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Frustrating edging session

Cunt is feeling frustrated after this evening's edging session. Horny and with blue balls from the stimulation. And after a session with horny frustrated riding on the GK 85 plug in its cunt, Master told it to swap it for its standard plug after the sesssion so it is now feeling the horny stimulation of the plug as well with, which it will soon go to bed. Master may have cunt spend some time on the punishment bench this week, and He may give it an opportunity to cum. Of course it does not know whether that will happen, or even how long it will be suffering on the punishment bench...but the thought, the desire, and the desire to cum hard while the spikes are digging in its ass are now in its mind. Riding on the GK 85 plug made its cunt super horny, and not much cock stimulation was needed to keep cunt near orgasm as it edged very slowly and swung the weights of the black clamps and on its balls. Feeling the inevitable painful scrubbing of the coconut mat as well, as it was ridin...

Frustrated and torture thoughts

This evening cunt was sitting on the couch with a stiff cock, horny with a cock moist with precum, and frustrated, yearning for the humiliation and the suffering for its Master, something that has taken a central place in its life and that will continue again next week. Master assured cunt that He will continue to train cunt's cunt and that makes its cunt glow hornily... By impaling itself deep enough on THE IMPALER last week, cunt has avoided a week of suffering on the punishment bench, but Master assured it that this torture device will never be far away and said He may also use it in a preventive manner to keep cunt focused. Of course Master can put cunt on the punishment bench whenever He chooses and for whatever reason He may have. The remark has made cunt horny, thinking about being made to sit on the punishment bench...the cruel torture and humiliation of it...in pain from the spikes digging in while being penetrated by the plug in the middle and feeling the horny intima...

Saturday

Today cunt has been feeling horny, somewhat frustrated with a mild case of blue balls. It has also been feeling its cunt which is still somewhat sensitive inside from last week's abuse, which was causing a kind of violated feeling. But mainly cunt was in a pleasant submissive mood today, feeling happy to be a cunt for this purpose, Master's cunt, and grateful to have been used like it has been. And looking forward to suffering again next week, surrendering its body for the pleasures of its Master. The sensitivity in its cunt today was not only a horny reminder of the fucking and impalement of last week, but also fueled its desires for more use, and its cock got hard quite a few times thinking about that, imagining that. Feeling the awareness that that is what its cunt is for, the awareness that its cunt is owned and that it is to spread it open and present it for use whenever desired by Master and other superior men, makes it super horny.

Friday

Master was reasonably satisfied with cunt's impalement results at this moment. Cunt knows He wants it to be able to fully sit on THE IMPALER without restriction, and that it will receive more training to achieve that. And that it will not be "done" but Master will move to a fatter and longer one for further training. Cunt feels tired from the week but also very horny. Last night in bed it was frustrated with a painfully constrained and sensitive cock, it was the kind of horniness where it felt it had to be careful how to move under the blankets because the brushing of the blankets could bring it to orgasm. This morning it woke up with blue balls and its cunt glowing hornily, aching for more use. But it is also glad to have a few days to rest first. Cunt was feeling submissive today, thinking back to the intense week and how Master pushed to achieve the results He wanted, meaning quite a bit of suffering for cunt. And licking THE IMPALER clean each time, the humiliatin...

Last chance...

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This evening was the last chance for cunt to take THE IMPALER all the way... The pressure was on, cunt felt nervous of course. If it didn't manage to do so it would face a week of sitting on the punishment bench. And Master told cunt that this would not be the end of it, the week would be followed by another week of forceful stretching, and another week of punishment, etcetera, until its cunt is totally surrendered to THE IMPALER. It felt the humiliation too, of being forced to suffer evening after evening with a total focus on its cunt, struggling to achieve this goal. Placed in that position by Master for His enjoyment. Once again Master had cunt impale itself on this big black dildo. Cunt was able to sit more or less, its ass on the mat but not yet without a little support from its legs or pressing itself up with its hands a bit...again, stretched a little further than yesterday. But not yet enough for what Master requires... Master then had cunt edge at a firm speed and r...

