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Pain afterglow and getting horny again

A glowing painful ass that the slave could feel all day was a horny reminder of yesterday's sitting on the torture bench. Suffering in pain while Master had it drain its balls. Feeling tortured; no choice but to undergo the pain that its Master wanted it to undergo. The experience now sticking in its mind as something pleasurable and something to want again, even though it knows how it was moaning and sweating from the pain endurance at certain moments, especially right after sitting down. It seems to be its slavelike reality to be needing the suffering and the torture. And so when its Master said that next week during the sessions it will be sitting on the coconut mat that Master had it buy specifically for this purpose, the slave's cock got hard. Looking forward to have to sit on this sturdy and prickly surface to maintain the feeling of a tortured ass on a regular basis. A bit of training with the suction cups on its teats this morning, and also the plug wearing continue...

Time to empty the balls

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Master had decided for the pig to relieve its seed this evening. Nowadays when Master has it empty its balls, it is always while suffering in severe pain, and forcing it to have multiple orgasms in a row. Training the pleasure-pain connection, and also making a release something to look forward to and fear at the same time. And so it meant the torture bench was brought out. First, the pig was on its knees pleasuring the plug like a real cock, getting it wet for its upcoming impalement. Its cock stiff from the horny humiliation, the anticipation, and the feeling of its standard plug that was still in its cunt. Then the black clamps went on its teats and it was told to start edging. When it was nice and horny, Master had it squat over the plug with the tip pressing in its cunt. Always a straining position, already suffering with burning upper legs. And feeling its balls scratch the rough edge of the cut-away (where they can hang) adding to the horniness. And then He told it to s...

Playing with the clamps

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The pig had a horny day of being plugged today. Feeling it all day at work, making its cunt horny, subtle feeling of being fucked when walking, making its cock stiff and its teats tingle from the horniness. This evening Master put the slave to work by itself as He was not available to train it. Sitting on the Titan plug with clover clamps on its teats, and playing with the clamps as it was watching horny video material. It revisited some of the videos of cgnben , very horny use of a play toy in different ways e.g. this one . Edged, fist fucked, a play toy that is blindfolded, gagged and with a humiliating nose hook contributing to the animalistic feeling. Leaving no hole unexplored, fingers even stuck in its ear at some point. And this pig in the mean time working on the pain in its teats. With no edging, it was focusing purely on the stimulation of its cunt and teats for its horniness. Lots of pulling and twisting. Sending strong horny pain signals through its body, making its...

Ball weight training

Yesterday evening the slave went to bed with blue balls from the teat play and edging. A feeling it still had this morning. And this evening Master seemed inspired to treat the slave balls with some ball weight training. It was horny from the Titan in its sensitive cunt and from presenting itself as a pig for its Master again this evening. Master had it produce precum using its teats and then made it edge. Always with clamps on its teats, this time the clover clamps. And he made it attach its 1.5kg bag so that the rope is tight when sitting down. He made the slave do several exercises; standing up slowly with its ass stuck backwards. Standing up in one quick motion, feeling the weight yank on its balls. And having it walk around, the bag swinging and bumping against its legs and and the clamps swinging by the motion. Getting horny from feeling the Titan dildo move in its cunt. Experiencing its pig cunt for what it is, horny, open, invadable. Master will at some point want this slav...

Teat play with plug

The slave felt like a submissive horny pig today, feeling the plug constantly stimulating its cunt. Master is working on the pig's need to have a filled cunt. And it is a thrill to notice that each time the pig is made to wear this plug for a few days, it becomes more comfortable to wear as its cunt gets further trained, and therefore also more horny. A stretched cunt, horny glow, fueling its desires and slutty feelings. However, the pig could not sleep last night due to some tension in its body, and was not fit enough for a heavy session this evening. Master decided to give the pig some space while still requiring it to play with its teats, and edge in a slow manner. The teat play made the plug feel very horny in its cunt, which then relaxes and feels the direct connection between its teats and its prostate. Sitting laid back with its legs spread, seeking out that feeling of losing inhibition, on display as a horny slut. Relaxing its body as much as possible to let the hornine...

Horny and plugged

The beast had the weekend to get some rest and to recharge, and tomorrow it can expect heavy sessions again, its evenings spent training as part of its ongoing duties as Master's slave. Spending them how its Master wants it to spend them which makes it horny, just like the horny stimulation and pain it can expect in the sessions. Further engraining the existence of an always horny pig, longing for sexual use and abuse. The pig could feel its balls today as its ball sac was loose and relaxed, making the ball weight really rest on them, hanging and swinging as it walked. Strengthening the feeling of heavy, filled animal balls. And the plug is still in its cunt. Being forced to be plugged the whole time makes it feel controlled and horny. The plug causes horny stimulation but also acts as an amplifier of the horniness. When the pig gets horny thoughts, the plug makes that stronger by causing a horny glow in its cunt and pelvic area which again feeds into its horny desires, making it...

