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2020 highlights

At the end of 2020, cunt is thinking back to the past year of slavery. It was of course a crazy year due to the corona pandemic. It has limited Master's possibilities to loan out cunt to others for use. But cunt was certainly taken further onto its path of enslavement by its Master. Most notably it was further developed as a cunt whore and pain pig. Cunt would like to share what it sees as the highlights of the past year.  Pictures and descriptions of the mentioned devices can be found on  this link . First of all, cunt is now known as simply "cunt". This year Master gave it this name, and it is to refer to itself as such, and is constantly called "cunt" by its Master as well. A further objectification and highlighting that it is just a cunt to use and abuse. And since it is just a cunt, Master certainly intensified the training of its cunt this year. Cunt received two new plugs, the GapeKeeper 65 and its bigger brother the GapeKeeper 85. The GK 65 plug has beco...

Cunt awareness

Cunt was not fit to be used yesterday and today, and so unfortunately it missed a last chance to try to swallow the Beercan plug completely before the end of the year. The plug is also temporarily removed from cunt's cunt, leaving a strange empty feeling.  Nevertheless its cunt is in the forefront of its thoughts and feelings a lot. Last night in bed, cunt felt the emptiness in its cunt and also a horny need. As it was lying on its side with bent knees, it felt as if its cunt was stuck out, on display, presented for use. A horny and humiliating exposed feeling. It is horny to notice how prominent its cunt is becoming in its slave awareness of its body. Also today, cunt has been feeling the horniness in and about its cunt. Fantasies about bending over and getting fucked hard by horny men, disregarding cunt's own pleasure as it is just a slave to rape. Thinking back to this video , which cunt thinks illustrates the point well.  So the Beercan will be waiting, and cunt ...

Beercan rape afterthoughts

Cunt watched this video again of a slave cunt being pounded by a huge dildo on a fucking machine. Very horny for cunt to watch. The slave clearly suffering from that huge dildo, his slave cunt thorougly raped at speeds controlled by his Master. Videos like this are becoming hornier for cunt to watch, and also inspiring for cunt's own future. Being just a fuck hole to rape and abuse with large objects that are clearly meant for that purpose. Even though cunt's own cunt feels the effects of yesterday's stretching, and was having some trouble with its standard plug last night and today due to soreness, cunt is thinking back with horniness to a session in which it was working to wreck its own cunt on the Beercan as required by its Master. In the remote sessions in which Master is using and training the slave cunt, cunt is of course physically a bit more in control than the slave in the video. But even in that setting it can feel raped, because as a slave it needs to meet Maste...

Cunt stretching on Beercan

Cunt spent some good time on task stretching its cunt on the Beercan plug this evening. For well over an hour, it was working hard to try to swallow this massive plug.  After welcoming the Beercan by licking and pleasuring it with the slave mouth, Master had cunt put the plug on its chair, to squat over it and ride on it while edging slowly. Each time the plug seems to go a little deeper. It felt like its cunt when stretched to the max was just short of spreading open to the plug's fattest point. Measured from where its cunt lips start touching the plug, the plug went in about halfway.  Needless to say, its cunt suffered from the forceful dilation. Master expects it to try its best to surrender to the plug. Cunt is also on a deadline. And the deeper the plug goes in and the closer to its goal, the bigger the frustration of not being able to take it all the way yet. So cunt was continuously stretching its cunt to the max, riding on the plug, grinding on it, going down on it har...

Thinking about its next rape

Cunt was super horny today. Squirming and moaning from the frustrating horniness at times, the constant stimulation of the plug in its cunt, tingling teats that were craving for some attention. It made cunt feel whorish and needy, its body trembling from the horny energy and submissive feelings. So pleasurable, frustrating, and anxious at the same time, and making it feel like a controlled horny slave. Thinking about how it will be when it is put into permanent chastity, as it knows Master plans to do.  What also went through cunts head was how Master pictured it with a closed hood, fucking THE IMPALER long and hard using its fuck bench, and in pain, from the clamps cunt is constructing for its cock and balls, and teat clamps. In surrender to the pain and the experience of self-rape, in the knowledge that it needs to; needs to because it exists to please its Master as a horny piece of flesh suffering for His horny pleasure. Master was picturing cunt with ear pieces playing its...