Another rape and impalement session with THE IMPALER

Cunt was suffering in bed last night with a horny cunt and its cock hard and painful from the constriction of the cock ring. Today cunt could feel the effects of yesterday's impalement. Cunt was horny and nervous for the session this evening, yesterday's suffering fresh in mind and expecting it would be facing a similarly intense session again. Nevertheless it of course presented itself again with its cunt greased up and available for use by its Master. Master had cunt put THE IMPALER on its chair, black clamps on its teats, and had it slowly go down on it until it was balls deep inside. Feeling the intensity of the painful deep penetration of THE IMPALER as it kept the pressure on, to take THE IMPALER as deep as it would go. Master had cunt alternate between impalement sessions and sessions of riding THE IMPALER, slowly and at higher speed, while feeling the balls hit its cunt every time. That was intense, cunt felt THE IMPALER ram deep into its horny and sensitive cunt ...

Impalement

A blue balls feeling today and a horny cunt that clearly felt used. Realizing that yesterday was just one of several sessions with THE IMPALER this week... This evening the focus was fully on depth and impalement. Master had cunt sit on the floor on THE IMPALER with its legs spread wide before it, full weight on the dildo. Unfortunately it was not yet able to do this without leaning backwards and sideways to relieve a little bit of the pressure while making sure its weight pressed down on THE IMPALER as much as was possible, training the depth stretch. A heavy session for cunt where it suffered and struggled, feeling the pain and intensity of the deep pressure as it was edging with the black clamps on its teats and THE IMPALER balls deep inside. It was in an impalement position for about an hour, the last bit cunt was standing with THE IMPALER on its chair again. Able to touch the mat with its ass now, but not yet able to really put its weight down... After the session, cunt ...

Intense session on THE IMPALER to start off the week

The week started well with a firm session in which cunt was placed on THE IMPALER. Cunt had a horny submissive feeling. Sitting on its mat with a greased up horny cunt. Stimulating its teats to get horny for its Master. Swinging the weights on its balls, feeling the frustration of the stimulation to its teats that were super horny. Pleasuring the cock head of THE IMPALER with its mouth further put it in a submissive state. Slowly moving the cock head of THE IMPALER in its cunt was a very horny feeling. Feeling slutty, feeling the desire to be fucked. Master warmed up the cunt by having THE IMPALER enter it in various depths, the use of its cunt controlled by its Master as cunt was anticipating that inevitable moment of being told to go balls deep in one go... Master wanted cunt to force its body as deep as possible on THE IMPALER. It was feeling the horny pain of the deep impalement. A feeling that became super horny and very intense when cunt started edging with clover clamps on...

Sunday

Reciting its mantra each morning makes that cunt is focused on being a horny cunt existing to surrender it for the use of Master, and others. A whorish cunt too; cunt was thinking back to the times it was fucked, the horny desire and humiliation of knowing it was being loaned out and then used like a whore, as a piece of fuck meat. Cunt gets horny with a horny feeling in its cunt thinking back to those moments. Cunt is looking forward to a challenging week. Having to wait and see in what ways Master will be using THE IMPALER to dominate this cunt. Horny and somewhat nervous about its ability to take THE IMPALER all the way. After a couple of training sessions it is able to take it balls deep, to feel the balls firmly press against its ass; it has slowly been penetrating its cunt deeper. But it needs to go a little further before it can really sit down on the mat, impaled with THE IMPALER filling it up completely. Cunt was thinking about the struggle it will experience to comply with ...

Depth training with THE IMPALER

Cunt was informed that THE IMPALER will have a central role in cunt's existence next week, and that if cunt isn't able to fully sit down on it by the end of the week, that it will be followed by a week of sessions sitting on its punishment bench... Cunt was feeling so horny today with again a very horny feeling and desire in its cunt, which was frustrating. The horniness is a horny nervous tension, a combination of nervousness/fear and horniness. Knowing Master's requirement it is thinking that its cunt might be heading for an intense week. The prospect of having to suffer on the punishment bench for several days if it does not manage to take THE IMPALER deep enough, is one that cunt fears but that reality is also causing horniness, and even a kind of longing for that pain and the humiliation of having to suffer in that way. But nevertheless cunt certainly fears it enough that it will do what it can to avoid it. Cunt presents its cunt for use and surrenders it to Mast...

