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Pleasure bench session

Cunt was feeling very horny today, a horny cunt from the plug, and very horny and sensitive teats. This evening cunt was told to present itself with a greased up cunt. Soon cunt was playing with its teats to further stimulate the horniness and was waiting submissively to find out how its cunt was going to be used this evening...because that was now a sure thing. Master had cunt sit on the pleasure bench impaled on the plug; slow edging and with black clamps swinging on its teats. For a large part of the session cunt was blindfolded, no distractions and focusing on the pain sensations and its filled cunt, and -- as ordered -- on potential applications for the spiked disks which Master ordered and which will arrive soon... Feeling the pain of the spikes in its ass while thinking about further spiked pain applications was humiliating and also horny. There are of course many possibilities. Spikes sewn into a pair of tights to sit on or feel its cock and balls press against. Spikes on the ...

Sunday horniness

Cunt felt the plug and the ball weights well today. Blue balls from an afternoon of walking and a run on the treadmill in the evening. Activities that simply have to happen with the plug in its cunt and with heavy steel torturing its balls, as they are part of cunt's permanent slave outfit. And cunt has been very horny this weekend, frustrated by it, the plug massaging its prostate and making its teats ache in horny desire. Knowing it can only expect more frustrated horniness. It got horny watching slaves in chastity, knowing that will be in cunt's future as well, further surrender of its own pleasure to the pleasure of its Master, and also a further affirmation of its status and that a hard cock is something only for others, for men that deserve the pleasure that cunt is there to provide. Cunt is looking forward to some heavy use again the coming week. Further attempts to swallow the Beercan plug, suffering on the pleasure bench for at least one session, more if Master feels l...

Some afterthoughts of the use of cunt's cunt last week

Cunt was very horny today, frustrated...feeling the plug press against its prostate, causing horny waves and making its cock stiff, its teats tingling in horny desire. Feeling slutty, its cunt filled, horny thoughts about being used. Feeling the soreness in its ass from last week's torture. The past week has been one with some substantial use of cunt's cunt, and cunt is feeling submissive thinking back to how that unfolded.  First, the horny pain of the forced dilation with the Beercan plug, leaving its cunt feeling wrecked, and sensitive the next day. But, sensitive or not, the next evening its cunt was getting raped on THE IMPALER. The darkness of the blindfold bringing focus to its purpose and to the rough sensations in its cunt. Suffering and struggling to slide THE IMPALER deep inside time and again. At the same time really experiencing that its cunt is owned, and meant to be used for the pleasure of Master, not for its own use.  Sleeping with the plug that night was...

Horny again, with a sore ass

Empty balls but already quite horny again, cunt spent the morning doing chores and getting ready for the weekend. Plug in its cunt as always, and suction cups on its teats. Naked from the waist down, cunt was feeling the slave cock swing, and the steel ball weights pull on its heavy balls. A horny slut at work. As its cunt was still somewhat sensitive from a week of use, cunt felt the plug well. It was making cunt horny today, thinking about how its cunt has been constantly filled for a couple of weeks now, and it was thinking about the feeling of being filled by the fat GK 85 plug. Required cunt filling when cunt will be working on a few DIY projects for its Master, which it hopes to get around to soon. Currently cunt can feel the horniness from the plug in its cunt and the horny and frustrating after effects in its teats from the suction cups. And a horny painful glow in its ass. A tortured ass will be a familiar feeling for cunt. Spending time sitting on the spikes of its pleasure b...

Empty balls, sore ass

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Master made cunt cum this evening while sitting on the spikes of its pleasure bench impaled on the Rocket plug. During the day cunt had been feeling submissive from the abused feeling in its cunt and the plug making it horny. Thinking about its status and how its cunt is there to be used. And of course cunt knew what would be in store for it this evening... Master had cunt welcome the Rocket plug by kneeling before its pleasure bench and pleasuring the plug with its mouth. Feeling deference to this object that it would soon be submitting to. Master had cunt crouch over the plug and take it in slowly, bulb by bulb, before He ordered it to sit down. Cunt had the black clamps on its teats and was made to wear the spiked gloves, using both hands to edge. It was feeling the strong pain from the bench spikes and the plug was causing some cramping in its still sensitive cunt, so cunt was suffering, but nevertheless horny as it kept its cock near orgasm. Swinging the weights. Needing the pain ...

