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Cunt

Cunt spent the night plugged and continued to wear it for most of the day today. Unfortunately it was hurting a bit, and clearly the slave cunt is not yet ready for constant wear of the plug, which needs a bit more build up. So in the evening Master ordered cunt to remove it. Currently, without the plug, cunt has a horny and open feeling in its cunt which also has an effect on the useless slave cock, and on its teats which are horny and sensitive.  Obviously, cunt is looking forward to being able to comfortably wear the plug day and night as it has done before, to feel like a cunt slave with its cunt controlled by its Master, to be constantly filled, the plug constantly stimulating its horniness. It is also thinking of having to wear the larger GK 85 plug during the day, something it knows will happen. The extra strong feeling of its cunt being spread open, as it should be. And next week cunt expects that Master will be violating its cunt again, forcing it in a painfully wide open ...

The plug wearing continues

This morning cunt reinserted its plug and again spent the whole day working with a plugged cunt. Only this time, no order from its Master at the end of the day to take the plug out, which means cunt will also go to bed plugged. No break from feeling the plug in its slave cunt. The plug helps prevent cunt's cunt from getting too much out of shape during this week without training sessions, but it is insufficient for a total cunt and Master informed cunt that He intends extra intense use of the cunt next week to make up for the lost training this week. In the mean time cunt's cunt is slowly adjusting further to the plug, surrendering further to its constant presence. The plug reminds cunt that Master owns and controls it, and that it is meant to be constantly filled and used, raped. Thinking about that reality makes the slave cock strain in its cage.

Wearing the standard plug again

Due to circumstances, cunt unfortunately cannot serve its Master in the form of cunt and pain training sessions this week. But cunt's cunt needs ongoing training and so Master ordered it to put its standard GK 65 plug in its cunt this morning. Today, cunt experienced a mixure of horniness and at times discomfort as is usually the case when its cunt is getting used to being plugged for a longer period of time again. Either way the plug could be felt well and was brought in cunt's awareness a lot during the day. Feeling it during meetings and while at work and reminding it of its cunt slave status. Cunt is allowed to take the plug out tonight, but is required to put the plug right back in its cunt tomorrow morning. Currently cunt is horny and it feels the slave cock experience the constraints of its cage as it tries to get hard but is kept small and useless and forced in its bent position as always. A reminder that cunt's horny focus should be on its cunt instead.

Object fantasy

Cunt was having a horny cunt today, and felt the horny urge inside. It was thinking of the feeling of the large GK85 in its cunt or the Beercan spreading it open wide, completely opened up as it should be, training to be able to stay that way. Master is slowly but surely forcing its cunt to surrender and to take the Beercan for more extensive periods of time, so it will feel like a complete cunt with that huge plug inside. Cunt was horny today and was inspired by the first part of  this video of a hooded slave tied up, in chastity, clamps on its nipples, its body shaved smoothly. It can imagine itself sitting like this, in darkness, with a big plug in its cunt. Just an object, put aside as it were, for the time it may be of service; to provide some pleasure with its pain or slave mouth, or to serve as a conveniently close by urinal. Grateful for the attention and the chance to be of use. Otherwise, maybe serving as a horny sight or maybe not even paid attention to. Just waiting. S...

Saturday

Cunt is spending its weekend days horny and awaiting the next time it may serve again. Thinking of being used, and of its its ongoing physical and mental conditioning to become a total cunt. Week after week of stretching and rape. Thinking of its chastity, the useless slave cock locked away, and any release -- if and when Master decides to cause it -- short, uneventful and in pain, knowing that it is in no way about the slave's pleasure. Thinking of how spending the evening sitting on painful spikes with a fat plug up its cunt and painful clamps on its teats is now a typical day in cunt's sex life. The slave ass never long without pain. Its shaven teats stuck forward, ready to be hurt again. Pain, suffering and humiliation being cunt's fate and purpose.

Torture thoughts

Cunt spent the day being horny, feeling the constraints of its chastity cage whenever the stupid slave cock is attempting to get hard. A feeling cunt has come to love. The focus shifting to its cunt, and when cunt is thinking about its cunt, about something fat filling it, its cunt gets horny and feels like it is opening up in submissive invitation. Cunt is slowly but surely conditioned into becoming a total cunt slave. Cunt's ass is still burning a bit when sitting down and cunt is already thinking about the next time it will be sitting and suffering on the spikes with the plug penetrating and spreading its cunt open. The humiliating combination of pain and pleasure in its cunt and humiliating to sit and suffer like that. And to feel grateful for it.  Master pictured cunt walking around on a sex party with its spiked clamps on its balls, offering its balls to horny men so they can twist the screws tighter or slap the clamps to cause cunt pain. Cunt gets horny imagining the humilat...