Saturday horniness

Cunt felt like a horny slut today, with its plug keeping its horny cunt filled, and very sensitive teats feeling its sweater slightly rub on them during the day. Cunt should always be as horny as possible and it let the horny waves in its body build up and stir up all kinds of slutty and submissive desires to be used. When cunt is not being used it is in a horny state, waiting for the next time it may be of service.  Cunt was thinking back to last week when Master ordered cunt to sit with its bare ass on its coconut mat during the day, humiliating and painful and it makes the slave cock stiff to remember that. The effects of the pleasure bench session are also still noticeable in cunt's ass, reminding it that its ass is meant to be tortured for pleasure. Cunt was also thinking more about suffering in darkness, waiting, undergoing. Deprived of sight, sound, so that its Master becomes its total world and focus. On FetLife cunt encountered a few insipiring pictures of slaves in enclos...

The fuck bench

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After yesterday's session, where cunt's balls were first roasted by the flame of its christmas candle and then emptied, cunt was to put the plug back in its cunt. Always a reminder that the plug is permanent, and that cunt is not wearing it for horny pleasure but because its Master requires cunt to live its life plugged. And last night in bed, it made that the slave cock was already painfully stiff, the plug stimulating its prostate. And it woke up in a similar fashion, recited its cunt mantra and pleasured the Beercan plug with its slave mouth. Today, the feeling of a sore ass and the plug in its cunt gave a slavelike dimension to christmas day. It reminded cunt of its status as it was on family visit. This combination is always a feeling memory of the pleasure bench. A horny and humiliating reminder of how it spent christmas eve sitting and suffering in pain. Not reluctantly, but eagerly and gratefully. Next year Master intends to have cunt blindfolded long and often, to have...

Christmas eve special

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Cunt was used in a christmas eve special session this evening. Master planted it on its pleasure bench, gagged and with the black clamps on its teats. But first cunt worshipped the Rocket plug with its slave mouth. It got cunt horny and submissive, as it was kneeling in front of the spiked torture surface licking the plug that it would be impaled on. Feeling naked, legs spread, its cunt exposed and empty, throbbing in horny anticipation. Cunt imagined horny men standing behind it, viewing cunt in action and having the freedom to use cunt's needy cunt. A candle was lit for cunt's christmas torture to come. Then, after squatting and slowly taking the Rocket plug bulb by bulb on Master's order, torn between its nervousness for the pain and its desire to sit down to relieve the strain in its legs, cunt got the order to sit down hard and fast in one go.  Cunt was in severe pain and was then told to put the candle under its cock and balls, put on its spiked gloves, and start edgi...

DIY with the GK 85 plug

Cunt felt the effects of yesterday's Beercan training this morning. A raped, used feeling. It made cunt get out of bed feeling humiliated by the horny feeling of the standard plug in its cunt, as if it was "rewarding" the violation of its cunt. Cunt was feeling like its cunt is simply a hole to wreck. And this morning cunt worshipped the Object that did so the past two days, licking it, feeling submissive.  Added to that feeling was the GK 85 plug which cunt wore for a few hours today. It wore the plug as it was constructing its bounce bench, a device which will help in cunt's further rape. In one firm push, the plug plopped inside. Without too much effort, which was in itself a reminder that its cunt has been stretched open. The filled up feeling of the big brother of cunt's standard plug was horny, and made cunt feel submissive, knowing that Master is intending this plug to become its new standard plug in the future. Something that cunt thought about a lot as it...

A day in gimp suit, and another Beercan session

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Cunt woke up with its ass still glowing from the mat. Today it was ordered to spend the day in its gimp suit. Feeling the enclosure of the material and how its cock and balls were exposed, hanging freely, made it feel slutty. Master let cunt create holes in the suit for its teats and the suction cups, also creating a horny obscene sight. It was a strange sensation to do chores with the suit on and having its hands covered made certain practical stuff more difficult. And of course the suit confined it to the indoors. The suit felt muggy and at all times reminded cunt that it is a slave, simply made to spend the day like this. Feeling the plug in its cunt, a bit painful at times but also horny. This evening Master had cunt once again work on the Beercan. Another opportunity to try to get it inside. Edging and riding on the Beercan with the black clamps on its teats. Its hip- and tailbone were still feeling sore from the pressure of the Beercan yesterday. Riding the Beercan was horny,...

