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Cunt's ass cheeks are still glowing when sat on and its cunt is horny and needy. A feeling that makes it a happy horny pig looking forward to its next use. To feel THE IMPALER forcefully press deep inside its cunt, a cunt forced to relax and invite the rape that it knows will provide pleasure to its Master.  Perhaps at some point also in  this way . A cheap / easy to make fuck chair that this FetLife user created and Master also considers for cunt. The idea of building a device like that specifically for its own rape and then being made to bounce on THE IMPALER, balls deep like a slutty whore, makes cunt horny and its cunt needy. For cunt always the waiting -- horny with horny thoughts and desires about its own use -- to see what its Master plans for it. A spiked pair of briefs, pins on front and back, constant pain sensations when sitting and moving, is another torture that Master put in cunt's thoughts this morning. Making it horny to think of feeling its erections punished...

Cunt was feeling its ass glow and itch today and had a horny open feeling in its cunt. A great feeling memory of its session on the pleasure bench, that feeling of a tortured ass while being impaled by the plug imprinted in its slave mind. Something that gets its cock stiff a lot.  And Master now wants cunt to find a bigger and more challenging plug to impale itself on. Cunt is horny from that idea, not just an idea; soon cunt's reality. An extra submissive feeling to feel its cunt so stretched open while it is allowed to sit and suffer for its Master. Cunt felt its balls hang low and heavy today from the ball weights. Feeling those swing and pull is also something that is getting more horny. A physically horny sensation but primarily a reminder that its balls belong to its Master. This afternoon it had the fantasy that it stood spread legged and begged its Master to kick it in the balls to drive home that point, and to make it feel its low status. Begging that would surely soon tu...

Yesterday was a horny and also effective pain training session: cunt can report that its ass is already longing for more, even though it is sore and sensitive with a few small blisters here and there. Cunt's teats are also longing for more, glowing and tingling hornily after having been treated with the black clamps with extra weights. The pleasure bench is effective in combining horniness and pain; the painful spikes combined with that very horny feeling of being impaled on the plug in its cunt, spreading it open and pressing against its prostate.  It was horny to notice today that the painful feeling in its ass when sitting down was making its cock stiff. Making cunt horny both physically and mentally. Getting horny from the feeling of the pain; reminding it that it is trained to crave its own suffering; having that abused and vulnerable feeling that makes it feel its place as a slave and torture object; needing all this strengthened further.  Master will have a new challeng...

Cunt had a horny but nervous feeling this evening, preparing for what would likely be a heavy session and Master told it to present itself with a horny, greased up cunt. Perhaps its cunt was going to get raped, or it would be planted on its pleasure bench. In any case a heavy session and that had been a while. Cunt would be well used for its Master's satisfaction. Cunt was treated to a very sore ass from a session on its pleasure bench. Master gave cunt a little over an hour and a half of pleasure from the spikes digging painfully in its ass and the plug penetrating its cunt, making its cunt horny. At the beginning, when the pain started to subside a little, Master had cunt get up and reposition itself on the bench, refreshing the pain. The session reminded cunt of yesterday's fantasy, as it was impaled and tortured and for a large part blindfolded, immersed in a dark world of horniness and pain, undergoing it and focusing on nothing else. Waiting until it would get the call fr...

Cunt was used by its Master this evening. Building on one of the many ways that cunt can be used, namely as a helpless object. While cunt was edging, ball gagged, with the big GK85 plug in its cunt and the black clamps on its teats, Master pictured cunt in a position where it is impaled on a big plug on a pole, high enough so it can just reach the floor with its toes, and arms bound behind its back. Blindfolded and with plugs in its ears, mouth forcibly spread open. Clamps on its teats and all over its body; burning candles under its cock and balls. A catheter inserted into its bladder so it has no control over its piss which just runs down its legs. In its mouth a plug with a hose, water slowly trickling into its mouth which it is forced to swallow. The water slowly turning into piss... At this point Master told cunt to put a blindfold on and continue to edge while swinging the weights, picturing itself in that position and fantasizing on what would happen further with its body. Conti...