Horny afterthoughts

After a few sessions of cunt use and torture, cunt is feeling very horny. Last night it crawled into bed horny, with a used and tortured feeling. Today it has been feeling its ass burn when sitting down, and a frustrating horniness in its cunt making the slave cock try to get hard in its cage. It can't, of course. Those days are now definitely gone. And it makes cunt feel like a slave to be so horny, to feel the desire to be used and tortured, and to have to focus on its cunt as the new center of its sexuality instead. Cunt's ass receives pain maintenance at least once every week by having to sit on its pleasure bench, as happened yesterday, and Master has held out to cunt the prospect of a session on its spiked seating of at least 2 hours and to build up the duration from there, something that causes horny submissive feelings to imagine being put through that. The spiked ball clamps are also never far away, as cunt found out this week, and so Master has many ways to make cunt ...

Pleasure bench time

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Cunt was very horny today and felt the effects of yesterday's torture in its balls. A raw sensitive feeling of the ball sac and a pressured blue balls feeling. A reminder of its status as a torture object, Master's property to hurt for His enjoyment. And because cunt is not available for use tomorrow evening, this evening it was time for sitting and suffering on its pleasure bench: cunt's weekly task, and pleasure. Black clamps to hurt its teats, and cunt was soon planted on its bench, feeling the plug make its cunt horny and feeling the strong pain of the spikes and bottle caps. Cunt was ordered to spread its legs and move on the plug, feeling it massage its cunt as it was rocking on its bench. Master made cunt get up from the plug with just the plug's first bulb inserted in its cunt. He left cunt in this squatting position for quite a while and cunt was more or less begging Master to let it sit down again. Master ordered it to close its hood and wait for its phone to ...

Pain training

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Cunt presented itself for use with a horny greased up cunt. Master put the large GK 85 plug in its cunt and ordered cunt to start playing with its teats. Getting itself super horny and feeling its useless cock straining in its cage, feeling the horniness of the plug in its cunt and the knowledge its teats would soon be tortured by the clamps again, got cunt in a submissive state. It was not the only body part that would be tortured. Master concluded that the slave balls were looking a bit bare, and had cunt apply the spiked clamps to its balls, containing stainless steel nails that are pressing into its balls from both sides. Once the nails were digging painfully into the slave balls, Master had cunt also apply the black teethed clamps to its teats, stand up and slowly walk around while making sure to swing the weights. The clamps between its legs forced its legs wide and cunt was feeling aware of its exposed and plugged cunt as it sluttily walked around in pain.  Then Master made ...

Beercan dilation

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Cunt's cunt was horny in anticipation of the intense training it knew it was going to receive again this evening. For cunt always the question which instrument is going to go into its cunt this time. This evening Master chose to further dilate cunt's cunt with the 8cm diameter Beercan plug that its cunt is learning to surrender to. Simply an evening of cunt dilation with a locked slave cock and pain in its teats from the black teethed clamps. First feeling the cold tip press into its greased up cunt, feeling the anticipation, knowing that monster plug was going to stretch its cunt open wide. Then slowly lowering itself on top of the plug, slow riding, feeling anxious about the intensity when it goes all the way in, which it did after a while, making cunt gasp. The intense stretched open feeling, horny and painful sitting with its cunt wide open for as long as possible. First mostly horny, and as time progresses, the suffering increasing. After almost 25 minutes, cunt "got ...

Back in slave state

The weekend is over and cunt got back into its slave state. The slave chain locked around its neck for the week, stripped of its clothes, the suction cups stretching its teats for a few hours. Master requires cunt to be naked as much as possible, which makes it feel its slave status. On the one hand the requirement is liberating, frees cunt of thoughts about whether it wants to be naked or not: it simply has to, and can surrender to and enjoy living its life naked. Just a horny animal, always ready for use. On the other hand it enjoys the humiliation of it, knowing that its clothes have been taken away, that it has no rights to them, forced to live naked and exposed with a reduced feeling of privacy because its Master has decided that for it.  Cunt is preparing for another week of intensive training. Master intends to have cunt spend more time plugged with the GK 85 plug spreading its cunt open. Cunt will be feeling that it is just a cunt that needs to be filled. The horny itch in ...

