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Cunt was reminded of Monday's session when it saw this video of a slave squatting with heavy weight on its balls and teats. Training and working for the pleasure of its viewers. Yesterday and today cunt felt the effects in its balls, a slightly kicked in the groin feeling and feeling the heaviness of the ball weights it wears 24/7. Cunt's cunt was horny, as cunt was imagining the inevitable further training and rape of its cunt. It is horny that it can serve in that way. It is also getting horny from the idea of being trained so that it can cum from rape and pain. Master mentioned that He wants to train cunt in that direction. Serving the horny pleasure of Master and its Superiors by needing the pain and humiliation to get off.  And then its cock would no longer be necessary and can be locked away. Cunt got some inspiration by watching a few videos of slaves fucking themselves while in chastity. Like this one and this one . They made cunt horny and caused a horny desire in it...

This evening cunt had to take some rest which Master allowed. It spent some quiet time recharging for further use which it looks forward to. Yesterday Master took care of His property by giving its balls some torture and training. Naked and gagged and presenting its ass like a slut while feeling the pain. Also cunt felt the extra weights pulling on the teat clamps, like last week, which has made them sore and horny. Master has plans to also give the rest of the slave body some extra attention. And of course the cunt will be further trained as well, receiving the rape it needs, teaching it its purpose and need to be opened up and surrendered for use. And perhaps further torture of its ass; to cunt the view of a red ass on other slaves is becoming more horny, a visible sign of their low status and the humiliations and tortures that are a constant part of their existence, like they are for cunt. But the horniness / physical desire for the pain in its ass is also growing. Cunt can feel the...

Cunt was horny from the plug in its cunt last night, with horny teats and woke up squirming from the horny frustration. Ready for another plugged day. Feeling the horny sensitivity of its teats rubbing under its clothes. Cunt's training continued this evening and it presented itself gagged with the GK 85 plug in its cunt. Ready to start stimulating its horniness for its Master. Feeling the submissive, humiliating but so pleasurable horniness. Feeling the stimulation in its teats, the horniness from the plug in its cunt, sitting there with spread legs and stiff exposed slave cock.  Master had cunt apply clover clamps with extra weights. He also attached the 1.5kg weight to its balls, rope tight when sitting down. Time to start edging slowly and stand up with legs spread and ass stuck backwards, lifting the weight and making it swing from its balls. Walking around with its legs spread. Horny and slutty while feeling the pain in its teats and balls, the weight bouncing against its leg...

The plug is very horny and stimulating cunt's needy cunt. Feeling the horny frustration as cunt is rubbing the plug and making it vibrate to feel its stimulation. Moments of driving in the car today were horny, the vibrations of the car are like cunt is getting slightly fucked, and also massage its ass which was a horny feeling with the lingering soreness / sensitivity. Looking some more at inspiration for a larger plug for its torture bench, feeling the horny desire in its cunt for the horny and humiliating sensation of getting impaled on a bigger plug.  Furthermore, cunt was feeling submissive and controlled, feeling its place and how it needs the humiliation. The recurring rape and tortures in its training soon starting again. Being a lust object for its Master who can make it feel His ownership over it. And glad to serve His pleasure. Cunt's teats are receiving enlargement training as cunt is writing this blog post, and it has also felt the weights hanging heavy on its ball...

Today cunt's ass was still a bit sore, with a few remaining welts from the spikes and bottle caps on which it has been sitting, which gave a submissive feeling. Being a slave whose ass was tortured and hurt to serve the pleasure of its Master, and not against its will but happily and willingly undergoing that agony and getting a stiff cock thinking about its next torture on the bench. And also about the fact that cunt should count on this being a regular torture now... A horny nervous feeling that even though cunt now has a few days to come by, it will very soon be suffering again. As its life consists of being a torture object for its Master, regularly suffering for His pleasure. In principle always available for its Master to use and to hurt. Sitting on the spikes on its bench, or having THE IMPALER painfully deep inside, split open while struggling to sit down on its mat as it needs to, or in any other way that Master takes His pleasure. And then the plug constantly in its cun...

Cunt had a used and tortured feeling today especially due to its sore ass, feeling it while sitting down or brushing against its pants when moving. A submissive pleasure. Together with the plug in its cunt and horny burning sensation of the suction cups that it wore most of the day, made for a submissive feeling today. When cunt constructed its torture bench a year ago  on Master's orders, it remembers that it was very horny to make it, that it felt the humiliation that it would have that constant threat in its life. It was made for punishment, as an object to fear. It did not think that it would become something it would "enjoy" sitting on, a pleasure device as part of its training. But cunt can now definitely say it is looking forward to the pain of the bench. The fear remains, because it can be sure Master will make it suffer on it, if not in duration then in intensity, like being made to get up and re-impale itself and feel the intensity of the pain renewed. Master wa...