A rough rape session on THE IMPALER

Cunt was again to present itself with a greased up cunt before its Master. This evening it was time to have its cunt trained with THE IMPALER. Master had cunt gagged, wearing its clover clamps on its teats, and after Master had planted cunt on THE IMPALER, He made it put on a mask and start edging and fucking at various speeds until Master would ring its phone. For what turned out to be a little over half an hour, cunt was focusing in darkness on the use of its cunt. Its cunt was sensitive and was cramping a bit as cunt fucked itself and brought itself near orgasm time and again, which was frustrating. The sensitivity of its cunt made that fucking itself did not go so easy this evening, it was struggling a bit to push itself down on THE IMPALER time and again. But cunt focused on reminding itself of its purpose. It was not fucking itself for its own pleasure, it was raping its cunt for the pleasure of its Master who owns it. That awareness can turn the discomfort into a horny raped fee...

Beercan riding

This evening cunt was to present itself again with a greased up cunt... Cunt had been feeling very horny today, submissive from how horny the plug was in its cunt and from feeling its sore ass from the pleasure bench. A greased up cunt means cunt can be sure its cunt is up for some heavy use and it has to wait and see in which way. Cunt could very well be placed on the pleasure bench again, knowing that it will be made to do so at least one more time this week. Master gave cunt a choice between a session with the Beercan plug or with THE IMPALER. A choice as to how cunt wanted its cunt to get raped. Cunt chose for the Beercan. With black clamps on its teats cunt was pleasuring the plug with its mouth before Master told it to sit down on the plug and try to take it in its cunt.  Cunt was very horny when it was riding on the Beercan plug, feeling it press into its cunt, splitting it open. Wanting it inside; wanting it to split its cunt open, proving the surrender of its cunt to the p...

Pleasure bench session

Pleasure bench time for cunt this evening...  Master had it grease up its cunt before the session and cunt felt submissive and horny, ready for use and knowing its cunt would be used. Master had cunt get its pleasure bench. Soon it had the black clamps on its teats and was on its knees in front of the bench, pleasuring the Rocket plug with its mouth. Playing with its teats, cunt felt submissive and focused on pleasuring the fat plug in front of it, getting super horny while feeling its naked cunt, which was exposed and open and horny as cunt had its legs spread as ordered, a horny humiliating feeling, its horny cunt presented for use. Master had cunt squat over the plug and then lower itself on the plug in three stages, it was moaning in pain after the last stage when it took the biggest bulb in its cunt rapidly, as ordered, and placed its full weight on the spikes. 5 to 10 minutes later the pain became a bit less agonizing and more horny and glowing, and Master ordered cunt to sta...

Getting ready for next week

Cunt is often quite aware of its slave outfit during the weekends, being out and about more. Feeling the plug in its cunt, the steel ring around its cock and the heavy weights pressing on its balls causing a burning ball sac and sensitive pressured balls. Today cunt was also pretty aware of its shaven teats rubbing against its shirt. As they are trained further, they do seem to stick out more. Tomorrow begins a new week of service for cunt. Last week its cunt saw some heavy use. Extensive dilation training with the Beercan plug . Grinding on it and feeling split open in an attempt to take it in; something Master will expect of His property. And of course cunt's punishment on THE IMPALER , which was heavy and after a while had cunt crying from the strenuous position, the cramping deep in its cunt, blindfolded waiting and suffering for whatever duration Master had decided upon, not knowing how long that would be. Taking it moment by moment, in constant fear that it would not be able ...

Helpless object inspirations

Cunt was horny today, feeling the plug in its cunt stimulating its horniness, frustrating but horny, the horniness directed towards its submissive desires and thoughts of being used. Feeling Master's inspiration for ways to use the object He owns. Being just a body, totally available for whatever purposes its Owner has in mind.  Cunt also came across some horny examples online. Like this video featuring a slave, bound with a closed hood and made to  recycle its own piss . Having an object bound and helpless like that of course means one has total control over that object's body. Humiliating because the slave may try to resist it at first, but as time passes, the slave is confronted with the fact that it really has no control, and that it has to give in to the inevitable, in the humiliating realization that it is all going exactly as its Master had intended...   Or  this situation , a slave blindfolded, slave mouth and nostrils spread open, feeling very vulnerabl...