Yesterday evening cunt trained its teats with the suction cups which meant they were super horny last night and today. Very sensitive and yearning to be stimulated. Shaven and sticking out and rubbing against its shirt during the day. A horny pig with pig teats meant for use... The horniness makes cunt feel so slutty and full of desire to be used, a horny controlled feeling to know it is constantly kept in that state by its Master, for His pleasure as cunt's Owner.  Cunt got horny watching this slave cruising and getting used by multiple men, stroking their cocks and sucking them off whilst being plugged and in a chastity contraption, making its status clear.  Watching the video makes that cunt feels its own slutty need for cock. To be pleasuring the warm hard cocks of the men, feeling below them, men that deserve to have a slave such as itself pleasure them. Stroking them or taking them in its slave mouth, offering it as a hole for them to use. Or to be bent over, plug remov...

Cunt is made to live a life of constant horniness. Horniness that is used for its own enslavement and degradation. Day in day out that horny energy in its body, horny desires. Slutty, needy feelings and submissive fantasies brought to the foreground.  And when Master fed cunt a fantasy this morning of having it bound and impaled by a dildo on a pole, blindfolded and ears plugged, slave mouth forced open by a spreader bit...it left cunt in an even more horny state, feeling the horniness in its cunt, feeling the desire to be that helpless statue or play toy. A very vulnerable horny feeling. Exposed and in a dark world of sensation and horny nervousness. Never knowing if, when and in what way others may be using or abusing it for their pleasure and just having to undergo it if they choose to. Master imagines cunt with a snout ring  like this at some point. A real pig, impossible to hide its true nature with that kind of snout ring, which is so clearly not just a piece of jewelry...

Slaves can be perfectly used as objects, as Master mentioned this morning. Reduced to ornaments or utility objects like statues or foot stools. Still a human being but their own expression completely taken away by having to be this object. Static, patiently waiting, and just being, focusing on their task of being that object. Knowing they are at that moment really nothing more than that. Not necessarily easy, but something a slave will do because it is required of it, and will happily do because of their need to serve. Cunt knows the static waiting from the times it was made to stand in the corner. Humiliating in itself, and the point of facing the corner is of course also to take away the ability to look around, have some mental stimulation that way; to make it more boring. Even more humiliating when it is somewhere where others may see it , and/or when it is with a red ass .  Cunt was thinking of the humiliation of being made to stand in the corner at a sex party or sauna with a ...

Cunt had the day off and felt somewhat frustrated from the horniness and blue balls. And the frustration in turn made it horny...knowing it is owned property, no control, no release. Instead the suction cups went on its teats for a couple of hours to train them and make them larger, which added to the frustration as it caused a horny burn in its pig teats. Feeling the humiliation and the desire for their enlargement and knowing that is exactly what is happening with every minute that passes. Browsing around on FetLife for some inspiring pictures. Cunt got horny from some interesting ones by MaitresseLucif , with an  abused pig slave outside, or  forced to take a substantial dildo , "encouraged" by firm pulling on its balls, or being a candlelit work of art for Her enjoyment . A slave's great pleasure to be the object of horny pleasure and entertainment. To be owned property.

Yesterday cunt was stimulating its horniness while feeling the pain in its ass from the mat, pain from the teethed black clamps biting in its teats, pain in cock and balls from the spiked gloves. A horny frustrated cunt and pain sensations everywhere. Edging like a slave while being part of a horny humiliating pig fantasy. Aware of its own lowliness, lower than the other pig slaves and required to submit even to them. The spiked gloves make the edging painful and uncomfortable, but the pain is also stimulating. The gloves have the added effect that it feels like cunt is not touching its own cock. It strengthens the feeling that the slave cock belongs to its Master. Stimulated by Him in the way that He wants, not for cunt to play with for its own pleasure. And then the frustration when the session is over, the gloves come off and that's it, the hard slave cock is left alone. Left horny and with blue balls without having felt that pleasure of a soft warm hand stroking it. Painful, fr...