Shopping humiliation fantasy

The pig was feeling its plug good in its cunt today. Going into the city and walking around while feeling the plug slightly fuck it as it was moving. Its cunt sucking on the plug to keep it comfortable. Bending over, sitting down, all translating into feeling the plug in its cunt. And at home, sitting on the couch, horny waves and a glowing prostate, tingling teats and a desire to play with itself. Feeling like a horny pig. In the city it was horny to be looking for a coconut mat, knowing that it was looking to buy something for its own torture, and feeling excited about that, wondering how it would feel to be made to sit on that with its naked ass. While it was shopping it saw a guy who was looking a bit peculiar. Black tight training suit, with blinking golden letters and patterns on the side, golden ear ring, and short hair, closely cropped at the sides. It was probably his style but it had the fantasy that he was a slave made to go out like that. Its thoughts went to something ...

Plugged, inspirations of iron maiden, used in public

The pig has been wearing its plug in its cunt since the loanout last Wednesday. It is pretty comfortable and causing horny feelings. A horny glow in its cunt, spreading through its body if it lets that happen. A filled feeling, and feeling submissive from the knowledge that its cunt is under Master's control. Thinking about yesterday's sensual relaxed edging makes it horny again. Letting the horny energy build in its body and going with the flow, letting resistance go, feeling just a horny beast. It felt like the sexual equivalent of a hot bath or massage. Decided upon by its Master, provided by its Master, as it is well aware of. As He completely determines His slave's sexuality. And His remark that next week it can expect heavy training sessions again makes it horny in that same way, used and controlled and shaped to His liking. It watched the video of the Iron Maiden device again, getting horny. Loving the sadistic cruelty of it, but now also understanding that desi...

Relaxed edging evening

Yesterday's loanout was still in the pig's mind today, its body remembering the cock sucking, the whipping, feeling its sore teats and it was like it could still smell the piss on itself. It spent the day still plugged and the plug was giving it a horny cunt. This evening Master decided for the pig to spend the evening in a different horny energy, namely relaxing while playing with itself, watching some horny videos and letting its horny thoughts run freely. In this energy it was taking it laid back, easy and slow, with light stimulation to its teats, feeling the horniness of the plug, a horny glow in its cunt. Its body hot and glowing. Master instructed it to edge slowly and it was just letting itself get lost in the pleasure of the horniness. Watching some horny CBT videos like this one and this one . The slave goes to bed in a horny state, still plugged, and looking forward to some recharging for the continuation of its training next week. Perhaps with something new for...

Loanout to MemasterU

The pig prepared for its loan out to MemasterU with the humiliation of washing itself with its collected piss and pouring the bucket in which it collected it over its head, getting itself totally covered and then letting it dry. With the piss smell making it feel like a pig and the plug in its cunt it went on its way. Upon arrival it stripped naked, applied the black clamps and waited in the hallway with its hands behind its back. MemasterU was in a rubber outfit when he came to fetch the slave, putting a leather collar around its neck and then it was to crawl on its knees, following him into the living room to start licking his boots. The submission made it horny. When the slave had licked both his boots for a while, he asked if it thought they were clean and if all the piss was licked off...and then it could start licking his rubber pouch, in anticipation of what was behind. The slave was fitted with a waist belt that its hands could be attached to, to keep them out of the wa...

Preparations for the loanout

Master made the slave edge while thinking of tomorrow's loanout. Where it knows MemasterU is given the freedom to use the slave and do as he pleases with it. It is to present itself naked in his hallway while wearing the black clamps and the plug in its cunt. And: covered in piss. A surprising extra humiliation for the pig, that is to collect its piss in a bucket, and "shower" with it before leaving tomorrow, rubbing itself in with it. A degradation that seems appropriate for a pig, and also one that made it horny and excited...further steps in its training as a piss pig. The edging, the pain of the clover clamps swinging on its teats and the Titan in its cunt made it horny, and watching videos of slaves being used severely, as told, but also how Master reminded it of its place. It knows of course that in its loan out to MemasterU, it is all about his pleasure that the slave can hopefully provide, but Master informing the slave of the harsh punishment that awaits if Mem...