Torture object thoughts

Cunt woke up with the plug in its cunt feeling horny with a straining erection, ready for the day. Getting out of bed and feeling the weights pull on its heavy balls that were feeling sensitive today. Its cunt felt better than yesterday, making the plug also more horny. Feeling it massage and spread open its cunt as cunt went about its day. Living its slave life with a plugged cunt and heavy weights on its balls, night and day. A session on cunt's pleasure bench did not happen this week, something Master wants cunt to catch up next week. Reminding cunt that it will never have to wait long before having its ass tortured on the spikes and its cunt split open by the Rocket plug, suffering in a way that pleases its Master. And soon cunt will start building some new rape and torture devices as well. Thinking of bouncing on a fucking chair specially built to rape cunt's cunt. And of clamping and perhaps edging its cock in a devious spiked contraption... In its horniness cunt was thin...

Sleazy evening

The stretching session with the Beercan plug yesterday had caused a bit of soreness in cunt's cunt which made that the plug hurt a little bit today. Not something that required its removal. Cunt has been wearing the plug day and night (if not used by its Master in other ways) for a little over two weeks now and its cunt seems to have surrendered to the plug even more fully, almost without issues. Something that makes cunt excited, knowing that it can continue to be permanently plugged as its Master requires. This evening Master had cunt spend the evening in horny relaxation; playing with its teats and slow edging while watching horny videos. Letting the horniness flow through its body, feeling slutty. Master also sent cunt some inspiring pictures of tortures, cunts spread open wide, with electrodes or clothespins around the sphincter, a spiked ball press, slaves clearly used as torture objects which started off cunt's evening with horny submissive feelings.  Cunt watched the Mo...

Cunt rape on the Beercan plug

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Master had cunt present itself with a horny greased up cunt this evening. And then there are several possibilities for what the session will entail, but that cunt's cunt will be firmly used is a given. This evening, Master chose for cunt to further explore the Beercan plug. The Beercan plug is 8cm in diameter and currently still too large for cunt to take. Something that will surely change when cunt's training progresses and it will be a horny and also humiliating moment when cunt is able to take it, knowing its cunt has been further dilated to meet Master's demands. This evening cunt was edging with the clover clamps on its teats, and riding on top of the plug. Pressing the tip inside and feeling it stretch its cunt as far as it would go. Riding on the plug, moving it in its cunt, together with the dilation causing a raped feeling. Making its cunt both horny and painful.  Halfway the session cunt was told to go on its knees to lick the plug, legs spread, a submissive and a...

Ornament on the wall

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After its punishment session yesterday, cunt crawled into bed and felt humiliated, put in its place. Feeling its somewhat painful cunt with the standard plug re-inserted, feeling its tortured teats and frustrating horniness, and feeling the exhaustion. Thinking some more about its stupidity and its status. Today its cunt started to feel better and the plug was causing a lot of horniness, which felt humiliating. Feeling very much like an owned cunt, its cunt used by being constantly filled with its plug. This evening Master had cunt insert the GK 85 plug for an edging session with the black clamps on its teats. Master was inspired by some of the FetLife pictures of bdsmsd62 . A Mormon's Bench with plugs increasing in size that have to be taken anally. And a wall post with plug  for the slave to be impaled on . Submissively waiting and suffering, being just an object, an ornament on the wall. A fine way to use an owned slave. Master brought up a fantasy of cunt in similar objectifyi...

Punished

Master gave cunt 10 seconds to lower itself on THE IMPALER and take it all the way inside its cunt. It was the start of an hour long punishment for its recent mistake. Legs spread, hands behind its back, gagged, blindfolded and with the black clamps on its teats. Cunt was told to spend the time focusing on its cunt and on its Master, and to think about its stupidity. Perhaps later cunt will describe how it experienced the punishment itself, for the pleasure of Master and the readers of this blog. But right now it does not really feel appropriate to make it about its own suffering, which is simply a means for Master to correct cunt's behaviour and its way of thinking. So it will focus on what it took away from its punishment instead. Its punishment put cunt in its place, and also now, afterwards, it has a certain humbled feeling. Thinking some more about what it learned. First, as to what its focus should be and how its sloppiness is disrespectful, indeed an insult to its Master. No...