Cunt sometimes wakes up feeling nothing but intense slutty horniness, and last night it found itself in that state, moaning, rubbing its cunt, slapping and firmly squeezing its ass cheeks in horny frustration, feeling like a needy pig. A feeling of total horny surrender and openness that is frustrating but pure bliss.  This evening cunt was made to edge with the big GK 85 plug in its cunt, black clamps on its teats, and the spiked gloves. One hand to edge slowly, work on increasing the pressure in its balls, the other to treat its balls to some horny pain. The GK 85 took a little effort to insert but then gave that horny spread open feeling it had longed for. Cunt was frustrated and so horny from the pain sensations, the fantasy, riding on the plug with a very horny feeling in its cunt. All this and the pricking sensations of the gloves made that not much stimulation to the slave cock was necessary to keep itself on the edge of orgasm. Meanwhile Master fed cunt a horny fantasy...

Cunt has to take it a bit easy but is nevertheless very horny and feeling submissive. Yesterday a leaking slave cock after writing its blog post, crawling in bed and feeling frustrated from the horniness, and at the same time enjoying the control, being kept horny, feeling like a slave. Master was very inspired by the pictures of this user on FetLife, which cunt found very horny as well. Easy to fabricate sadistic instruments to torture the slave, cunt was thinking about feeling the sharp needles press painfully into its slave cock as in this picture . Feeling its horny cunt which needs further dilation and cunt felt horny reciting its cunt mantra this morning. Thinking about a sore red ass. Getting horny from some of the other spanking videos of lederkoeter, like this one  with some nice red ass cheeks as a result, and this one showing some spanking outdoors, first spanked on its humiliating red lederhosen it is made to wear, and then required to drop them for the continuation.

Cunt is horny and this evening its thoughts went to the fantasy of being kept and treated as live stock. A horny animal driven by primitive needs. Dependent on its Owner for when it is fed and what, when it can roam free or when it is stored away. Feeling its desire for the humiliation and degradation and control.  Treated as live stock , and not as kettle , by the way, which it originally wrote in yesterday's blog post and which had to be corrected by its Master -- cunt's innate stupidity shining through once again and then it has to share that stupidity on its blog so it is also clear to others that it is in essence just a stupid pig. And cunt feels the horniness in its cunt, a desire for substantial filling, and for offering its cunt for use. Focusing on that feeling gets its cock hard.  For cunt it was horny to watch this video of a pig receiving some firm caning. The torture of its ass is horny to watch but also the lead up to it, the collared pig head, seen and tre...

Cunt's horniness was a bit on the back burner today until this evening cunt saw Master's reply to its blog post which turned cunt's horny desires on like a switch. He touched on a horny fantasy of cunt, to be treated as livestock, as a real pig. Kept always naked in a barn, locked / chained in filthy conditions, kept horny with a needy cunt. Perhaps horny men can visit the barn to fuck it whenever they like, like a piece of meat, leaving it worn out and even more horny after they had their pleasure. Or they piss over it and over its living conditions, a pig wallowing in the muddy stench they leave behind, grateful for their assertion of its lowness and treating it in a way fitting to its inner needs. Thinking about this made cunt feel the need for its cunt to be filled and stretched further, thinking of its GK 85 plug and THE IMPALER, and thinking of enlarged pig teats, as it currently feels the suction cups on them again for a few hours this evening. And the heavy chain lo...

Cunt is horny and its balls are sensitive from the weights pulling on them during a walk today, keeping it aware of its slavery. Always the weights making its balls heavy. Cunt got horny watching this slave giving himself a spanking and clearly needing it. It is horny to see his ass getting redder as he continues, but also the increased struggle while nevertheless continuing because he simply needs to. The suffering combined with the need certainly something cunt can relate to, the need in cunt's case to suffer for its Master in the knowledge it gives Him pleasure. And feeling the humiliation of the contrast between His pleasure and comfort, and cunt's pain and suffering, a contrast making its slave status clear. A contrast in status, also depicted in pictures on FetLife that made it horny, pigs and slaves kept chained like an animal  (also here ), or naked and locked away in a cell , waiting in discomfort for eventual release...and if they get thirsty they can always get thei...

