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Thoughts of hard use

The horniness was coursing through the pig's body today. Straining erections in the morning putting pressure on the ball weights and thus on its balls. The horniness made that it was feeling slutty, rubbing its body, recurring desires to pull down its pants, rub its ass, present its cunt for use as it were. Needing it filled. It got horny searching online for some additional options for a fat dildo for its Master to use. Getting horny from discarding dildos that were nog long enough, not fat enough. Feeling the desire and the humiliation of knowing why they need to be long and fat. And it got horny watching some videos of guys taking similarly big dildos (like  this one ). After effects of its training of last week, echoing in its body. Horny teats. Feeling the weights on its balls. Needing that feeling of them being weighed down, heavy filled balls. Thoughts of hard use as the pig is already longing for its training. Wanting to be horny and suffer for its Master, wanting to...

Friday

The pig feels horny and submissive thinking back to yesterday's session. Gagged and horny on the mat. Sitting on the mat, feeling the pain in its ass, has become the default way for the pig to present itself as it feels that Master expects it of the pig or at the very least encourages it. For the pig it is an extra way to humiliate itself, "voluntarily" putting itself in discomfort/pain when it is serving its Master in a way that it knows pleases Him. And today it felt the after effects of the training, slight soreness and horny tingles in its ass, and somewhat of a blue balls feeling. All worked up after four evenings of training and horny stimulation as it moves into the weekend, horny and frustrated, longing for use but having to wait. A horny pig, feeling its heavy balls swing as it was walking outside with its legs slightly spread. Training its teats with the suction cups for a few hours, making them horny and sensitive. Feeling horny and getting a stiff cock think...

More balls training and a frustrated pig

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Another day, another training session for the pig in which its already nagging horniness was further increased and its balls were given a good work out. The pig was feeling horny and submissive from sitting on its coconut mat with a ball gag in its snout. Impaled on the Titan plug, it was playing with its teats to get its cock to leak precum for its Master which it could then smear on its head. Its teats were horny and sensitive and also its cunt was getting very horny from the plug. Master attached the 1.5kg weight to the pig balls like yesterday, rope pulled tight. Black clamps on its teats and it was time to start edging. The pig was given exercises to train the balls with the weight. Standing upright with legs spread and chest forward, keeping the the ball weight and clamps in motion. Walking around with legs spread. Feeling everything swing and cause horny pain to the balls and teats while keeping itself near orgasm. A beast surrendering to all these sensations.  ...

Balls training, horny beast

The pig felt the frustration of the horniness today, horny sensitive teats and a horny cunt from the plug yesterday. This evening the horniness was further stimulated by teat play and edging with the clover clamps. Told to edge slowly but firmly, a kind of cock massage to aid in the flow of horniness in its body. The clamps were feeling especially horny, directly stimulating the nerve bundles of its teats with horny pain. The pain of the mat and the horniness of the Titan plug pressing in its cunt further feeding its horniness. The slave balls were still somewhat sensitive from yesterday's workout and today they received more training, with the 1.5kg weight bag attached to its balls while resting on the floor with the rope under tension. The pig was made to stand up with its ass stuck backwards and legs spread, the weight a little bit off the floor, and then bringing it in motion. Training for the balls and a submissive position of presenting its ass in this way. The pig wa...

Workout with plug and weights, edging to dildo play

The pig was plugged today and the feeling of the plug against its prostate in combination with its sensitive ass from the mat made that it was horny at work. The horniness causing its teats to tingle. It was having kickboxing and fitness training in the evening, which was again a challenge for its cunt and balls because it remained plugged and the weights stayed on its balls. Next to the discomfort of the heavy weights on its balls while doing kicks and jumps there is the humiliation of the bouncy bulge that the weights create in its sweat pants, which it is feeling conscious about as it was doing its exercises in a group setting. Not an enjoyable experience but as a slave it does not have a choice in the matter. But in terms of the ache of its balls it was already going a bit better than last time, which was the day after the extra weight was added to its slave outfit. This evening the pig was tasked to teat play while edging, and was told to watch videos of slaves taking large di...

Booked for SIR, cock sucking training

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Master had the pig sitting on the Titan dildo and stimulating its teats to get its horniness up at the beginning of its training this evening. Losing itself in the horny stimulation, horniness for the pleasure of its Master. And of course the pig was sitting on its mat, feeling the fibres sting into its ass during the session. Master booked the pig for SIR to use in a couple of weeks. It looks forward to the use and to sucking and pleasuring his cock which he will want. And so Master had it train on cock sucking this evening. Pleasuring the cock head of its dildo and taking it deep in its throat. It was imagining that it was sucking SIR's cock, trying to provide optimal pleasure like a good whore. All the while keeping itself on the edge, grinding its ass on the mat to feel the pain in its ass, feel the black clamps swing on its teats and feel the Titan move in its cunt which got its cunt really horny. The selection process of a new dildo for the training of its cunt is still i...

