be more if that happens to please its Master. For cunt always the question what it will be made to endure...

Ball torture and thoughts of being used

It is safe to say that cunt is now pretty much constantly aware of its slave balls due to the weight. Horny pain and slight blue balls from the pull of the weight was causing submissive feelings about the weight's permanence and thoughts about heavier weights, in contrast to a bit of burning of the ball sac around the weight today, which caused some torture during walks today and lots of fondling of its balls to adjust things. All in all cunt keeps feeling its heavy pig balls. And it was feeling horny, thinking about being used, about sessions to come, surrendering its cunt to the rapes as is always expected of it. And extra suffering on its pleasure bench. Like cunt was made to undergo weeks ago, and which also caused an extra strong and longer lasting painful afterglow after the second session. The pain in its ass reminding cunt of its slave status which means that it always has to surrender to these tortures when they bring its Master pleasure. Thinking about these things causes...

Friday

Cunt felt its ball weight well today. Balls hanging low due to warm weather, a relaxed ball sac and therefore extra pull on the suspending ligaments of the balls themselves. A horny, slightly painful pull on the suspending ligaments. And as Master commented, the balls make a nice bulge in its shorts as if cunt still has a real cock, instead of a tiny caged nub which barely protrudes further than the ball weight itself. Cunt knows that it is facing additional ass torture on its pleasure bench next week for missing this week's session. This way the slave ass won't miss out on the regular torture that it needs. It makes cunt horny to think about the pain, and about the uncertainty of the required duration of sitting with its naked ass on the painful spikes. And its cunt is itching hornily at the thought of the big bulbs of the impalement plug filling it up and pressing against its prostate as cunt simply sits and suffers in horniness and pain. 

Making a mess

Cunt wasn't feeling all too fit yesterday and today, so unfortunately a small break this week from the ongoing training of cunt's cunt and the torture of its ass on its pleasure bench.  The chastity cage and the ball weight do a good job of regularly reminding cunt that the slave cock is out of bounds and that it now has to walk around like a slave with heavy balls all the time. This morning the cords / ligaments were a bit sore, which made that the weight was feeling very heavy when cunt got out of bed. The soreness was also horny, a torture that cunt simply has to undergo without a choice in the matter, and a feeling that the slave balls are getting some proper stretching training again. Ready for another day with heavy pig balls...  One added humiliation of the tiny cage is that it makes it difficult to access the slave cock skin with its fingers (through the small holes), which makes pissing sometimes a bit troublesome because things cannot be easily aligned. Like a real p...

Getting used to the ball weight

The ball weight is certainly something cunt has to get used to again. The constant pulling, pinches and burns, and the knowledge that the slave balls can not count on any breaks. Just constant heavy balls. Last evening when cunt went to bed, the ligaments were sore from the weight, today that already felt a bit better -- "just" a bit of blue balls currently. Cunt felt them swing heavily as it walked around today, warm full balls bouncing and brushing against its naked inner thighs. This evening Master required cunt to wear the standard plug in its cunt until bed time. It could feel the plug work against its prostate and it kept cunt aware of its cunt, as it thought back to the rape sessions the past two days. Today it felt the effects of yesterday's dilation, a sensitive and open used cunt that knows what it is good for.

Heavy pig balls

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The smaller chastity cage leaves room for at least one of cunt's ball weights. And so Master turned cunt's balls into real heavy pig balls again, which it will be feeling day and night. Master put cunt on the Beercan plug this evening for almost an hour and a half. Starting with slowly lowering itself on the plug until it was fully inside. Which always feels so impossible at the start, but after a couple of minutes, the plug pops in, resulting in an intense stretched feeling in its cunt. During a 20 minute period of continuous plugging, Master had cunt walk around like a horny animal with spread legs and ass stuck backward. Such an exposed feeling, legs apart with its cunt stretched open so wide, presenting itself in this inviting and accessible way for any horny men watching. Feeling the teat torture from the black clamps with weights which were biting in its teats and swinging as it walked -- as were the heavy pig balls. The rest of the session consisted of firm riding on the...

THE IMPALER rape session

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Today the slave chain went back around cunt's neck and cunt got naked as it is supposed to be. Feeling horny and available, the chain and mini chastity cage making it clear what cunt is for. This evening Master had cunt rape itself on THE IMPALER.  It is always an intense feeling when this dildo goes balls deep inside as Master requires. Periods of impalement and being totally filled, and also slow fucking while resting balls deep for 10 seconds each time, made cunt really feel the violation of its cunt, an uncomfortable horny raped feeling. Having to open up its cunt to invite the deep invasion, moaning from feeling it slide fully inside time after time. A period with closed hood, riding on THE IMPALER while in enclosed darkness let cunt focus totally on its task of raping itself. After well over an hour, cunt thanked THE IMPALER for the rape, feeling humiliated as it licked the dildo clean, feeling its opened up cunt and its subservience as it performed this low act.  The sl...