Cunt can get horny from the cunt mantra it is to recite every morning and causes a submissive feeling to give in to the truth of the words it speaks. Often it sticks its ass up in the air and spreads its ass cheeks with its hands during the recital, strengthening the words with that submissive exposed feeling of offering its cunt for use, which is always humiliating but very horny too. Slavery and surrender is sometimes also this calm and humble feeling. In the afternoon cunt asked its Master for permission to remove the slave chain for the weekend, and then waited for a response while it knelt on the floor, focusing on that feeling of respectful humility, of being low and in this waiting state before its Master who Decides. And in respect to the slave chain locked around its neck in submission to its Master, as His property to use for His purposes. For the rest cunt has been quite horny today, training on the enlargement of its teats with the suction cups for a few hours, feeling ...

Waking up and speaking out its cunt mantra always makes cunt feel its role in life and as Master's slutty property. The heavy slave chain locked around its neck. Getting up with a feeling of blue balls from the horniness and the ball weights. Shaved teats that tingle hornily and are sensitive. All reminders of its slave status. This morning cunt was in the shower, looking at the steel weights around its stupid balls that are now so obviously stretched, and watched the slave cock twitch within its cock ring. A slave cock decorated by its Master, a horny slave cock that cunt does not own or has rights to. Master restated that serving its Master means suffering pain, because the slave's pain is its Master's pleasure. It made cunt's cock hard in submission, and created a strong desire to serve, to provide Master the pleasure He is entitled to, undergoing the suffering and humiliation for His enjoyment, as His play toy. A submissive feeling that lingered throughout the day. 

Cunt is just an object, a horny piece of flesh to use. And Master's property. Even though it was not able to serve the past few days, cunt felt horny and it feels its need to be used. It needs its cunt split open and raped, which is what it is for. It needs to have a painful ass from its lust bench, feel the sadism of having to sit on it for a substantial time, feel the horny humiliation of the plug filling its cunt at the same time and making it horny. Needs its teats to hurt.  It needs to feel its status and Master's ownership of its body, to feel His right to use it as He sees fit in ways that please Him, to be made to feel what He decides for cunt to feel. For a slave the greatest pleasure, to feel that it is providing pleasure with its surrender.

A good way to use a slave in times when 1.5m distance should be maintained. Yesterday's fantasy has left a submissive feeling and last night cunt had dreams in which it was getting tortured and when it woke up it felt its teats throbbing, horny and painful from the clamps it swung from them during the session. And a horny cunt, horny frustration. Blue balls today, which is uncomfortable and also horny because cunt knows why it has them. A feeling that reminded cunt that its balls are owned by its Master, that they have been tortured for His pleasure. Balls that are weighed down 24/7, by 850g of steel stretchers. Torture of cock and balls can take many forms as is clear from the many maso videos online. Cunt stumbled upon  this method to make sure a slave keeps its cock hard...

With blue balls, a horny spread open feeling in its cunt from the GK 85 plug that has been filling it up this evening, and sore horny teats, cunt is thinking back to the fantasy Master fed it in its training session. Intense tortures, with clamps on its stuck out tongue, needles through its teats with weights hanging from them, its ass filled with pins, needles under its cock. Its cunt spread open with a speculum and then fisted hard by its Master. The pain refreshed by the movement of its body and Master pressing the pins deeper in its ass, stroking the needles under its cock... As cunt felt the horny pain from the clamps that it was made to swing from its teats, and the pull of the weight that Master hung from its balls, cunt was edging and keeping itself horny while Master continued the fantasy during this mental pain training and conditioning.  It is clear to cunt that it still has a long way to go as a pain pig. Imagining the combination of these levels of pain currently creat...

Cunt has the slave chain locked around its neck for the week again. The humble feeling of being owned property, and also something that puts it back in the mindset of being just a stupid horny body, always available to be used and abused for Master's pleasure, thinking about the tortures and the rape that it expects it will be undergoing again as its service continues. The horniness is getting stronger again as the days progress. Sometimes it can get very intense, making cunt crawl up the wall with horniness. Feeling controlled, knowing that it is kept this way, that that is not going to change, that it is not at liberty to do anything about it. Because this slave does not have control over the body that Master owns. Instead the horniness flows into its submissive desires. Like the horny desire cunt feels in its cunt, a desire to spread it open, to present it and feel its purpose, feel the vulnerability of it being fully available and free for Master to use as He chooses...also a d...