Remote controlled gimp

The pig came home after a weekend away and put the suction cups on its teats. Master wants it to have large teats and low hanging balls and look like a real slave pig. And so it is training both. It has been feeling the weights pulling on its balls and stimulating them all day and last night in bed its nightly erections put quite a lot of pressure on them. The horniness is getting frustrating again and making it feel like a controlled horny pig. As an addition to the body bag bondage Master mentioned the use of a remote controlled vibrating butt plug and remote controlled electro on the pig's cock and balls so He can stimulate it at His leisure as the object can do nothing but wait in the dark, and helplessly undergo any stimulation that may be given. Totally in the hands of its Master, horny, and frustrated, both from the stimulation at times and from the lack thereof at other times. Maybe further sensory deprived with headphones playing white noise, or a voice playing in a loop...

Bondage bag, prisoner, gimp

The pig is getting more horny and today especially its teats have been itching and tingling in a horny but frustrating way. A horny cunt that is looking forward to being filled again. The frustration accompanied by the familiar slavelike powerlessness of feeling the horniness increase and not being in control to satisfy its desires. Lately the slave has been watching some more videos of the Iron Lockup series (samples can be found here ), which feature slaves in a prison environment, being inspected and used by the guards in various ways or simply locked up for extensive periods of time. The slow pacing and CCTV style recording add a sense of reality to them that makes it fascinating to watch for this slave. It also features some videos of prisoners being put in bondage/sleeping bags like this one where the prisoner is pissed on and then the bag is closed around him, trapping it inside with the piss. It watched it not long before its loan out, not knowing it would be experiencing be...
As the horniness is climbing again the pig feels its ongoing slavery. On a day where it had to do quite a bit of manual work, it felt its sensitive teats rub against its clothes and the weights on its balls putting pressure on them and making them a bit sore at the end of the day. But not as intense as last weekend and the slave balls seem to be getting "used" to the extra weight. Slavelike afterthoughts of its face being used as a fuck hole for pleasuring MemasterU's cock and then forcefully re-gagged. And how it was made to endure the tortures and the pain in its teats. Its ass still a bit sensitive today, a souvenir of the whipping, and its teats are tingling with a certain horny craving for the pain. And it is thinking of the confinement of the bondage bag, thinking of having to lie there powerlessly for an extensive period of time, feeling the squeeze of the bondage, with no control over how long. Just a bondage object, no choice but to just be and to feel.

After effects

Today the slave woke up with MemasterU's and its own cum dried up on its head. A reminder of an orgasm in pain, always a privilege for the slave and something to be thankful for. The plug had to be removed at night but its cunt felt a horny afterglow today of having been plugged and used. The feeling makes it think back to the sight and the feeling of the large dildo that was inserted into its cunt, and how its ass might soon be stretched further by training of its Master. The slave felt the effects of yesterday's use, a still sensitive ass that could be felt when sitting down and sore sensitive teats. A soreness that is deeply associated with horniness and makes them yearn for more. Soon the pig's training will continue and it will have to work on the pressure build up in its balls again.

Used by MemasterU: some new experiences

This evening the slave was loaned out to MemasterU for use. It presented itself naked and plugged with the black clamps on its teats and MemasterU welcomed it by putting a slave collar around its neck. It was soon on all fours licking his boots while MemasterU gave its ass a warm up with the crop and played with the plug in its cunt. The slave was used as a cock sucker and was fucked while bound on all fours on his bondage bench. MemasterU had a chain attached to the balls of the slave that he could use to "guide" it in doing its work, and on the bondage bench he attached the chain between the teat clamps to the front of the bench. Its ass was flogged and paddled. Its teats were given some good torture, the chain between its clamps being pulled, the intense pain of the claw clamps that were put on at some point, and they were hit with the riding crop, twisted and handled with a rough glove. After the rough treatment its teats were super sensitive and when MemasterU bound it...