Having to present itself with a greased up cunt again, cunt knew what the two possiblities were: torture bench or THE IMPALER. Master said that if cunt were to choose a session on the torture bench, it would be a long and heavy session. He gave cunt 5 minutes to consider its choice...  Cunt was thinking of the horny suffering on the bench last Tuesday and the strong slavery feeling in bed afterwards, feeling used with a sore ass and teats. The horny and humiliating feeling of having a painful and horny ass yesterday and today, as a slave ass should feel. The desire for more...and so when Master asked whether cunt was still leaning towards the torture bench, that was a yes. And cunt found out that it was to be a long and heavy session indeed... Master required extra weights hanging from the black clamps, and told cunt to also have its dildo ready. And after it impaled itself hard on the plug, it was to edge slowly while taking the dildo's cock head in its mouth, and later take it as...

Cunt had a submissive feeling last night in bed and today, feeling its sore ass in combination with the horniness of the plug in its cunt, and sore horny teats rubbing against the blankets in bed and its shirt at work. Painful jaws from the gag. Enjoying the abused feeling. This evening Master again had cunt show up with a greased up cunt. When Master asked it what pleasure instrument (THE IMPALER or torture bench) its cunt was longing for, it answered that that would be THE IMPALER. Cunt was fearing the torture bench but also got a horny submissive feeling imagining that Master would decide to put it on the torture bench again, submissively suffering with its already sore ass simply because Master would find this horny.  Master let fate decide by having cunt guess numbers until one of the numbers was a hit. Cunt was nervous at the possibility of the bench. After a few guesses there was a hit and fate had decided a session with THE IMPALER. Cunt spent the evening riding and si...

Cunt was to present itself gagged with a greased up cunt. It was horny and felt submissive from the gag making it feel Master's ownership of the slave mouth. And of course it had to wait and see how Master would be using its cunt this evening. But first it was to play with its teats and feel the submissive horniness course through its body. Master had cunt suffer on the torture bench. First it was to squat over the plug in the middle of the bench, feeling its tip against its cunt as it was told to start edging. And then to take a bit of the plug inside. Pretty soon the order came to impale itself fully on the plug, feeling the intense pain of the spikes digging in. While in this pain, the black clamps were added to the slave teats increasing cunt's suffering further... Pretty soon the agony turned into a horny painful glow in its ass as cunt edged and kept itself on edge, swinging the clamps on its teats. Sinking into the pain. After about half an hour though, Master told cun...

Sessions have started again and cunt has horny sore slave teats and a dilated cunt after an edging session with the GK 85 plug and black clamps this evening. Riding on the plug in horny frustration while edging slowly and making the weights and clamps swing and it was told to think about training sessions with THE IMPALER and the pain bench, about the dildo in its throat. And after the session, the standard plug back in its cunt for the night. Cunt got a horny and very submissive feeling from being told it will soon need refreshment on the pain bench, to maintain the effects and pain in its horny ass. And Master thinks it is time to start looking for a larger plug for the bench. Feeling horny to imagine suffering with its cunt spread wide open by that larger plug. Feeling submissive about its growing desires to have its ass tortured like this, to be shaped and used for Master's pleasure, to serve Him like that. Feeling nervous when feeling Masters intention to have cunt sit on ...

Cunt is back from its holiday and back in its permanent slave outfit. Cock ring, ball weights, chain around its neck and plug in its cunt. It was a tad nervous when coming home and "reported for duty", the transition moment of knowing it would be wearing all this again day and night, and knowing it is now back to a rhythm of service and being available for use by its Master in regular slave training sessions. More than a week after its last session on the torture bench, cunt's ass is still showing the bottle cap marks and scabs from where it sat on them. Thrilling to notice and also that the effects can still be felt, glowing and burning a little bit after having sat down for a while. Master said He thinks all this needs a little refreshment, so cunt will probably soon be made to sit down and suffer again, impaled on the plug and feeling the spikes dig into its ass. Serving by undergoing torture for its Master's pleasure and a sore ass afterwards to remind it of its ...