Sunday

Cunt is owned property and a constantly horny object to use. It is getting ready for a next round of pain and cunt rape sessions the coming week. Spreading its cunt open for use while the slave cock is locked away and reduced to a small nub, released only on rare occasion. Keeping cunt horny and aware that only real men have the priviledge of access to their own cocks; an inferior object like cunt needs to find its satisfaction in the service of these cocks, happy when it can provide horny pleasure and entertainment through its humiliation and suffering.  A warm day made that the slave balls were hanging low today. They are now obviously bigger and more prominent than the slave cock. Cunt is curious and slightly nervous to find out whether the balls can now be decorated with weights again, as Master desires, which would mean that cunt would once again experience constant heaviness and pulling on its pig balls...

New cage experience

Cunt has been feeling horny and submissive the past week, which included two sessions of sitting on the painful surface of its pleasure bench, and it can still feel the burning and glowing in its ass as a result. It keeps cunt mindful of its status, and of course the tiny chastity cage now also greatly contributes to that. Last night the cage woke cunt up, the slave cock was swollen, some painful pinching where bits of skin were trying to protrude through the bars, to no avail. Also during the day more pinching/chafing of protruding skin. Probably this will be a matter of time, where the slave cock needs to get used to its much smaller prison. Otherwise cunt will need to get used to these added tortures. It is a strange feeling that the slave cock is no longer really throbbing/pulsating as it does not get hard enough for that. It does swell a bit but that's it. Causing a stronger feeling like cunt no longer has a cock. And cunt certainly has to get used to its sight, it is reminded...

Upgrade to a tiny cage

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 Cunt's chastity cage was upgraded to a tiny version with several benefits: A much tighter package to render the slave cock useless. Almost no room anymore for the slave cock to grow and twitch and get any ideas about getting hard.  A more humiliating sight, not really a cock anymore, more a nub. A further re-centering of its sexuality to its prostate, to its cunt.  More clear that cunt is an inferior being, focused only on serving the pleasure of others. and that its slave cock is irrelevant for that purpose. Cunt knew the cage was going to be tiny but still had to swallow a bit when it held the cage in its hand for the first time. Its new 24/7 micro-prison...Master of course ordered cunt to install it immediately. The model and the rings are the same so cunt only had to remove the cage portion and then quickly cram the slave cock into its new cage before it got hard. The lock went on and cunt had a trembling horny submissive feeling, from how tightly the cage was huggin...

Bench time increase

Cunt is horny and awaiting the arrival and installation of its new tiny chastity cage. Knowing that it will be feeling it on a constant basis: the slave cock compressed in a mini prison, and rendered totally unusable. An even clearer signal that the slave cock is a useless piece of meat and that cunt's sexual focus is on the use of its cunt. Offering it for rape on a regular basis. A very submissive existence. Cunt had burning ass cheeks today to remind it of yesterday's torture on its pleasure bench. Master thinks it is time for longer sessions and is also considering a week of pleasure bench sessions each evening. Cunt feels the slave cock strain in its cage knowing that its Master can decide to put cunt through these ordeals and that if He does, cunt simply undergoes them. As that is cunt's place. Cunt's value is to bring pleasure through its pain and humiliation, grateful that it can serve its Master in that way.

Pleasure bench part two

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Second time this week... Cunt submissively suffered on its pleasure bench this evening, feeling the burn in its ass and the horny impalement on the fat plug in the middle. Monday's session was of course catch up for a missed session last week, so cunt knew it would be spending some quality time on its bench again this evening. It was feeling horny and submissive today thinking about this treatment, feeling the slave cock strain in its cage -- now always a reminder of its soon-to-be-installed tiny version... Cunt's teats were tortured by clover clamps with weights and Master ensured cunt kept them in motion. The teat torture, the plug in its cunt, the pain in its ass...the humiliation...all were making cunt horny as it suffered on...feeling like just a horny play toy to be made to endure this. And cunt's cunt is now so horny...the plug had been pressing hard against its prostate and Master made cunt ride on the plug's bulbs before the session and during a pain refreshmen...

THE IMPALER, and the arrival of a tiny package

After yesterday's session, cunt was laying in bed with a strong feeling of submissive horniness. Feeling its tortured ass and horny cunt, the slave cock constantly pulsating painfully in its prison. Just feeling used and humiliated and super horny. Waking up with a sore ass and starting its naked day with its daily cunt mantra and Beercan plug worshipping. This evening Master gave cunt a good ride on THE IMPALER. Alternating between balls-deep impalement, and fucking at various speeds. Getting raped by this fat black dildo for well over an hour, and submissively thanking it afterwards, worshipping it with its tongue with an intense feeling in its used cunt. Master informed cunt that "a tiny package" arrived today. Quicker than cunt thought...and so it is very likely that in the coming days, Master will have cunt install its new tiny cage, taking away any remaining space for the slave cock. Only a nub remaining, permanently constricted in a deliberately tiny space...and cu...