One day before loanout

One day before the slave is to present itself for use by MemasterU. Master told it to prepare to be heavily used. Wearing its plug in its cunt, it is to strip naked upon arrival and then wait and find out what will be expected of it and how it will be used. With a stiff cock it is thinking about how it will be nervously undressing in MemasterU's hallway, so that he has it naked and useable like a horny play toy to do with as he wants. And still feeling the effects of the mat in its ass, it is thinking of the whippings its ass may get tomorrow. The pig had no training this evening because it had to work late, but the afterglow of the mat, a sensitive ass appropriate for a slave, is reminding it how it is also there to be tortured for the enjoyment of its superiors. Something that it is probably also going to be feeling tomorrow.

Fisting inspiration

Master had the slave gagged and with the Titan plug in its cunt as it sat naked on its mat to serve Him. The pig played with its teats as it was surrendering to the horny feelings. Master wanted it horny and it is always enjoyable to feel how important that is and how it is required to be horny for Him. No choice but to pig out and give in to the horniness. Feeling submissive with the gag between its jaws and relaxing its ass muscles in surrender to the torture of the mat and the impalement of the Titan. Ordered to swing its balls and feel the horny pull of the weights. Edging with the black clamps on its teats. In the vein of its cunt stretching training Master had it watch videos of slaves being fisted. Master intends to train the slave so that at some point it can take a fist as well. It felt the horniness in its own cunt while looking at these videos. Like this slave whose ass was obviously tortured before his Master let him feel who owns his cunt, and this slave being traine...

Submissive feelings and appreciation of blue balls

Master is assessing the suggestions for large plugs and dildos that the pig had to present Him for further stretching of its cunt, and He is also looking around for other objects to train the slave cunt with. For this slave a humiliation that its cunt is being thought of in that way, the target of Master's plans and considerations, causing the objectified feeling of being a piece of fuckmeat. At the same time imagining a fat dildo in its cunt is making it horny and that horniness and humiliation makes it feel submissive. A submissive feeling that helps towards its service next Wednesday. Making it think about licking MemasterU's boots to show its submission and feel low, about opening its mouth and sticking its tongue out to eagerly receive his cock, gratefully doing its best to pleasure it, and about its cunt being open and available while being bound with its legs spread, on all fours like an animal. Tomorrow the slave's training will continue and the pressure in its ...

Experiences with the extra ball weight

Being a slave means that Master can have it hang heavy weights on its balls for His pleasure. Reminding it of its status as a beast with low hanging balls that He owns. It can trust that Master will take action if issues / damage arises or if it would affect e.g. its work in a negative way, and similarly He can trust that it would report such issues if they arise, but so far that certainly has not happened. The rest -- the very noticeable heaviness, the bulge in its trousers, the blue balls feeling caused by the constant pull and resting of the weights on its balls, the nightly discomforts from the straining erections -- are for it to deal with. It is what it is a slave for. This slave wrote a few days ago that it was thankful for this reminder of its status and that is still so. Thankful that He exerts His control in this way and does this to the slave. Knowing He enjoys a slave with blue balls makes that the slave can "enjoy" its own blue balls, despite it being frustrati...

Looking for a new training plug

Master wants a next step for training the pig's cunt and has ordered it to provide Him with some options for replacing the Titan plug during its training sessions. It should be longer and wider and present a challenge to its cunt. The pig was browsing online for possibilities, and was horny looking at all kinds of anal invaders while at the same time feeling the standard plug in its cunt. Imagining how they might feel and spread its cunt open wide made it horny and submissive, and having to assess them in terms of whether they were long and fat enough was somewhat humiliating. Knowing that being regularly impaled on a heftier plug or dildo would be for its Master's pleasure, just like the training and stretching, regardless of how good or uncomfortable it might feel for the slave. Knowing Master owns and controls its cunt as part of His ownership of the slave. And as part of that ownership He can loan out the slave to others for use as He sees fit, something it will be remi...

Getting used to the extra permanent ball weight

The slave was home late and is sitting on the couch before going to bed to write its blog post. Feeling the plug in its cunt where it has been all day, feeling the horniness it is producing and how it is making the slave cock stiff. Horny stimulation it has no choice about, which makes it feel submissive, knowing it is kept plugged and horny for its Master's pleasure. Knowing it will sleep plugged tonight as well, simply because its Master has decided so. Thinking about many days with the plug and how this trains its cunt to get used to wearing it and will feel empty when it is not plugged. And it feels its balls with the extra weight that was added to them at the beginning of this week. The beast is in the process of getting used to it. To the idea that it is permanent and the new normal for the beast. To how it might accelllerate the stretching process. It is feeling the added weight during the day and the increased pressure that puts on its balls. The weights do not have to ha...