Spending the day sitting on the coconut mat; Beercan stretching

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Master had cunt try to force the Beercan into its cunt this evening. For more than an hour cunt was riding on the plug, edging with clover clamps on its teats. Trying to stretch its cunt as far as it would go. Feeling the painful stretch each time it went down on the plug, raping itself, keeping itself horny near orgasm at the same time. Especially at the beginning of the session, cunt needed little stimulation of the slave cock to bring itself to the point of orgasm. Gobs of prostate fluid milked out as the Beercan was putting pressure on it.  At some point Master had it sit on the plug with its full weight (or with as much weight as it could bear) for a couple of minutes with its hands on its back. Intense and painful stretching for cunt. Cunt has the feeling that it is nearing the point where the Beercan will "slide" in. It is clearly going in a little further than last time, and its cunt is stretching on the near-vertical bit of the plug's top. Hopefully in the next s...

Sunday

Cunt is horny with a stiff cock from the plug in its cunt, and tingling horny teats, as it is writing its daily blog post. Cunt is in a state of horny desire, in anticipation of its next use, knowing it will be suffering again. It is cunt's life and its purpose to offer itself to be used and tortured for the horny pleasure of its Master, in whatever way He may choose to do so. It had been thinking some more about  the video it posted yesterday  of what Master sees as just another stupid pig being used. Words that also humiliate cunt by association with that pig, similiarly low in status. Part of a class of horny stupid animals, available for use, by men that are far above it, for their horny pleasure. Simply taking the humiliation and abuse, happy they can be the object of dominant horny inspiration. For cunt, tomorrow a new round of sessions begins, and cunt knows its cunt will have to work hard on further dilation, so it can take the Beercan plug inside before the year ends....

Full hood

Cunt is coming by the past few days and the horniness is growing. The constant plug in cunt's cunt is causing horny glows, and its teats long for the stimulation and abuse they will be getting again next week. The teat clamps and the suction cups place cunt's teats in a permanent state of horny sensitivity. This video  of a slave getting humiliated resonated with cunt. The slave, looking like it knows its place, knows it is there to be humiliated, knows it is to undergo any degrading treatment, that how it is treated makes sense, knowing this is how it can serve. A slave focused on that purpose. And of course, the treatment of the slave's nipples in the video made cunt's own teats tingle in desire. As a follow up to the blindfold, Master is interested in a fully closed hood for cunt, only holes through which to breathe. Objectified and reduced to nothing more than a piece of horny meat, a gimp to use and torture. And for cunt, a deprivation of sight and with earplugs al...

Painful afterglow

Cunt started the day reciting its cunt mantra and worshipping the Beercan plug with its slave mouth while feeling the plug keeping its cunt filled and open and horny. A submissive start of the day, and a reminder also that the clock is ticking for the surrender of its cunt to the Beercan which Master expects of His cunt before the end of the year. A sensitive glowing ass as a result of the pleasure of serving its Master with its suffering yesterday. A horny painful feeling and a reminder of its status, feeling its ass every time it was sitting down or its trousers brushed over its ass with certain movements.  And horny sore teats, reminding cunt of the black clamps it wore. Teats that are there to be tortured, and are in fact getting tortured each time it serves its Master. And today they also received some training from the suction cups so that they will become bigger. Cunt is thinking back to the sitting and suffering in darkness and pain yesterday. The blindfold is something cun...

Pleasure bench time

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Master made welcoming the Beercan plug with its mouth a standard part of cunt's daily ritual to have it focus on its need for a filled cunt. Cunt got horny and felt submissive this morning as it was licking that big plug standing on its desk, knowing it will be doing so every day in its submission to the objects filling and raping it. This evening it was time for cunt to appreciate another regular aspect of its slave existence: sitting on its pleasure bench, impaled on the Rocket plug. Master had cunt put its ball gag in its slave mouth and the black clamps on its teats, a slave ready to impale itself on the plug. Cunt was crouching over the plug and Master directed how deep it was to take the plug inside, until the order came to sit down in one go, and hard! Slow edging to produce a horny and leaking cock. Getting up and re-seating itself after 15 minutes or so re-intensified the pain. And then Master told cunt to stop edging, put on its blindfold, and sit with its hands behind it...