Sunday horniness

Cunt is writing this blog post feeling the plug in its cunt work against its prostate, making it throb...cunt is very horny, it feels the horny frustration and the submissive pleasure of feeling controlled, powerless. Knowing its cunt gets no break from the plug -- going to bed plugged and waking up again plugged. And that relief from the horniness is also not something that cunt should be thinking about. Indeed, Master wants cunt to always be as horny as possible. With the choice taken away to do anything about its state, cunt can focus on experiencing and enjoying what its Master chooses for cunt to experience. Being horny and plugged day in and day out. Feeling the horniness increase when it thinks about upcoming sessions in which Master uses its body. Thinking about the suffering, the humiliation, the horny stimulation without release. Just a horny pig constantly longing to be used, to inspire Master's horny desires and to experience Him use His property for that purpose. And s...

Dumb mistake

Cunt made a dumb mistake again and got the day wrong in the blog post it proposed to its Master yesterday. Master had to make cunt correct it and had to point out once again to cunt that it is indeed a stupid pig. Cunt can expect punishment next week and hopefully that helps with its focus and attention towards its Master. Cunt feels the plug constantly in its cunt and that is how it spends its days. A feeling that was making it horny and today also somewhat humiliating, its ongoing cunt training in mind, also with the knowledge that Master at some point will want the GK 85 plug as the default plug, that its cunt will become ever more opened up. Something for cunt to accept because Master can choose to plug and use and develop the cunt He owns however pleases Him, and cunt knows this. The constant plug wearing helps it to never forget that. Just like the cunt mantra that cunt starts each day with. For cunt nevertheless a pleasant submissive feeling to know that Master will require more...

Owned cunt awareness

Cunt was feeling horny and submissive today, aware of being a slave whose cunt is owned by its Master.  Two sessions with hard use, especially Wednesday when cunt was to try and take the Beercan plug inside, wrecking its cunt as it tried to swallow that monster, much pain and horniness and a raped feeling during this stretching training, feeling the effects the next day. The abused feeling of its cunt had made it extra nervous for the follow up session yesterday. But abused cunt or not: Master put it on the Rocket plug on its pleasure bench and made it suffer like a horny slave, sitting on this much bigger plug with the awareness that this plug will from now on be the standard plug for its pleasure bench impalements.  Sessions that have contributed to the awareness that its cunt is there for Master to abuse. Just like the constant plug wearing and Master's requirement to put the plug back in right after both sessions. The knowledge that it would be going to bed with its used c...

A pleasure bench session with the Rocket plug

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Cunt could feel the effects of yesterday's cunt wrecking session -- a sensitive cunt, some numbness, and a certain loose feeling. When Master told cunt to present itself again with a greased up cunt, cunt could feel its cunt rub against itself, a horny feeling but also a confrontation with the fact that the stretching of its cunt is a very real process, and one that as Master's owned property does not stop. And this evening cunt knew what was in store for it: a session on its pleasure bench, with the plug replaced by the new Rocket plug. Master ordered cunt on its knees in front of its bench and to start pleasuring the plug with its mouth and stimulate its teats. A very horny submissive feeling; the pleasuring of the plug that would soon be impaling it, while feeling the horniness from the teat stimulation course through its body, stiff cock, and feeling its empty and sensitive cunt stick out, a horny vulnerable feeling, a feeling that its cunt is there to be used. Master had c...

Cunt wrecked by Rocket and Beercan plugs

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Cunt was to show up with a horny greased up cunt for its Master this evening. Meaning that its cunt would be used well and this evening that meant a further exploration of the Rocket and Beercan plug.  With black clamps on its teats, cunt was told to squat over the Rocket plug and then take its three bulbs into its cunt one after the other, whenever Master directed it to proceed. Its cunt stretched open a little further with each bulb, getting horny; a strenuous position for its legs and by the time the second bulb was inside, cunt was begging Master for the third one, and to be able to sit down with the Rocket fully inside. A very horny filled up feeling, fat and deep, like the GK 85 but then firm. The big bulb was stretching it out good and pressed firmly against its prostate. Because the Rocket went in so fast, Master decided to also try out the Beercan on His slave cunt. Cunt got horny from the prospect of having to stretch open its cunt so wide for Him, to have to surrender to...