The horniness is climbing again, some frustration today, feeling the horny waves and the lack of control; feeling slutty with a horny open cunt in desire and horny teats. Balls that are starting to feel pressured again. And ass cheeks that have a satisfying soreness / sensitivity to them. Desiring further abuse. Thinking about its need for a constant / regular sore ass, getting horny from imagining having to lower itself on the spikes and plug again, and from the prospect of a fatter and also more humiliating plug for its forced impalement, which cunt needs. Wanting to be used and tortured like a horny play toy. Cunt found this horny video of a slave in a very exposed vulnerable position, a chastized object to use and play with. Sight taken away and in a perfect position to be fucked without resistance. 

A sore burning slave ass for cunt today, as expected. A reminder of having been taken care of by its Master yesterday. Of painful suffering for His pleasure. A reminder that it had been looking forward to, that feeling of a painful ass to know it is a slave and to know that it needs this pain. And so there is a feeling of gratefulness too, for being hurt, used for Master's pleasure. And this morning the slave cock was already painfully hard again, and cunt was horny, not just from the pain in its ass but also from the horny desire in its cunt, and its sore sensitive horny teats. The gloves feel like a slavelike fitting way for cunt to stimulate its horniness; edging pleasure that cannot be felt without also feeling pain. The gloves hurt its cock during the edging, but didn't cause any noticeable effects except for the occasional itching inside its cock today, in the same way that a strong water jet on one's back can make it itch. Simply a strong massage. It made that cunt ...

Cunt was horny and a bit nervous this evening in anticipation of the pain it expected it would be enduring. Master told it to present itself with a horny greased up cunt. Pleasure bench, black clamps, spiked gloves and dildo. Cunt was soon squatting over the plug of the bench, feeling the tip against its cunt, waiting for the command to lower itself in one go over the plug and onto the spikes...and the black clamps were added soon after. Immersed in pain, it was time for some slow edging and pleasuring of its dildo. Cunt felt the horny humiliation of its position, impaled and in pain while giving pleasure to this surrogate cock, slowly shoving it in and out of the slave mouth, and not much stimulation was needed to keep its cock hard and horny. Feeling the horny glowing pain in its ass, and the plug making its cunt super horny. Then it was time for some more serious edging; the gloves went on and cunt was told to slowly edge with two hands. Firm stimulation; Master wanted His slave coc...

A surprise in the mail today. Master sent cunt a pair of horny torture gloves with plastic spikes on the inside. Receiving them caused a submissive feeling and a stiff cock, knowing what they would be used for. Cunt was super curious how they would feel.  This evening Master made cunt try them out. The big GK 85 plug filling up its cunt, which was still a bit sensitive and sore from yesterday's rape. After being told to put the gloves on, cunt was to edge with one hand and rub its teats with the other. Even though the spikes are not very sharp, they made the edging a painful experience, yet horny enough that cunt could stimulate its cock to near orgasm. But there is just no comfortable way to hold its cock. Masochistic edging. Master then had cunt apply the clover clamps to its teats, and to move its cock up and down between both its hands, as if it was fucking the gloves. It was a super frustrating experience, feeling the horniness build up and wanting more stimulation, which also...

Blue balls this morning from yesterday's punishment with the weight hanging from cunt's balls. Master commented that He wanted to further work on cunt's cunt this week to make it a large and supple hole that needs to be filled. Which created a desire in its cunt for a rape session with THE IMPALER and that is what Master chose for His slave this evening. It was a session of deep impalements mixed with riding on THE IMPALER at various speeds. Cunt's cunt got a heavy work out. The deep painful pressure when trying to sit down impaled on THE IMPALER; the pain made horny by the edging. The whorish feeling when riding on THE IMPALER, making its cunt super horny and needing to feel THE IMPALER hit it hard and deep inside. The raped feeling when continuing the riding for as long as Master required of it, feeling the lack of control. Not much stimulation to the slave cock was necessary to keep it near exploding.  As time progressed, exhaustion set in from the constant squatting...