Cunt is getting ready for its holiday. With a sore ass today, burning teats from a couple of hours of training with the suction cups. And horny from feeling the plug in its cunt all day, working against its prostate, constantly forcing it open, and making cunt feel slutty and at times frustrated. Cunt was made to empty its balls yesterday, cumming hard while in pain, and is already very horny today. Never knowing when the next time might be. But that is not cunt's concern. Cunt cums whenever Master makes it cum. It is just a horny piece of meat to use, shape and toy with. Cunt is thinking back to a few intense but very horny weeks. A week of daily forced impalement, struggling to get THE IMPALER deep enough in its cunt to meet Master's expectations. And then the punishment bench becoming a "normal" torture device, made to cum while feeling its pain two weeks in a row, and a first "normal" session on it in which there was no cumming. And the growing craving...

Cunt is on holiday next week and this evening Master made sure cunt will leave with a sore ass, as He again placed it on its torture bench this evening. Master had told cunt to show up with a greased up cunt and always has to wait and see what that means for how it is going to be used. It got a horny submissive rush when Master told cunt to fetch the torture bench, realizing its ass would receive some more heavy torture while it was still somewhat sore from Tuesday's session . Master had cunt apply the black clamps to its teats that were already sore from a few days of training. And then it was to pleasure the plug with its mouth, and squat over it while spreading its ass open with both hands. Cunt felt horny to invite the plug like that, feeling the tip occasionally brush against its cunt made its cock stiff.  And then it was time to sit down and swallow the plug in one go...... Master had cunt sit with its legs spread in front of it. A "relaxed" position to sink and ...

Cunt was very horny today and felt used, felt like a toy to play with for its Master. The soreness in its ass and the plug in its cunt stimulating the always ongoing horniness, were feeding that feeling. Horny from the surrender and submission; submissive from the horniness. And also feelings of pure gratefulness for being kept and used as a slave, enjoying the used feeling today. Horny desires/fantasies creeping up, for more use, more suffering, more humiliation, more of that slavery feeling. Also getting horny thinking about having to sit on the punishment bench again, knowing yesterday was certainly not the last time. Cunt was horny from the uncertainty and lack of control that at any time Master could choose the punishment bench for it again, even right the next evening if He feels like it. In fact Master thinks cunt needs more regular training on the bench to pain train its ass for hard use. This evening, Master wanted cunt with a greased up cunt. Time for THE IMPALER. Master ha...

Cunt was feeling horny and submissive for its session this evening, Master wanted it with a horny and greased up cunt. Would Master have cunt rape itself on THE IMPALER? Or maybe sit on the punishment bench? Not knowing how it would be used, cunt was ordered to rapidly get its cock to leak precum by playing with its teats. Feeling the horniness course through its body, horniness that it feels for its Master's pleasure. Master made a game out of it and wrote down cunt's potential tortures on two pieces of paper with a number written on it. Cunt had to guess numbers until it would have a hit with one of the pieces of paper with cunt's fate on it for the evening. A cruel lottery with suffering as the price. The first two guesses were a miss. Cunt felt horny and nervous, knowing it might very well end up on the punishment bench...feeling like with each guess it could step on that land mine. The third guess was a hit. Its fate became clear when Master told it to get its puni...

Cunt woke up happy to feel the plug in its cunt and did its daily cunt mantra before it got up horny and plugged for the day. This evening Master had cunt wear the GK 85 plug and Master wanted it horny so it played with its teats as it rode on the plug and mat and hornily swung its heavy balls. Master asked cunt whether it wanted more of the punishment bench, even when it knows that it will not always get to cum while sat on it. But cunt cannot deny its growing desire for it. Needing the suffering and the humiliation of being made to endure the pain, put in that situation with a simple order to sit down. Feeling the heavy but horny pain in its ass, the horniness of the plug and the burn in its ass for days after. The nervousness of not knowing when, or for how long, it will be made to endure this torture. Surrendering to that reality. Just a torture object enduring what Master requires of it. After this, Master told cunt to fetch the punishment bench, apply the black clamps to it...

Cunt was getting crazy from the horniness today but also felt the pleasure of surrender to that uncontrollable horniness, the pleasure of just being a horny piece of flesh. The plug relentlessly stimulating its cunt all day, working against its prostate, causing horny waves, keeping its body sensitive and sexually charged, feeling the slight rubs of its teats against its clothes. Cock leaking precum which the plug seems to be causing more frequently. Losing itself in the horniness, feeling slutty, needy. Thoughts of its cunt open and available for use, desires to feel its body get used and its cunt fucked hard and deep. Imagining that feeling while feeling the plug. The plug that cunt gets to feel day and night. A horny piece of flesh wanting to be used and tortured. Cunt watched this video which it finds very horny, a slave that's getting his stiff cock beaten hard, at first determined to take it, then the nervous looks when realizing the severity, the temptation to touch his...