DIY projects

This morning cunt woke up and felt horny and happy to be feeling the plug in its cunt. Cunt has been plugged 24/7 for almost a week now and it is like the cunt is getting used to the plug a little bit more every day. Accepting the plug as a constant factor, part of cunt's life. Which is horny, and that kind of acceptance and surrender causes a certain submissive satisfaction and peace of mind as well. The plug is simply always there, and cunt does not have to be concerned with its own feelings about that. Just feel it, feel how it keeps its cunt opened up, how it massages its cunt, the slight fucking throughout the day, the stiff cocks from how it presses against its prostate, the knowledge that it is feeling all this because its Master wants cunt to feel that and be constantly reminded of His ownership and His absolute right to constantly invade it like that. And to feel that its primary purpose is to be a horny cunt for use. Master has ordered cunt to construct a fucking bench as...

Rocket and Beercan

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In a short time, by order of its Master, cunt acquired two new play toys for its cunt. Play toys for its Master, that is. Cunt tends to think of them more as objects of dominance that make cunt feel Master's ownership of its cunt, forcing it to spread open and accept these large objects.  Cunt is thinking about all this with the GK 85 plug spreading its cunt open from about 8PM until it goes to bed. Before that, cunt has been wearing its standard GK 65 plug. Constant filling of cunt's cunt. Master has baptized the new toys "Rocket" and "Beercan". Cunt sent Master the picture below to illustrate Beercan's size. As is clear from the picture it is indeed quite a bit larger than a beer can. Beercan GK 85 (left), Rocket (middle), Beercan (right) Master had the impression that cunt was already falling in love with the Beercan plug. Cunt feels a horny tension from the knowledge that it won't be long before it is required to impale itself on that monster plu...

Cunt thoughts

Cunt has the slave chain back around its neck for the week. Cunt asked permission to lock it back on and waited on its knees, focusing on the meaning of the chain, on its slave status and on the knowledge that it will be available again for use and torture for the pleasure of its Master, suffering and hard work for cunt, its body a play toy for Him. The plug in its cunt is constantly reminding cunt that its cunt plays a big role in that. Cunt does not wear the plug for some horny fun and self pleasure, but because that is how Master wants cunt to live its life, plugged and horny and focused on its cunt as the center of its horniness. Sometimes the plug is pleasurable, at other times it is more a humiliating or frustrating feeling. But now after a few days of constant wear, the awareness is becoming stronger again that being plugged is and is supposed to be a 24/7 reality for cunt. Cunt was thinking of the fuck bench that Master will probably order cunt to build, and of regular fucking ...

More torture ideas

Cunt slept plugged and spent the day plugged. Feeling the constant presence of the plug and the spread open feeling it causes. Cunt's normal state if it is not used by Master, in which case its cunt gets filled by much larger objects. THE IMPALER, the GK 85, and the new fat plug for its pleasure bench. For Master horny to see cunt struggle to submit and accept this plug all the way as it will be required to do in order to plant itself firmly on the spikes of its bench... The other new plug, a fat 8cm diameter one to really split its cunt open, was also ordered and will be arriving soon. Something for cunt to look at with horniness and nervousness. Cunt came across some more torture inspiration on FetLife. Like a  simple way to punish erections . It can be a real predicament: feeling the spines dig in, feeling the nervous anticipation of the torture, of what will happen if it gets an erection, all that causing the inevitable horny rush. And the hornier it gets the more it will hurt....

Flame challenges

Wednesday, cunt came twice while in pain from the pleasure bench, the teat clamps, and the spiked gloves edging the slave cock. Cunt can feel the horniness in its body, the desire for more of that pain, experiencing that its body is used and tortured for pleasure -- the pleasure of its Owner. Cunt came across an interesting form of torture, a slave putting out candles with his balls . A slave's cock  could also be used  for this. Inspiration for cunt to realize the many ways that its body could be made use of. The videos in the profile are of masos taking on certain challenges; for cunt its tortures can be challenging but are things it simply has to undergo if and when its Master requires them. And it seems that even though they might include suffering and struggling, not soon after cunt is in a state where it is already longing for more, for its next use. Cunt's horniness is extra stimulated by the fact that cunt has been put back on the plugging regime, its cunt pl...