The first session of the week and cunt was gagged and with the GK 85 plug in its cunt. It was taking a bit of effort again to insert that large plug. Cunt felt horny, submissive and soon frustrated as it was ordered to play with its teats, producing a leaking cock, riding on the plug in horny frustration. The spread open feeling while feeling the coconut sting under its naked ass. Cunt received its punishment this evening. Master attached the 1.5kg weight to the slave balls and put the black teethed clamps with extra weights on its teats. Prepared in this way, cunt was told to stand in the corner to overthink its stupidity, and that Master would let its phone ring when the punishment was over. Cunt felt humiliated and put in its place, waiting, naked and gagged with its face to the wall, legs spread, ass stuck backward with a big plug in its cunt, and a heavy weight pulling on its balls. Pain in its teats from the heavy clamps. Standing there like a naughty boy as Master let it simmer,...

Cunt is feeling super horny and feels slutty. At times it felt like the horniness was permeating every fiber in its body, getting horny even from the way its clothing brushed against the naked body underneath. And a horny open needy cunt, teats that tingle in desire for stimulation. The horniness making it feel like a needy whore, spreading its legs, stroking its ass, opening its slave mouth and sticking out its tongue... Cunt got home after a weekend away, the suction cups went on its teats and Master had it lock the slave chain back on its neck for the week. A thankful reminder of its owned status and putting it in a submissive mood, thinking about what will be in store for it the coming week. Further training and rape of its cunt, severe pain from the torture bench, and outstanding punishment for its dumbness... Inspired by the suggestion of the maso that posted this picture , Master was picturing cunt in a torturous predicament, being tasked to make itself cum by slow edging with a...

Cunt was feeling its ass more than it thought it would today, tingling and glowing a bit. Feeling the vibrations of the car seat in its ass made its cock stiff, as it was thinking about the fact that it can count on a pain refreshment next week, and that cunt can expect this to be a regular occurrence. The idea that cunt might be having a constant sore ass or at least always some lingering pain or sensitivity causes humiliating and horny slavery feelings. Cunt's ass is also just Master's to use, a slave ass to torture and develop and used as a means to remind cunt that it is an owned object for play and use. On FetLife cunt saw a picture of a glove covered with nails , posted by a masochist who commented on the pleasure of giving his cock a firm squeeze at the right moment when having an orgasm. Perhaps such a glove would also bring a lot of extra pleasure for slaves who are edging without orgasm...

Cunt was feeling horny and submissive today. The physical desire to cum and have a strong exploding orgasm at odds with the desire to stay controlled and chaste as part of its existence as a slave. Cunt could notice the submissive feeling when it was underway and felt it in how it looked at other men, feeling horny and controlled while imagining their freedom to do as they please and get what they want. The contrast causing a low status feeling. Like they deserve to be serviced, and that cunt exists for that purpose, for their pleasure instead of its own. Cunt's ass cheeks still have some visible and tangible effects from when Master last put it on the torture bench, which is now over a week ago. Some scabby circles here and there in the shape of the bottle caps on which it sat, which are itching a little as they are healing. It is a horny feeling that the effect is lasting so long. And to think that the pain will likely be refreshed very soon. Wondering with a certain submissive...

Cunt has had to take it easy the past few days. It looks forward to being able to serve its Master again, providing pleasure with its surrender. In the mean time cunt stayed horny and was feeling submissive. Feeling its status as owned property, its need to serve, its need to elevate its Master by lowering itself.  Yesterday cunt made a mistake with the blog post text again, which it unfortunately only realized right after sending it to its Master. It followed up with an apology, and felt submissive and nervous when writing it. This morning Master commented that the mistake was understandable but nevertheless a sign of cunt's stupidity, and that punishment would naturally follow. Master's understanding had no bearing on the fact that its mistakes have consequences.  Writing the apology and the matter-of-fact punishment that followed anyway were humiliating to cunt, who was once again reminded that it needs to keep focus on its Master and will simply be punished if it displease...