Pleasure bench catch up, pig transformations

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Cunt feels very horny and humiliated, feeling like it should feel. A horny cunt and burning ass from Master placing it on its pleasure bench for a bit over an hour -- catch up from last week. And cunt is feeling the gratefulness and the longing for this treatment, and is thinking about its slavery and its need for torture and humiliation. While sitting in pain with the plug in its cunt, feeling submissive, Master brought up some modifications that He envisions for turning cunt into a real pig. Heavy rings through its teats, totally hairless (first shaven, later permanent hair removal), a PIG tattoo on its back...just a naked and smooth horny pig, oiled up like a horny piece of flesh. A horny and humiliating image of being turned into a true pig, scary but cunt can also imagine getting to a point where that humiliation goes together with pride, a more steady / continuous and total conviction that this is what it is, and that it needs the more total humiliation and surrender to confirm t...

Sunday

At the end of the weekend, cunt's cunt is horny at the thought of getting raped again. The thought causes the slave cock to strain in its cage. There seems to be a bit more spontaneous leaking lately, which is horny to notice, fitting for a horny pig and a humiliating reminder that that is all the slave cock can do.  And cunt is thinking of the torture of its ass that it will soon be undergoing. It is still feeling some tingling and slight burning in its ass. Cunt is picturing itself sitting on its pleasure bench. The horny humiliation of being made to sit with its naked ass on the spikes, put there specifically to inflict pain, feeling its burning red ass and at the same time the horny and invaded feeling of the plug in its cunt on which it is impaled. Burning pain in its teats. Submissively suffering and waiting, knowing its place. 

Very horny

Cunt was having a relaxing day today, albeit very horny, a feeling of horny desire in its cunt, horny teats, and tormented by an almost continuous throbbing of the slave cock, uncomfortably straining within its cage, fighting with the small amount of space that it has, knowing that soon even that space will be taken away... Cunt was thinking about some of the body modifications that Master will want next, and also about how it would be to wear the GK 85 plug in its cunt on a more structural basis.  Feeling like a horny pig kept in that state of constant desire to be used and to be reminded of its low and inferior status, seen as just a play toy to use for some horny pleasure. And cunt can only be horny, and submissively undergo the tortures and humiliations that come with that status. And Master promised cunt that next week it will make up for the missed session on its pleasure bench. No way around it, cunt of course needs to undergo this impaled suffering and ass pain on a structu...

Friday

Cunt was horny today, and was feeling the horny after effects in its cunt of a few days of work with THE IMPALER and the Beercan plug, and the filled feeling of the GK 85 plug yesterday. At times the slave cock was straining in its cage, and was leaking precum as cunt was thinking about its status and how its chastity cage keeps reminding cunt of that.  It was a cold and snowy day in february when cunt's chastity cage was locked on, and now it is mid summer, with a much smaller cage underway. Time and consistency so far have strengthened the feeling that the days of erections and stimulation, or even access to the slave cock, are really over for cunt. Only stimulation through its cunt. And cunt now thinks of its upcoming tiny cage with a certain horny nervousness every time it feels the slave cock strain in its cage...

Thursday plugging

Thursday evening is usually time for cunt's weekly horny suffering on its pleasure bench. But Master instead decided to give it a necessary break. He instead ordered cunt to put the GK 85 plug in its cunt, which it wears until it goes to bed tonight. The size of it kept cunt focused on its cunt and on its horniness.  With its cunt well filled, cunt went out for a plugged evening walk. The size of this plug and its base makes that the plug moves while walking, a constant slight fucking sensation and massage which made it horny. Afterwards, the slave cock was moist from precum. Cunt may not have had a pain refreshment for its ass this evening, but it has the feeling that its ass hasn't stopped itching, tingling, stinging somewhat ever since last week's session. And together with the plug spreading its cunt open, that causes a horny slavery feeling.

Impalement training

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The obligation of a cunt slave. Willingly presenting and opening its cunt for use, time and again, also when it is still sensitive from two evenings of rape. And this evening Master put cunt on THE IMPALER again, which spent an hour and a half inside cunt's cunt. Inbetween slow fucking, cunt received two sessions of impalement training to endure: simply sitting balls deep on this dildo for 20 to 30 minutes. Master ordered cunt to look for some impalement videos online, such as  this one , and watch those during its own impalement. Horny suffering to feel THE IMPALER pressing uncomfortably deep inside, feeling fully filled. Resulting in a leaking slave cock, and a cunt that feels used and is glowing hornily. Afterwards, cunt thanked THE IMPALER by licking it clean.