New plug for the pleasure bench

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 Today an upgrade to the plug for cunt's pleasure bench arrived. It is the TitanMen Master Tool 4, which Master selected as the next step for the training of cunt's cunt. Clearly bigger than the current Doc Johnson's Large plug. And it makes cunt's cunt horny in anticipation, cunt was imagining how it would feel to have to straddle it and feel the big bulbs enter its cunt before resting its ass firmly on the spikes and bottle caps with the plug deep inside... Cunt remembers how a few years ago the "Large" plug on the left was very difficult to insert, let alone sit down on it in one go as Master has been requiring of cunt. The new plug on the right will certainly be a challenge already in that respect, about the same width and depth as the GK 85 plug but not so soft. The shape will certainly make sure that cunt will stay in place once impaled on the plug, and feel that its cunt is being split open as it sits and suffers. This video shows the Master Tool 4 plu...

Orgasming twice on pleasure bench

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Cunt was put on its pleasure bench once again this evening, to enjoy the pain of the spiked surface in its ass. Cunt was made to squat over the plug, take it in a bit, and then sit down in one go. Cunt's ass was still painful from yesterday's session, making that the strong pain of sitting down could be felt extra good. Black clamps on its teats and the spiked gloves on for the edging. Cunt was to grab its cock with both spiked hands and then move up and down, slowly but firmly. Cunt found out it would be made to cum twice in this way. Two pain orgasms after more than an hour of sitting on the spikes, feeling its ass burn, its cunt horny from the plug. Keeping its cock near orgasm, feeling the pain sensations of the gloves on its cock on top of the pain in its teats and ass, pain sensations that helped the horniness. Cunt was edging in horny frustration. Waiting for Master's slow countdown from 30 to 0 before He gave the order for it to cum for the first time. Cunt came har...

Pain refreshment on the pleasure bench

A horny used feeling in its cunt was causing stiff cocks last night in bed and today. After a session in which cunt's cunt was well used, Master had cunt show up again with a greased up cunt. A session on the pleasure bench was in order... Cunt was placed on the nails and bottle caps of the pleasure bench, legs spread and stuck on its plug, and Master had it edge and massage its balls while wearing the spiked gloves. Horny suffering while keeping itself near orgasm, as Master in the meantime evaluated some options for a fatter plug and shared His thoughts on those. That was a horny humiliation, feeling the horniness of the plug in its cunt knowing that Master was looking at larger ones, telling cunt how He reckoned the various plugs would contribute to the stretching of its cunt and/or keeping cunt stuck in place on its bench. Cunt imagined the feelings and felt the horny desire for the challenge of a bigger plug. Cunt sat on the spiked surface for an hour and 15 minutes, yielding ...

Rape by THE IMPALER

Cunt's cunt is glowing hornily after having been thorougly raped with THE IMPALER this evening.  Master wanted cunt to show up with a greased up cunt and asked it what it longed for. Cunt had been getting "in the mood" over the weekend, with thoughts about the bouncy fuck chair, for which it now received some additional construction information from its inventor. And cunt had been feeling the need to have its cunt further stretched and trained. So it answered that it longed for its cunt to get raped with THE IMPALER. And so soon cunt was following Master's rape orders. Up, down and to which depth. Soon cunt sat on it balls deep. THE IMPALER felt big and the feeling of it pressing deep in its cunt was intense. In the meantime Master was talking about some intense tortures and made it imagine at some point sitting on stinging nettles and edging with stinging nettles, or cunt/ass and cock covered in Tiger Balm. Hot glowing pain that it cannot escape. It made cunt immedia...

Fuck chair and fire ants

Cunt's ass is still somewhat sore today, a burning / stinging feeling that makes it horny. It is thrilling to realize that cunt might be having this feeling in its ass until its next session on the pleasure bench, where the pain will be refreshed. Thrilling because that would mean that cunt would be having a more or less sore ass continuously... Master is training cunt to get off on the pain and that is entering its fantasies and associations more and more. On TV there happened to be a home video of a guy wanting to impress his friends by standing bare feet in a nest of fire ants, and he was crying out in pain. Cunt imagined that it was naked in the forest and ordered by its Master to do the same (or to sit down bare-assed instead), and as the ants started to bite He would order cunt to start jerking its cock...cunt got horny imagining the pain and the humiliation, not just of being forced in that situation, but also of being made to sexually stimulate itself while in that pain. Ma...