Cunt is getting rapidly more horny and the plug all night and day stimulates that horniness relentlessly. As it is writing this blog post it feels the plug glow hornily in its cunt and its cock straining in its cock ring, and its shaved teats sensitive and rubbing the inside of its shirt, tingling. The slave cock leaking precum. Moments when the plug is frustrating or distracting are extra reminders that it is plugged in service to its Master, who owns its cunt and determines how it is used. That Master wants cunt plugged. And that the plug stays in for that reason. And the horniness, and the plug, put it in a submissive state. Grateful that it can please with its surrender to Master's will, and the frustration, suffering and humiliations that are a part of that. And that it needs. Like how Master is now making cunt lick THE IMPALER clean after each rape session now. Something it is tentatively starting to experience as something to look forward to. Yes it feels disgust in doin...

For cunt, waking up and putting its ass up with legs spread to recite its daily cunt mantra was the start of a horny and frustrated day. The plug in its cunt was feeling very horny, working against its prostate and creating waves of horniness, which cunt focused on to see how strong they could be built up, thinking about the possibility to cum from stimulation of its cunt alone. The teats received their ongoing training with the suction cups for a few hours, leaving them plump, sensitive and in horny desire. Cunt was made to cum yesterday and has to patiently wait until Master considers it time for a release again. Today, already so horny, cunt felt like it is frustratingly far away from that. Master always combines cunt's orgasms with pain (and of course a filled cunt), using the orgasms to condition cunt further into a pain slave. A sore and somewhat burning ass reminded cunt of the session on the punishment bench yesterday. The soreness was a horny and submissive feeling, a ...

Last night's session with THE IMPALER had given cunt a horny but sensitive cunt and as a result, the plug could be felt well today and was horny in its cunt. This evening, cunt was given a choice between sitting on its punishment bench, or a session with THE IMPALER. It chose the punishment bench. And so Master had cunt apply clover clamps to its teats and had it sit down in one go on the plug of the bench. Feeling the spikes very painfully dig into its flesh. The start of its suffering, hoping but not knowing whether perhaps it would be made to cum. Master told cunt to edge slowly, and as it felt the pain of the spikes and strong horny sensations in its cunt, caused by the plug on which it was impaled, its cock did not need much stimulation to keep it near orgasm. Master asked whether cunt would be able to cum without edging, but that didn't seem very likely. To which Master replied that that was too bad for cunt...and so cunt continued to edge and suffer, feeling surrendere...

This evening's weekly session on THE IMPALER was horny and exhausting and left cunt with a horny sensitive cunt, which is now re-plugged with its standard plug for the night. Master had cunt on THE IMPALER for about an hour and 15 minutes, most of it spent edging with the black clamps on its teats. Alternating between sitting balls-deep impaled on it, slow riding, and fucking itself at the same speed as edging. Taking THE IMPALER balls deep in combination with the edging caused the deep pressure pain to become very horny, and not much stimulation to its cock was necessary to keep cunt on the edge of orgasm. Riding and fucking itself balls deep each time was very horny, made it feel whorish, and caused a frustrating desire to cum hard. Cunt tried to focus on the sensations in its cunt, especially when edging at the same speed it tried to feel the horniness buildup to orgasm as coming more from the fucking than from the edging. Strengthening the horniness of those sensations in i...

For cunt it is horny to notice how its training is slowly shaping it to Master's wishes. Its cunt able to take THE IMPALER deeper and with more ease, for instance, and a growing horny pleasure from riding on it and raping itself with it, and from how plugs feel in its cunt. With the feeling of the standard plug in its cunt last night and today, cunt is thinking back to yesterday's frustrated riding on its bigger brother, the GK 85. For cunt it is a horny submissive feeling to know that its cunt is placed in the center of its sexual experience and that at some point the slave cock will become irrelevant, and locked away, perhaps still throbbing and aching in frustrated desire, but taken out of the equation, and edging and cumming in that way no longer something to hope for, something given up in submission to its Master. It would be interesting to Master if cunt can be trained to a point where with enough horny frustration and effort it can cum just from stimulation of its cun...