Afterglow

Cunt has been feeling its cunt all day today, a horny desire in the afterglow of yesterday's rape session on THE IMPALER. A humiliating session, drenched in piss as an extra reminder of its low status. Even after showering today cunt had the feeling the smell was lingering and noticeable at times. And then cleaning it afterwards, putting THE IMPALER on the floor and getting on all fours to lick it clean in disgust and worship. And then off to bed still horny and with sore teats and a horny cunt. The horniness in its cunt today caused a submissive feeling, that horny feeling is pleasurable but also a reminder of what the purpose of its cunt is. Master was disappointed that THE IMPALER still doesn't go all the way in so that it can really sit down on it, something He plans to work on next week...

Session with THE IMPALER, drenched in piss

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Cunt had its weekly session on THE IMPALER this evening. But before that started, Master had cunt take a piss shower with the piss that it has been collecting for the past few days. A bucket full of stinking piss that cunt poured over its head and washed itself with. Shivering from the dirtiness and degradation of drenching itself in days old piss. Dripping wet from the shower, Master told it to let it dry and start playing with its teats. It was humiliating to do this, and it was humiliating to then have to start playing with itself to make itself horny. Working on getting its cock to start leaking for its Master, and feeling the horniness go through its body while being surrounded by that piss smell and having it drip down over its body. Being nothing more than a dirty cunt, entertaining its Master. The black teethed clamps went on cunt's teats and then Master had it slowly get balls deep on THE IMPALER while slowly edging. Feeling it slide in deep and knowing its cunt wou...

Edging to cum swallowing videos

Cunt was wearing the GK 85 plug in its cunt and the black clamps for an edging session this evening. Its teats were very sensitive and horny, so they were enjoying the pain of the clamps as their weights were swinging. Riding on the plug and on the mat while edging slowly. Thinking about the piss bucket that is starting to fill up and stink and smell, for what Master has in mind for this cunt... As it was riding on its plug while edging, cunt was enjoying and frustrating itself, increasing the pressure in its balls with the edging. Master told it to think about THE IMPALER in its cunt and a dildo in its throat, and about cocks, pissing and cumming. Master made cunt look for videos of slaves that are getting their mouths loaded with cum. Cunt found this one horny, a slave dressed in a humiliating whore shirt, begging for its Master's cock and load. And this one , nothing more than a hole to fill with piss and cum.

Piss bucket...

Cunt woke up horny with a straining slave cock and horny sensitive teats. It got face down, ass up, to recite its daily cunt mantra. And investigated the state of Master's slave cunt using its fingers; supple and horny but not yet ready to be re-plugged. Certainly something that feels missing for cunt. On Master's orders, cunt now has a bucket next to the toilet in which it collects its piss when it is at home. As it worked at home today the bucket has already been filling quite a bit. Cunt is horny and thrilled with the order. It is obviously humiliating to do, the smell of piss in the toilet, the nervous feeling of not knowing what will happen with the piss and when, whether it is going to be part of its punishment or used for other purposes, it will have to wait and see. Master intends to bring cunt to a point where it will crave being a stinking animal, whether that means being spat on, covered in cum or dripping with piss...and cunt feels the horny nervous excitement o...

Edging to piss videos

Cunt started the day with its mantra again. Feeling the horniness and humilation of reducing itself to nothing but a cunt, and speaking those words out loud, feeling its place and Master's ownership of this cunt, is a good start of the day. Again with its naked ass up, to focus on the feeling of presenting its cunt. Master commented that He could also let cunt record its mantra to listen to with headphones during the day. It made cunt horny to imagine the humilation of being brainwashed by those objectifying words... After a day without its plug, cunt was happy and horny to feel the GK 85 spreading its cunt open during its session this evening. Master had it edge to videos of slaves being pissed under or forced to drink piss. He considers it the next stop for cunt's training. Cunt is looking forward to its further degradation and also to a next step in how it can be used. Some videos of slaves being used in this way that were inspiring to cunt: [1]   [2]   [3]   [4] ....