Grateful

Cunt can count on the slave cock staying locked up for quite a while again, to remind it of its service to Master and other men it is inferior to, that their dominant pleasure is all that counts and that cunt is there to serve that pleasure. It is feeling grateful for its locked up state, and that it will never cum anymore without being in great pain, and with minimal self pleasure when on occasion Master decides to empty cunt's balls for maintenance purposes. Grateful for the burning feeling in its ass, that it may suffer for Master's pleasure and is shown its place so regularly. Sitting on the painful spikes of its pleasure bench at least once each week, its cunt raped and further developed to its Master's liking on a very regular basis. Constantly used and humiliated and grateful that this is its reality.

Pain afterglow

Cunt was woken up by its chastity cage a few times last night, the slave cock painfully constricted in its cage. It was extra painful due to the fact that its cock and balls were a bit sore from the spike torture yesterday. It reminded cunt what its existence is all about. Being just a piece of flesh to torment and a fuck hole to rape, left horny and straining when not in use. Today cunt felt the horniness in its cunt from the pleasure bench plug, and had a sensitive ass from the spikes. A horny afterglow of yesterday's session. It thought back to how Master made sure cunt was feeling pain everywhere, feeling the spikes painfully dig in, made to screw the clamps tighter so it would suffer more for His pleasure. Sore horny teats to remind it of a couple of evenings with the clamps. And the slave cock straining in its cage from the horniness that always continues...

Painful spikes everywhere

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This evening cunt was tortured in a way it knew was going to be in store for it at some point: sitting on its pleasure bench with the spiked cock and ball clamps torturing its genitals. The slave cock was straining in its cage in anticipation, its horny cunt already imagining the pleasure bench plug inside. The chastity cage had to be removed to expose the flesh for the spikes. It was a strange feeling for the slave cock to be without its cage, a naked feeling and looking at it being stiff was almost like looking at somebody else's cock. It was also super sensitive. Cunt nervously tried to apply the clamps but the slave cock brushing against the clamp or the spikes almost triggered an orgasm a couple of times. Master told this stupid animal to hurry up so cunt was in a humiliating predicament. Master helped it by first planting cunt on the pleasure bench, the severe pain of the spikes acting as a distraction and now cunt could apply the clamps, feeling nervous about the pain increa...

GK 85 and pig bells

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Cunt presented its horny and greased up cunt for use this evening and Master had it hurry up and shove the GK 85 plug inside. It was then ordered to start working on its teats and bring itself into horny slut state.  Master decorated His slave with bells attached to its black teat clamps and one to its balls. Which it was to swing and jingle during the session. A large part of which was spent with its hood closed, getting horny riding on the plug and feeling the horniness and pain in its teats. And told to imagine walking around naked and with bells attached like this on a sex party. Walking around as a naked slave is already an exposed feeling, of being sexual prey and object of interest to horny men who are free to use it with Master's permission. The bells make it draw attention and also clearly show it as a controlled pig, a piece of live stock to be used. It was thinking about that humiliation and how it would nevertheless be expected to be slutty and inviting, presenting its ...

Impalement training

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Yesterday's dilation on the Beercan plug caused a feeling of an abused cunt that is nevertheless very horny. A humiliating feeling to crawl into bed with, especially while also feeling very horny and feeling the slave cock strain in its cage.  And this evening cunt presented its cunt, greased up as ordered, for more. Not sure whether it was longing for some mercy for its still sensitive cunt, or for a strong reminder that it is simply a cunt to be raped again and again for Master's pleasure no matter cunt's feelings. Master asked cunt if it had any idea what would go into its whorish cunt, and reminded cunt that it is just a stupid animal that always just has to wait and see how it will be used. Master decided to plant cunt on THE IMPALER. The session consisted of some slow riding using its fuck bench, and lots of impalement, feeling the horniness and the pain and intensity of the dildo pressing balls deep in its cunt. Nothing to do but to undergo and experience the use of ...

Back to work...