Raped on the Beercan plug...

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A sloppy cunt that feels wrecked, a blue balls feeling, sore teats...the result of a little over an hour and a half of dilating its cunt on the Beercan plug. Cunt felt nervous when Master immediately told cunt to put the black clamps on its teats and the ball weight bag on its balls, and to squat over the plug. It knew it had a tough long session ahead... Standing up with legs spread, carrying the bag with its balls, stupidly walking in circles with its ass out and chest forward, feeling the weights on its teats and balls swing and bounce while its cunt felt forced wide open. Riding on the plug, feeling it force its cunt wide open with each squat, feeling the rawness of that. Forced weight lifting with its balls. And sitting with the plug inside, a break for the legs but an intense stretched feeling, its cunt wide open. Knowing that each minute with the plug inside contributes to the stretching of its cunt as is the purpose. Feeling exhausted by the end of the session, cunt's cunt ...

THE IMPALER long rape session

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Cunt was feeling horny and submissive today, somewhat humiliated by the thought of the tiny chastity cage that will soon become its daily reality. The thought of this cage in combination with a permanent plug in its cunt was causing a horny glow in cunt's cunt and ass.  Naked, slave chain back around its neck is how cunt presented itself again with a greased up cunt this evening. Master asked what its cunt was feeling up for, and cunt responded with THE IMPALER. Feeling slightly nervous given what Master had said and thinking that it might be up for a long rape session... And of course that is what happened, and cunt served its Master's pleasure by spending an hour and a half (the longest so far) impaled and riding on this fat dildo. With clover clamps on its teats. Just a dumb cunt slave raping itself. The first moment when that fat dildo slowly slides deep into cunt's cunt is always a humiliating invasive feeling. Master then had cunt alternate between slow riding (restin...

Tiny cage underway...

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Cunt is currently so horny, and that horniness translates to horniness in its cunt, it feels horny from the humiliation of still feeling its ass cheeks tingle from their pain treatment last week. Cunt looks forward to another week of use, humiliation, rape and being made to suffer, as is the purpose of an inferior slave like cunt. The horniness is making cunt extra aware that it is only at the beginning of another long period without release, with the slave cock locked away in chastity. Master informed cunt that He has already selected and ordered a new cage for cunt. It is the same model that cunt is currently wearing, but the XS version, which is the smallest size (of course). Two sizes smaller than its current (M size) cage. With this cae the useless slave cock will be further marginalized, made even more insignificant. In response, cunt had a nervous trembling feeling of strong horny humiliation, and currently feels the slave cock strain in its cage, imagining how much less room i...

Thoughts of small cage and rape

Cunt is writing this blog post before going to bed, horny and feeling how the slave cock is straining in its cage. Master is not just looking for a smaller cage, but a really small one, to really put the slave cock out of order and out of focus. To further take away the illusion of being a man and so that its attention stays on its cunt as the center of cunt's sexuality. Just a hole to be presented to horny men that want to use it. And cunt feels simultaneously nervous and excited about the prospect of being put in such a tiny cage... The focus on its cunt made that cunt was thinking about THE IMPALER today, like its cunt was imagining sliding up and down on that fat dildo. The horniness and the invaded feeling and the lack of control: submissively riding for as long as Master dictates, pleasant or not. Making it feel that it is just a cunt to be raped. And based on how well its cunt seemed to take the dildo last week, Master thinks the sessions on THE IMPALER can become a bit long...

A smaller cage?

Cunt's horniness is rising again and it could feel the after effects of its training in its body today. Horniness in its cunt, nagging horny feeling in its teats, and its ass still somewhat sensitive and itchy from the pleasure bench. Its ball sac also still feeling a bit raw here and there. Now that the balls have been drained, cunt can remain locked up for quite a while again. Given the behaviour of its useless slave cock after having been freed for a short while, Master thinks it is time to lock it in a smaller cage. Cunt was thinking about that today while feeling the slave cock strain in its current prison. A smaller cage means even less room for it to get any ideas about getting hard, and even more focused on its cunt. And focused on the pleasure of others as it should be. The added humiliation of a smaller cock cage helping it remember its place in that respect.

A protesting slave cock

The slave cock was having a brief moment of freedom last evening during its torture and mainenance session. And after that, it clearly had to be reminded that it is supposed to be locked up in a cage.  Because after being locked back up, last night in bed it was protesting. Cunt was suffering from some painful pressure of its cock which was trying to get hard. This was extra painful due to the torture it had received. And this morning the skin ended up being a bit swollen. The slave cock will have soon learned again that getting hard is a rare exception. Today, cunt obviously felt its tortured ass during its work day sitting on its desk chair, feeling a bit burning and raw. And feeling the horniness in its cunt, imagining the feeling of the pleasure bench's plug. Thinking about the fact that in a few days' time it is back to cunt rape sessions...