Booked for use

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Working out with plug and weights, mat kneeling torture

First day with extra weight on the pig's balls. The heavy weight pulling on its balls made it feel submissive. The pressure it exerts on its balls, a feeling as if they are being squeezed all the time, and the horny sensitive feeling of the pull on the cords suspending its balls. It was nervous because it had a rather heavy physical workout planned this evening and was wondering how that would go with this plug in its cunt and the extra weights on its balls. Because Master does not consider something like this a reason for the slave to remove its attire. Knowing that caused a slavelike surrender. With all the pushups, jumping jacks, burpees, jump squats the slave cunt also got a good workout from clenching on the plug. The ball weights were more intense, the weight making its balls suffer and the exercises causing some painful pinching between the cockring and top ball weight every now and then. It was not comfortable, but all in all it is doable to do a workout like this as a ...

Extra ball weight

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Master decided it was time. This slave is now wearing an extra permanent weight on its balls. The pig knew it was going to happen some day and now that it has become a reality it feels horny about it, a little nervous, and it certainly gives a slavelike feeling to know it has 840 grams of steel weighing down the slave balls day and night from now on. Master also tasked the slave with providing Him some options for replacing the Titan plug during its sessions by something wider and longer, something that will be challenging for its cunt. It is clear that its anal training will be intensified as well. After a day with the plug constantly filling its cunt and producing horniness at work, that is a thrilling prospect. The slave gets horny from the idea of having to submit to a large plug or dildo stretching its cunt open. A receptive cunt for use. Feeling submissive from these developments, the pig suffered on its mat this evening, as it edged slowly to further increase the pressu...

Anal training, and looking forward to a sore ass

The pig is still feeling so horny. Last night and today the pig spent without a plug in its cunt. The afterglow made it very horny and made its cock leak this morning. Feeling "receptive", imagining submissively presenting its ass for use. A frustratingly horny feeling. In that feeling it was thinking about anal training and watched this horny video of a rubberized ass pig again. It could sympathize with the horny frustration that is displayed. The slave had an impalement fantasy of having to kneel semi-upright with the tip of an increasingly widening cone in its cunt, balls tied to its ankles so it cannot get off. Forced to sit on the cone stretching it open further, or exhausting its upper legs by trying to keep the pressure off. A horny slave predicament. The pig is looking forward to its training and longing for a sore ass. It cannot say otherwise. Its ass cheeks tingle hornily in anticipation. Longing for the pain and longing for the after effects at work the next d...

Receptive cunt thoughts

The pig is horny and frustrated, from wearing the plug all day and from horny tingles in its teats, wanting to be stimulated. The scratching of the steel brush on Thursday and substantial time with the suction cups yesterday have certainly activated them. And being so horny makes the slave long for its next opportunity to be used and please with its service, humiliation or suffering. Thinking of last week's suffering and with nervous anticipation looking forward to more. The other day Master suggested He could make the pig perform its edging with a scrubbing glove, horny pleasure with the comfort taken away. To the slave it is horny to be useable for all kinds of cruel ideas. The pig is not yet able to wear its plug in its cunt 24/7, but it is gradually getting better and also more horny to wear. Each day with the plug training the ability of its cunt to surrender to the plug, but also training the horny feelings that it causes. It can be intense at times, causing a very controll...

A slave to torture - afterglow

The pig enjoyed the afterglow of yesterday's torture today and was coming by from a week of pain and horniness training. Plugged as ordered, horny, and frustrated after a week since its balls were last drained. The plug causing waves of horniness. The slave aware of its status and dependence on what its Master chooses for it to feel. The knowledge that its training will continue next week and that it will be facing torture after torture, business as usual in a slave life of suffering for the enjoyment of its Master, its body His to hurt. And that is making the slave cock hard, to be in that position. It was making the sore raw feeling of how its balls were rubbing its trousers today "enjoyable", as a reminder of what Master had it do to itself with the steel brush. This week the mat was introduced and the slave had some first experiences sitting on it. What the slave finds horny about it is the simplicity of the torture, just a simple surface, but effective in causing...

Steel brush treatment of its teats and balls

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The pig was kept horny today by the plug in its cunt and by how its teats felt, sore and tingly naked teats rubbing under its clothes. And of course by the sensitive feeling in its ass from being made to sit on the coconut mat. Feeling horny and slavelike at work. Master gave the slave instructions for further self torture this evening where it was to give its balls and teats a good treatment with its steel brush while edging, and again sitting on its mat with the Titan plug deep in its cunt. Instructions that made the pig horny in anticipation. Pain training for a pain pig in the making. The pig watched videos of tortured slaves as it was torturing itself, edging and keeping its cock leaking and near orgasm. With the steel brush it tapped, pressed and brushed its teats and ball sac. With its ball sac it had to be more careful in order to prevent bleeding; with its teats it could be more rough. The piercing and scraping of the tiny metal pinpricks of the brush was causing very h...