Focus on the Beercan

Cunt started the day this morning with its cunt mantra and with pleasuring the Beercan plug on its desk with its slave mouth, as ordered by its Master. Two things that made cunt focus on its purpose. To cunt an act of submission to provide pleasure to the Object of dominance that it knows will soon be raping and painfully but hornily stretching its cunt again. So that cunt can present its cunt to its Master with the Beercan inside before the end of the year. The Beercan plug again stood on cunt's desk during the day, reminding cunt that its cunt is to be used and stretched open by large objects. The plug in its cunt was a reminder of that filled up feeling and what the default state of its cunt should be: open in surrender and desire, and filled up. Cunt is thinking about the moment where the fatter GK 85 plug will have become the default plug for cunt. As far as Master is concerned, that is where cunt is heading in the near future.

The Beercan plug on cunt's work desk during the day

Cunt was quite aware of its plugged status today, its cunt felt used after yesterday's session with the Beercan plug. Master required cunt to put the Beercan plug on its work desk today, so that it would be constantly reminded of its goal of swallowing this plug whole before the end of the year.  A horny humiliation for cunt. As cunt was working, it was aware of that fat black monster that was planted on its desk, aware of its size and the challenge ahead. Imagining the horny painful stretching feeling that cunt experienced yesterday. Also feeling its conditioning: the plug in front of it on its desk felt like cunt was about to pleasure that plug with its mouth. And of course feeling its slavery in the knowledge that Master will have further plans for the development of His pig cunt. The plug currently causes a horny feeling in its cunt. Its ass is still glowing slightly from the spikes of last week's session. Cunt knows that it will have at least one session on the pleasure be...

Beercan session and pig fantasies

Cunt has been stretching and wrecking its cunt on the Beercan plug this evening. Master wants cunt to take it all the way inside before the end of the year. So this evening it was working to push and try to get that fat plug inside, which it can't quite manage yet. Edging slowly and with black clamps swinging on its teats, cunt got a horny cunt from the strong painful stretching and the need to surrender. The plug is quite blunt, so it is difficult to tell how the stretching is progressing, cunt has the feeling that it can feel the stretching deeper inside now, and imagines that at some point soon suddenly stretches beyond the fattest point of the plug, and the Beercan sliding into its cunt.  A pig cunt stretched painfully to the max by a fat plug, a pig cunt owned and dominated by its Master, for His pleasure. Meanwhile Master pictured cunt as a pig in a muddy pig sty, together with other big fat pigs dominating it. The Beercan plug stretching its cunt open. Cunt was imagining its...

Ready to serve again

Cunt has a nervous horny feeling, cunt's body glowing from the horniness of the plug stimulating its prostate, and the suction cups stretching its teats currently. The slave cock twitching in frustrated horniness. Cunt's ass still somewhat sensitive from the pleasure bench session last week. The slave chain is back around cunt's neck for the week. A slave ready for serving its Master again in a couple of heavy sessions.  Master thinks it is good for His slave to have it experience a week of daily sessions on the pleasure bench. That made cunt's heart beat faster in submissive thrill and caused the slave cock to leak. With a nervous feeling, cunt is thinking about having to swallow the fat plug and place its naked ass on the spikes for yet another session, when its ass is already sore and glowing from the day before. Having to suffer and wait submissively to see how long it will be required to remain seated in this agonizing and humiliation position. When Master requires...

Pain cravings

Cunt is enjoying the burning afterglow of a tortured ass and the plug filling up its slutty cunt, creating waves of horniness and a stiff slave cock. Horny and already looking forward to the next time it may sit down and suffer on its pleasure bench for its Master. Looking forward to the slavery feeling of being in a state of suffering that fits its low status.  It is always agonizing to plant its bare ass on the nails and bottle caps and feel the humiliation of its cunt being spread wide open. Real suffering, yet cunt fantasizes about undergoing this suffering again and about the "pain refreshments", the renewed intensity of the pain when cunt is to get up and sit down again.  So cunt needs this pain indeed, and feels thankful that it can count on the weekly sessions that it has to undergo sitting on its bench, and that it may live its life assured of suffering and humiliation on a structural and regular basis as Master's owned slave existing for that purpose. Offering i...