Preparing for the week

Locking the cold steel chain back around cunt's neck this evening formed a transition to the coming week in which it will be serving its Master again. After the lock clicked shut, the suction cups went on its teats for a few hours. They have made them large, burning and horny. Ready for another week of torture. Unfortunately cunt has to be without its plug for a little while due to an issue which required removal. Cunt always finds it difficult when that needs to happen. And the strange empty feeling in its cunt has made it clear how much its cunt is already used to being plugged. Longing for that filled feeling again. Cunt recited its new mantra for the first time this morning while on all fours, with its legs spread and ass up, its plugged cunt on display. That way it could feel the truth of the words extra good, feeling like it was presenting and offering its cunt to its Master. And feeling horny with a whorish desire for use.

Mantra

Cunt's mandatory daily blog posts are sent to Master for approval the evening before they are posted. In the morning cunt will usually receive His approval and with this approval, Master always adds a small comment. They are valuable to cunt, feeling like little gifts, and each morning cunt reads these comments as the first thing it does before it starts the day. Starting each day in a submissive mind set, and finishing it likewise by writing its daily blog post. Master has now also given cunt a mantra to start each day in the right mind set. It is a set of phrases that further reinforces cunt's status. Affirmations of being just a horny, whorish, plugged cunt that Master owns. Spreading open its cunt for Him, offering it for His use, a total cunt in all aspects. Phrases that made it horny from the humiliation and the desire, phrases that already went through cunt's mind today as it felt the plug fill its cunt and stimulate its horniness. It is grateful for the mantra and...

Afterglow

Today cunt was certainly reminded of yesterday's session with THE IMPALER. A sensitive cunt that made the plug a bit uncomfortable last night and today also, and sore teats from the double clamps with weights. Teats that were nevertheless trained further this morning with the suction cups, making them burn. Thinking back to the orgasmic pleasure rushing through its body yesterday while riding THE IMPALER, its cunt spasming on the dildo and making it feel super horny. Knowing it will again be a while before cunt may be made to cum again, and that it will have quite some frustration and suffering to undergo before that may happen. Currently cunt is horny again and feels the horniness of the plug in its cunt and how it causes tingling horny teats. Master liked the sight of the double set of clamps on cunt's teats and might be adding more weights next time...

THE IMPALER and made to cum

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It was time for THE IMPALER this evening. Master made cunt take THE IMPALER halfway while playing with its teats, and then all the way in, in one go, and it was told to start edging. Master asked if its teats were missing the clamps and when cunt said they did, He told it to apply both the black clamps and the clover clamps. Which was intense, to have half a kg of weight pulling painfully on its teats. Master told it to start swinging them and fuck itself on THE IMPALER and edge at the same speed. If it wanted to edge faster it would have to fuck itself faster. But the stimulation was such that it could not fuck/edge too fast or it would cum. A period of impalement, sitting on THE IMPALER balls deep while eding slowly. The horny pain of the deep penetration. And then Master informed cunt it would be cumming, after a slow count down during which it was to edge very slowly and ride THE IMPALER slowly while swinging the weights. Focusing mostly on the sensations in its cunt and t...

Some more outdoor thoughts

Cunt was not in a good state to be used this evening and Master told it to take an evening of rest instead. Otherwise it would perhaps have had its cunt raped with THE IMPALER, something that it can expect at least once a week. These cunt rape / impalement sessions are intense, but right now thinking about it makes that its cunt feels a horny yearning, relaxing and feeling the horny presence of the plug. The plug that it wears 24/7 now and is becoming second nature. Yesterday cunt got horny from some of the outdoor videos that it watched. Perhaps some day it will be made to offer itself to anonymous men like the slave in this video , who by its attire and position made it very clear to passersby that it is a slave looking to be used. A very humiliating and vulnerable feeling. Picturing itself in the slave's position is certainly an exciting and also a scary thought. In its search it also found this video of a slave being cleaned with a water jet in a humiliating way. Especiall...