Slave seat

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The pig's horniness was ramped up again this evening by the enforced edging in its training session. Riding on the Titan in frustration and feeling the black clamps swing on its teats while gagged. Really enjoying the pull of the extra weights that have become standard. Keeping the slave cock leaking and on the edge of orgasm, increasing the pressure in its balls. Master asked how the slave's ass was feeling. He knows that question caused a nervous horny anticipation on what might follow, and when the slave responded that its ass was feeling fine again, He used that as an opportunity to remind the slave that that means MemasterU does not have to be careful. Instead, Master ordered the slave to purchase a coconut mat, i.e., something like in the picture below. It knows what that is going to be for, to cut a piece out for the slave to sit on during its training sessions, for 'maintenance' of the condition of the slave's ass... Slave seat And the slave's co...

Thoughts on suffering

The pig has been feeling an undertone of submissiveness today, this realisation that it exists for the pleasure of its Master and users. Knowing its training will continue tomorrow, knowing it will be used next Wednesday, looking forward to experiencing the dominant pleasure it can provide with its submission and surrender. Over the weekend this slave has been getting horny from seeing pictures of other slaves suffering in pain and humiliation. Very slave-like depictions, instilling horny desire, knowing there is lots of different ways to be made to suffer. And this slave knows that each time it undergoes such things without inner resistance further asserts its submission, the fact that it is low in status, as a thing one can just do that to, be toyed with like that, and that the will of its Master and users is always more important than what it may want. Things that this slave also needs in its life. And so it makes it horny to know that it can please this way and that it therefore ...

FetLife inspiration for the treatment of the pig

Another day in horniness for the pig. Getting familiar with the frustrating constraint of its cock ring with each erection. Super sensitive tingling teats from yesterday's suction cups, frustratingly stimulated by the way its clothes move over them as it goes about its day. Its cunt horny, prostate glowing. Fueled by the nagging horniness, its thoughts today were with its place as an object for use, torture, humiliation, and its loanout to MemasterU coming up next week. Being a horny play toy where he can get his pleasure from. Naked on the floor licking his boots and sucking his cock, or its legs spread open for a good fuck. Its body tortured. Or anything else he desires; its Master lets him use it in whatever way he wants, and that is a reality for this slave that makes it feel horny and submissive. A user on FetLife ( PainLo24 ), having a profile containing many pictures showing himself being humiliated and tortured as a slave in a variety of ways, was brought to Master'...

Horny from being a torture subject

This slave could still feel its ass being sensitive from the chafing of the sand paper today. This slave loves that with a simple decision by its Master to have it put a sheet of sandpaper under its butt during a training session, He can make the slave feel the effects of that decision for a few days. But also that its Master can bring up ideas that would mean discomfort and pain for the slave, but that its body responds only with horniness and desire to be subjected to it, to be used for that purpose. Such as how He could have also made the slave wear briefs with small spikes everywhere on the inside yesterday evening, torturing it continuously, next to feeling the plug in its cunt a constant reminder of being a slave while being amongst colleagues. It got the pig very horny and caused a throbbing cock and horny tingles in its ass from the imagination of the spikes. Something that added to the horny frustration of today. The suction cups on its teats increased that further. A blue...

Slave reminders at work

It is a great reminder of being a slave to feel a somewhat burning ass during the day. Chafed at a few spots, clearly feeling the effect of yesterday's session when sitting down at work. A reminder of the torture it received, painful because its Master decided so. Horny after having woken up with a frustrating stiff cock, painfully constrained within its unforgiving steel cockring. Painful teats that could be felt during the day. Horny thoughts of being naked on the floor; low, submissive and eager to get a cock in its throat. Next week it will be allowed to service MemasterU and soon it will be loaned out to SIR again as well. Happy that it will be of use. This evening the slave had a work event but it was not "free"; Master gave it another reminder of its slave status by having it attend with its plug in its cunt. Going into the office toilet after work to push it in, feeling horny and slightly humiliated. Plugged and ready. Submissively feeling Master's contr...

Cock sucking training and a red ass refreshment

A glowing red ass again for the slave. Since the sensitivity after Monday's session was mostly gone by now, Master thought the slave's ass needed some pain refreshment and He made it sit on sandpaper again during its training session this evening. Master has the view that a slave's ass should always be red. The pig had already been feeling quite frustrated today, feeling the horniness nag in its body, a horny cunt, sore teats. And this evening the horniness buildup continued in an edging and cock sucking training session. It was made to wear the clover clamps with extra weights during the edging and had its practice cock standing on its desk in front of it. Training its desire for cock, by having it sit in horniness concentrating on the cock head of the dildo with its mouth open in anticipation, while being made to feel so horny by edging and playing with its teats and the clamps. And training the cock sucking. Slowly up and down on the dildo, feeling it in its throat w...