Afterglow and spiked discs thoughts

Cunt feels the horniness already nagging in its body today. Its cunt and its horniness stimulated by the plug. And it feels the effects of yesterday's session, a glowing feeling in its ass and the super horny, now somewhat frustrating memory of the pleasure waves of an intense orgasm in pain.  A session of edging and balls emptying, where cunt never touched its body directly, in fact, except for the plug on which it was impaled, all stimulation involved some form of pain. The spiked discs on its teats followed by the clamps with weights which were swinging back and forth, the spikes on which it was sitting, edging itself while feeling the spikes of its gloves dig into the flesh of its cock. Thinking about the spiked discs that have now entered cunt's life to torture it. When cunt was drying off it felt the sensitive rubbing of the towel on its teats and cunt was imagining the feeling of spiked disks under its clothes rubbing against its teats as it goes about its day. Either fi...

Spiked discs arrived; balls emptying session on the pleasure bench

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Master sent cunt a bunch of spiked plastic discs, which arrived today. They are nice and sharp, and cunt knows they are going to be used to torture it. This evening cunt got some first experience with them. Master ordered cunt to press them against its teats and then slowly turn them around. Feeling the spikes scratch and hurt its teats, a super horny pain sensation to cunt's sensitive teats, which made cunt's whole body glow in horniness. Master had further plans for cunt this evening, it was to present itself greased up and this evening cunt was planted on its pleasure bench and the Rocket plug which keeps it impaled. With the black clamps on its teats and spiked gloves on, cunt knew it was time for some torture. As cunt was sat, feeling the intensity of the pain of the spikes it sat on, and feeling the plug filling its horny cunt, Master made it edge slowly with both hands. Meanwhile Master expressed His thoughts of having cunt wear a pair of briefs and a bra of sorts, with ...

Teat play

This evening Master allowed cunt to play with its teats and watch horny videos. Maintenance for the pressure in its balls.  Cunt's teats have been very sensitive and tingling, and cunt experienced deep horny pleasure from rubbing, pulling and pinching its pig teats. Cunt felt like a horny slut and felt the plug in its cunt aid in the horny stimulation, causing a glowing prostate and a slutty filled feeling. Producing precum, squirming from the horny waves that Master let it feel.  Cunt re-watched the video it posted yesterday for some inspiration. And also the videos of pig slaves being whipped that it posted recently, like this one and this one and also this one . Watching them with an awareness of its own status as Master's owned property, there to be used and tortured. Cunt also watched this video where a slave's cunt is treated using a dildo mounted on a drill. An interesting way to make a slave feel that its cunt is there to be used. Cunt is going to bed with blue b...

Teat torture anticipation

Cunt can look forward to serving its Master again soon. It knows there is work to be done on the further dilation of its cunt. And cunt's ass needs a pain refreshment sitting on the nails and bottle caps of its pleasure bench. This evening however, cunt had to take some rest instead. It was very aware of the plug in its cunt and also very sensitive horny teats. Cunt can feel how the circles around them have been shaved, and how its sweater rests and rubs against them during the day. A horny feeling.  This evening cunt watched a horny video of a pig abusing his own nipples with heavy clamps . Big teats that look like they may have been tattooed to appear larger. In any case a horny sight to see those big pig teats abused and it makes cunt's teats tingle as well, looking forward to the torture they will face again in service to its Master.

Slavery feelings of humility and respect

The developing slave awareness, the awareness that cunt is Master's owned property, comes with certain feelings of humility and respect that cunt has been feeling more strongly lately. It can feel it for instance when it asks its Master for permission to lock the slave chain back around its neck after it has been off, like this evening. But also in its honesty to its Master when it is not in the right mind set to serve. The wish to give itself fully and focus fully on its Master, which as cunt's Owner He deserves, and the knowledge that presenting itself for use when it cannot offer that focus, or when Master has to be unsure about that, would not serve Him. When cunt serves Master in a session, it is horny and ready to be used, focusing on its Master's requirements and orders. Serving His horny pleasure. The view of its Master's Cock which is set to be its desktop wallpaper helps it focus on its place. Making cunt feel low in status and reminding it that it is there to...