Torture session on the mat

The pig got some good pain training this evening. Naked, with the Titan in its cunt it was sitting on its chair, horny and ready for its training. Master asked how it was sitting. Not on its mat. That was swiftly and firmly corrected in a way that felt a bit like how one can chase a dog off the couch that it is not supposed to be on, and back on the floor where it belongs. It was clear that where this pig belonged was with its naked ass on the painful mat. After this humiliation it did not take much teat play to have a leaking cock for its Master as He requires from it. Further increasing the pressure in its balls, and to this end the pig was told to start edging, with the black clamps biting into its teats. Like yesterday its ass was feeling painful after about 10-15 minutes and Master instructed it to rub its ass on the mat throughout its training. Suffering, but also horny from the pain, thinking about how its ass would be feeling tomorrow, wanting effects, helped with giving ...

Ass afterglow

The slave sat at work today feeling the after effects of the coconut mat on its ass. A sensitive, slightly burning feeling. A feeling that actually became stronger during the day as the time spent sitting increased. Even now, sitting on the couch, it feels the slight soreness and horny tingles, making its cock hard. Being made to sit in pain and discomfort is certainly humiliating, a lowering of its status to where it knows it is a mere slave that can be used for sadistic fun. Feeling the after effects is a reminder of that status. A sore ass as something fitting for a slave to experience and it causes a slavelike feeling that its Master can easily make it suffer this way if that pleases Him. But it is also something to be grateful for, that it can please its Master with its suffering. Yesterday when watching ass torture videos it came across this punishment chair video again. A horny sight to see a pain pig bring his masochistic fantasy to reality in his obvious need for that kin...

Sitting on the coconut mat in horny frustration

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By order of its Master, the slave spent the evening sitting on its coconut mat, working on increasing the pressure in its balls with edging and teat play for a little over two hours. It was the first time on the coconut mat, and it certainly seems to be doing its job. When it was selecting one to buy, the slave was thinking about which thickness to pick, and worrying about whether it would be painful enough to serve its intended purpose. But that worry is now gone. Sitting down felt great, a nice stimulating prickly pain, but 15 minutes into the session the slave's ass was already burning and it was getting a little nervous about the remaining duration and about sessions to come. It seems Master has an effective new easy way to make the slave suffer. If He wants to increase the pain He can make it get up and sit down again. It might be the novelty of the mat but its ass felt stuck to the mat like velcro, which made getting up from it quite painful. It felt very much lik...

Horny desires, thinking of cock sucking and the coconut mat

Waking up this morning with the plug in its cunt and a painfully throbbing slave cock set the scene for a day of horniness. On the couch, its cunt sucking on the plug, the horny glow in its prostate and the slightly painful constriction of the cock ring. Frustratingly aware of the unavoidability of the horny stimulation. And having a bit of that post orgasm nervousness, where the slave can feel its horniness quickly rising but knows it is likely to be far off from its next release. In its horniness this slave was thinking about sucking cock, making it feel submissive. It saw a picture of a slave putting a dildo balls deep in his throat, collar around his neck, saliva drooling down his chin, which made its own slave mouth water. A submissive depiction of course, a struggling slave training to do well. And this pig of course knows that this is also its place. Submissively sucking the cocks of the men it may serve, focused on giving pleasure as its main purpose, providing service while ...

Plugged, horny, controlled

As the pig is writing this blog post, it feels the plug in its cunt making it horny. Having worn it and felt it all day, as has been the case for over a week now. The last couple of days Master has allowed it to take it out during the night, for health reasons. No such decision this evening, and so the slave will be sleeping with the plug in its cunt again as well. Realizing that causes a slavelike horniness and controlled feeling for that to be decided for it. No break from being plugged. The plug is often feeling horny, sometimes annoying or even humiliating in how it feels and moves in its cunt. That does not really matter, ultimately. Master wants it plugged and the only restriction is its physical capabilities, not the slave's feelings about it. But as a slave, it is hoping it will be able to wear the plug 24/7 for a longer period of time. After having woken up with a throbbing cock, the horniness inevitably climbing again, the stimulation of the plug has been further feedin...