Edging to outdoor use videos

After another night and day of being plugged, cunt presented itself for a session with its Master. Sitting naked on its mat with the big GK 85 plug in its cunt. Master had cunt stimulate its horniness, teat play and edging with clover clamps on its teats, increasing the pressure in its balls. Slowly edging while swinging the weights on its clamps and balls. Master reminding it of its upcoming weekly session on THE IMPALER, and the punishment that it still needs to endure. Yesterday cunt posted this video of a slut going for a naked bike tour while sitting on a dildo. At the end of the video the slave eagerly licks the dildo which has been in his cunt. Master commented that this is as it should be for a slave and expects this also from cunt. Master made cunt look for videos of slaves being used outdoors, preferably by multiple horny guys. A few that it found horny were: This slave  offering himself for use by multiple men.  This slave sucking multiple cocks and drin...

Teat play

A train ride this morning was a reminder of cunt's plugged status. The rocking of the train translated into movements of the plug in its cunt so it got a subtle fucking on its way to work. Master gave cunt a restful evening and allowed it to play with its teats. The weather is still very hot and it was horny and sweating from the stimulation. Playing with its teats felt super horny and made cunt's cock leak and its cunt relax, feeling the horniness of the plug as the horny waves went through its body. Watching a video of this slut  exposing himself outdoors on a parking lot for the pleasure of a dominant, and then being used by him in different ways. Cock sucking, getting fucked in both fuck holes, rimming...fully focused on providing horny pleasure. And this same slut fucking himself on a horny bike ride .

Outdoor fantasies

A slut walking around naked with ball weights and  working himself with a dildo . A slave naked in the forest, anally used , and whipped and used for cock sucking . Some horny outdoor videos to watch for cunt with this hot weather, as it feels the plug in its cunt, feeling horny, fantasizing about being out there in the woods like that. The horniness making its teats tingle in horny desire for some stimulation. Its cunt has been feeling relaxed and open, accepting the presence of the plug. Making it think about how its cunt should be open, receptive, not allowed to be private area for a slave and not allowed to resist whatever Master or others choose to fill it with or use it for. Plugged 24/7 and getting ready for another week of use by its Master. Its horniness further stimulated, its cunt further dilated and its teats hurt. And punishment, suffering with the extra humiliation of a sign around its neck describing what it is, a stupid dirty cunt...

Plugged saturday

Cunt woke up plugged realizing that its life now consists of having the plug in its cunt 24/7. Cunt was not feeling as horny today, but of course that did not change the fact that its cunt remained plugged because Master requires it. And the plug reminded it of this fact all day. Cunt had to do some bike riding which also pressed the plug deeper in its cunt, forced to ride on the plug as it was cycling. Realizing that it will always have that experience whenever it goes for a bike ride. It is things like that that make it realize that being permanently plugged is quite something. Cunt's balls are a bit sore from the weights, the balls swinging and hanging extra low and heavy with some very warm weather today. And again the bike ride was a challenge, having to endure its balls getting squeezed and massaged between the saddle and its legs. Right now cunt gets horny from the plug and it is making its cock stiff and its teats tingle in a horny and frustrating way. Thinking about ho...

Cunt thoughts

With a stiff cock from the plug and its invasive feeling, cunt is getting ready to go to bed, thinking about the reality of permanent plugging, the plug constantly stimulating its cunt whether it feels like it or not, because it is not in control of that decision. Slowly growing accustomed to that feeling, and as Master wants, needing it, being trained to feel incomplete whenever its cunt is not filled. The feeling of the plug in its cunt makes it think back to the rape session with THE IMPALER this week, another way to surrender its cunt to Master's will, having it trained to take THE IMPALER with ease so it is ready for the next challenge, constantly stretched open further. And not long before it is able to sit down on its mat with THE IMPALER inserted. The slave life of a cunt. Still feeling some soreness when sitting down, from the punishment on Monday followed by a few refreshments of the pain on the mat. Like riding firmly on the plug and mat yesterday evening while it wa...