Cock sucking fantasies

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Horny day

Cunt is so horny again currently... The plug glowing hornily in its cunt, its teats tingling and very sensitive. Cunt has been feeling submissive today, an understanding of its place that is causing both a calm happy feeling, and also a horny humiliating tension.  Cunt is happy to be constantly wearing its plug, feeding its horniness and the invasive feeling reminding it daily of its slavery. The choice of its Master to have the slave cunt plugged, simply means that that is how it spends its days and nights. The plug is increasingly becoming a familiar and standard part of its life. Amazing to realize that cunt has been plugged day and night for about a month now! Cunt got very horny watching  this video which shows a horny slave pig being tortured. Strung up naked, collared and fully exposed, a piece of flesh undergoing whipping as hard and long as its Master chooses. A slave in pain but knowing its place and that this is its purpose, knowing that with its suffering it is th...

Goal: surrender to the Beercan before the end of the year

Currently cunt has a very horny cunt from the plug, as it writes this blog post, reflecting on the past week. Its cunt certainly remembers the training sessions. The Rocket, THE IMPALER and the Beercan all had their turn violating cunt's cunt in different ways. In all sessions its cunt experienced horniness and suffering. A raped and invaded feeling, and a submissive awareness that its cunt is for Master to train and use. As a slave in submissive desire for Him to use it as He wants, cunt can only willingly present its cunt and eagerly spread it wide open for Him, time and again. Master set a goal for cunt to be able to fully accept the Beercan plug inside its cunt before the end of the year. It is clear that that will mean intensive training the coming weeks, forcing and stretching its cunt on this fat plug, working to achieve this goal for its Master. Cunt imagines it will be both very horny and also humiliating when that happens, knowing its cunt will have made another big step ...

Beercan stretching

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The fat Beercan plug gave cunt's cunt some good stretching treatment this evening. Cunt presented itself with a horny empty cunt and a stiff cock and horny teats. After having used its teats to make cunt very horny, Master put the black clamps on them and ordered it on its knees with the Beercan on the chair. Welcoming it with its slave mouth and having its legs spread, ass stuck up. It made cunt really horny and submissive. It has become such a humiliating and vulnerable feeling when its horny cunt is empty and exposed like that, ready for use... Feeling its submission to the Beercan plug, cunt licked it and gave the pleasure it deserved, that object that would soon be dominating its cunt. The slave cock straining, feeling the horny pain of the clamps on its teats. Master had cunt sit down on the plug and edge. Riding on the plug to try to get it inside. It is still too large for that, but cunt had the feeling its cunt was not far off from surrender to this 8cm diameter fat object...

Time for THE IMPALER

Cunt was feeling very horny today and enjoyed being plugged, feeling its horny cunt. A submissive feeling from this horniness, blue balls, and soreness that can still be felt in its ass. This evening Master had cunt train on THE IMPALER. Cunt presented itself with a greased up cunt and had a stiff cock in horny submissive anticipation. Cunt got super horny when it started working its teats as ordered, which were very sensitive.  Then Master had cunt apply the clover clamps to its teats and squat over THE IMPALER, taking the cock head in its cunt. Then came the orders to lower itself on it. It felt horny and humiliating to feel that large dildo slide inside. Cunt was feeling its status and knew it was the start of its rape, and that THE IMPALER would not come out until the end of the session... Master made cunt impale itself balls deep, and focus on its cunt by having it put its hands behind its back, only swinging the clamps on its teats. Followed by slow fucking, still with its ha...

Some rest

Cunt was feeling submissive and horny today. Feeling the effects of yesterday's session on the pleasure bench. Aching blue balls, tortured teats, and soreness in its ass that kept it aware today that it is a torture object. At the same time feeling the plug in its cunt as always. A filled feeling and horny cunt. It is really a pleasure for cunt that it can now stay plugged 24/7 as is how it should be. The plug causing horny waves inside. Cunt unfortunately had a headache today and Master allowed it the space to relax this evening, as always respecting the limitations of cunt's body and trusting cunt's honesty in this respect. Instead, it could think about the upcoming heavy sessions. It is what is causing its submissive feeling, that it is always available for use, soon it will suffer again, raping itself on the Beercan or THE IMPALER for His enjoyment. Feeling horny when thinking about this being its place in life, one of service and surrender to its Master so that He gets...