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The training of cunt's cunt continues... Last week Master gave cunt some time to rest and recover, and now that it is fit again, it is back to work for cunt. This evening it presented itself horny and also somewhat nervous. Master gave it the choice to rape itself either on THE IMPALER or the Beercan plug . Cunt chose for the latter.  First cunt was made to fuel the horniness and horny desire in its cunt by playing with its teats. Then the clover clamps went on cunt's teats, and after slowly but forcibly working the Beercan plug inside its cunt, Master had cunt retain it for as long as it could. Cunt sat with the plug inside for 20 minutes, totally focused on the intense stretch and dilation, feeling the horniness but also the pain of being stretched open so wide, before cramping and numbness set in and cunt had to expel it, feeling the intensity of the plug plopping out. But after its cunt suffered like this, cunt was not done yet; Master simply had cunt ride on the plug again...

Feeling unwell

Cunt has been feeling sick since yesterday and this makes that it is not so horny and is not having many thoughts and fantasies of being used. Those will be back soon enough. For now cunt has to take it easy and make sure that it becomes fit for use again. In the mean time it remains Master's slave and keeps feeling submissive. And it has its chastity device to remind it of its inferior status. No access to its manhood like normal men, a constant reminder that cunt lives its life in service to the pleasure of Master and others.

Thursday

Cunt's cunt is horny when it thinks about getting fucked hard by horny men that know they have just a horny fuck hole in front of it. A fuckhole that with Master's permission they can just use as they like, without concern for the slave's feelings. Their pleasure is what counts and cunt will find itself fulfilling its purpose, moaning and encouraging them to feel free to use it hard. Its chastity device will further send out the signal that it is just there to be horny and be used, to serve. Cunt wished it could have served its Master more this week, but unfortunately wasn't feeling well. The chastity device of course stayed on, a given in cunt's life now which is a nice feeling. Constantly letting it know it is still Master's slave and owned property, even when it can't serve. But cunt does look forward to the suffering that it knows will always be waiting for it whenever it feels it is ready for it. Undergoing pain and rape to serve the pleasure of its Mas...

Just a cunt to use

Cunt is just a cunt to use, to rape and should be constantly reminded of that. If not by being required to rape itself for its Master in a session, then by its daily cunt mantra, the pleasuring of its Beercan plug each morning, the focus on its cunt and how its cunt is feeling, or imagining the feeling of one of its large plugs or dildos opening up its cunt. Something that goes through cunt's mind every day. This evening cunt watched this horny video of a slave exposing itself and performing for a few horny men, really just a cunt whore serving their pleasure by letting itself go without reserve and showing how horny it gets from having his cunt filled. And after the performance the slave is pissed under by the men that it pleased, thankful for it because it lets the slave know that the men enjoyed his degradation, which is the slave's greatest pleasure.

Tuesday

Cunt's cunt has been feeling horny a lot lately. Cunt can focus on its cunt or think about its rape, and its cunt becomes horny in response. And when Master asks it how it cunt is feeling, it also becomes horny in response. Cunt is turning more and more into just a horny cunt, which is a horny feeling. Yesterday cunt served THE IMPALER by extensively riding on it and feeling that fat dildo deep inside. This morning cunt got up and pleasured the Beercan plug with its mouth, worshipping it and knowing this plug will soon spread its cunt painfully wide open again. Cunt could feel the effects of the rape session today. The afterglow of having been fucked and the used feeling in its cunt while walking around naked all day made it feel what it is for. Cunt was aware of how its cunt will be constantly used and trained and developed further. And cunt keeps eagerly spreading its cunt open for the rape that Master decides it will undergo.

THE IMPALER rape session

Cunt is feeling the horny glow its used cunt from a session on THE IMPALER. Almost an hour and a half with that fat dildo in its cunt, riding it at various speeds, resulted in a horny and raw cunt. Feeling thorougly fucked, and after this extensive self rape, cunt felt its place when Master commented on this being a fine start of the week. Cunt thanked the dildo that it served, the dildo that raped it, by licking it clean afterwards while feeling its submission towards it. Feeling the sensations in its exposed and opened up cunt as it bent over with its ass up in order to do so. For a period of about half an hour, the hood was closed so cunt could focus solely on being a cunt, on the feeling of THE IMPALER fucking it deep. Working itself up and down on that dildo its only purpose. Feeling the horniness and the rawness, the intensity of the ongoing rape.  This defines its sexuality now, rape and abuse of its cunt. A fine start of the week for this cunt indeed, serving its purpose an...