Sleazy session

Cunt was horny and a bit tired, and also because of the hot weather, Master chose a more sleazy session for it. Teat play and edging with clover clamps on its teats, while filled with the GK 85 plug. Licking up its precum. Sitting there like a horny slut, with its legs spread and swinging its balls, which were hanging low and heavy in this temperature. Imagining that it is showing itself in this way, being a slut for its Master, or on a sex party showing itself this way. Having orders to do so, but not per se apparent to others, who just see a horny slut letting itself go, showing its uninhibited horniness and arousing and inviting other men to use it. Cunt was told to ride firmly on the plug and on the mat, feeling the pain in its ass combined with the frustrating horniness in its cunt as it continued edging, and was told to watch videos of slaves taking big dildos in their cunts. One that got it horny was this one , a slut taking a large dildo outdoors in various positions. Which M...

Cunt raping on THE IMPALER

Cunt is feeling quite exhausted from a rape session with THE IMPALER. Master told it to present itself with a horny and greased up cunt so it knew it was that time again. Feeling horny and submissive from the knowledge that its life now consists of at least one session of cunt rape with THE IMPALER each week. Master had it pleasure THE IMPALER with its mouth and it got a stiff cock from the act, feeling how it is in status below this object of dominance, thinking about how it is soon going to wreck its cunt, and wanting to provide pleasure to it, licking it in horny submission. After the black teethed clamps were applied to its teats, Master had it place THE IMPALER on its chair and cunt was to stand above it, feeling its cunt pressed against its cock head. The horny desire it felt for the invasion confirming that its cunt is really a cunt, needing to get fucked. Master had cunt fuck THE IMPALER while edging, first slow and then on a faster pace. He had it sit balls de...

Another mistake, edging to needle play, and start of permanent plugging...

Cunt crawled into bed in horny frustration with sore buttocks from its punishment yesterday. Feeling submissive and humiliated. This morning when it woke up it found out that it had made another stupid mistake. It misread and put the wrong plug in its cunt after its punishment session. Master had ordered the normal plug and not the GK 85 plug. So that means more punishment, and this stupid cunt will have to wait what that will be. To add to its humiliation, cunt is ordered to create a sign that reads "STUPID DIRTY CUNT" to hang around its neck when it is sitting on its punishment bench. The mat was extra painful to cunt's ass, which pleased Master, and He ordered it to stimulate its teats to get a leaking cock. Very soon it was super horny and frustrated while it was feeling the pain of the mat. Master made it edge with the black clamps, swing its balls and teat clamps, and rub its ass well on the mat. Painful but horny especially when near orgasm and the pain in its ...

Punished

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Cunt received punishment this evening for its stupidity last Thursday, and for SIR's comments on its sub par surrender of its throat to SIR's cock. Master placed it on its punishment bench , gagged and with clover clamps on its teats. First squatting above the plug for a few minutes, then sitting down in one go, feeling the plug enter its cunt and the strong pain of the spikes digging into its flesh. It was to sit with legs spread wide -- which is also enforced by the diagonal screws sticking out of the punishment bench between its legs -- and with its hands behind its back. And was told to think about its stupidity and about how it is a long way away from being the cock sucking slut Master has in mind... Cunt was told it was to spend at least an hour on the bench, but Master did not set an explicit duration so it had to wait and see in nervous suffering. Feeling the strong pain, the contrast with the horniness of the plug on which it was impaled, and feeling humiliated by ...

24/7 plugging thougths

After a weekend of rest, cunt is getting ready for an intense week. For one it has its punishment to endure, suffering on its punishment bench...which causes nervousness and also horniness, the humiliation that with the simple act of having cunt sit down on this torture device, impaled on the plug, Master can place cunt in severe pain for a duration of His choosing, as a consequence for its stupidity. And Master will use its cunt for at least one session with THE IMPALER. Then there's the deep throat training based on the evaluation of the session at SIR's. And Master wants to see if cunt's cunt is ready for permanent wearing of the plug... That is something that gives cunt a deeply horny and submissive feeling. It is also something that has been on its mind the past days, knowing that Master wants cunt permanently plugged and that the GK 65 was purchased to make that possible. It's been almost two weeks of daily wear now with almost no issues. The comfort makes the...

Plug submission and review of loanout

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