Edging to piss slaves

This evening the pig was put to work edging to videos of slaves drinking piss or being pissed over. Master was not available so He gave the slave something to spend its time on. Sitting on the Titan plug with a ball gag between its jaws and the black clamps on its teats it was edging as ordered for about an hour an a half. The slave was feeling very horny and very frustrated. The way the clamps felt on its already sore teats, swinging, of course with extra weights now. Strong horny pain. Slow edging to keep the horniness course through its body. Moving on the Titan, a horny cunt. The way its ass was also still sensitive from yesterday and could be felt during this moving. And the horny ache and humiliation of the ball gag. A horny slave put to work. The mind set of humiliation and degradation was strengthened by the videos it was watching, seeing many of slaves and gimps used as urinals while knowing this pig will also be trained in such directions, imagining itself in those positi...

Sitting on sandpaper

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Master made the pig sit on a sheet of rough sandpaper this evening. It was getting very horny when it was playing with its teats, feeling the horniness of the Titan plug in combination with the pricking feeling of the sandpaper grains. Its ass was already starting to feel a bit irritated from the movement, having thoughts about how that would progress as time went on...a slave enjoying the treatment it was made to undergo. Black clamps went on its teats for the edging, with the extra weights. Which, as Master informed the pig, will from now on be the default... Master mentioned some other ways to make the slave suffer next to hurting it. Like locking it up in a dark space, uncomfortable and dependent on the whims of its Master when it will be released again...uncertainty, powerlessness, boredom...or similarly being made to stand in the corner of the room blindfolded and cuffed like a bad boy. Its cock was leaking hearing these examples of ways that it can be made to experienc...

Longing for suffering

To be a slave, an object for use and abuse, is a horny exciting reality. And reading Master's thoughts this morning about new ways to hurt His slave made its cock throb. Getting horny from being the object of sadistic inspiration and the knowledge that He can have fun torturing it in all kinds of ways, which it will undergo because it is just a mere slave, owned property that is in no position to object. Not that this slave feels like it would want to object. No, a growing part of it longs for that treatment. How being made to suffer for its Master, from pain and other discomforts, puts it in its place as a slave. And to growing extent how its body also longs for experiencing the pain physically. That the slave's subconsciousness is also processing ideas of pain and torture was clear when it had a dream last night in which its body was bruised and welted, a self-image of a naked abused slave on the floor with a rough collar around its neck.

Horniness...

The pig woke up frustrated again, with a painfully constricted erection and a feeling of pressure in its balls. Just another day of being horny and under control. By its training Master has placed that horniness at the forefront of its existence, has made it important that the pig is always as horny as possible. And to the pig that means it can just give in to that reality without reserve and enjoy the horniness that is wanted of it, frustrating or not. Feeling it is its place, to be always horny and willing, longing to be used. Thinking of its body being played with, used, fucked, tortured...the pleasure of surrender to the dominant horny desires and expectations of its users. Feeling the ball weight, constantly there, swinging and pulling on the slave balls. And a horny desire in its cunt and teats. Thinking back to its training the past week causes horniness, if only because its body remembers the horny stimulation and pain, and then longs for more. At times it can almost feel tha...

Horny night

Last night the pig crawled into bed a bit frustrated with its cock straining within the confines of its cock ring. Later that night the pig woke up in horniness, squirming and rubbing its ass and belly in surrender to the horny energy flowing freely through its body. Feeling like a pig. A horny cunt, and its teats so horny from the clamps, and the way its cock and its teats were rubbing against the blankets could have been enough to cum if it weren't careful. Waking up this morning again with a throbbing and painfully restricted erection, feeling frustrated and with a feeling of pressure in its balls. And today the suction cups on its teats fueled its horniness. Training them further, to enlarge them, increase their sensitivity. A horny cunt and horny thoughts about being used. Going to the DIY store to buy some coarse sandpaper for its own torture. There is a certain slave-like humiliation in being trained to need and crave pain but it certainly cannot deny how it is looking for...

Light edging like a horny animal

The effect of edging with sandpaper yesterday was that this morning the slave cock was a bit raw and sensitive, and as the day went on most of that feeling went away. The pig is looking forward to a repeat session with coarser sandpaper to increase the effect whenever Master chooses to torture the slave again in this way. This evening the pig was booked for a session with MemasterU, in two weeks time. It looks forward to being used and to the service it can provide. The feeling of being booked like that never fails to make it feel its slavery. Having no say in the matter because it is really not up to the slave to decide who uses it when and for what. The feeling that this is what its life is like now, a consequence of having accepted that lack of control, is thrilling. Master controls the slave and also makes the decisions for it, based on what pleases Him and also on what He assesses the slave needs. This evening that meant a light edging session, with the clover clamps on its te...

Sandpaper session

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The pig slept plugged and woke up horny, knowing it would keep wearing its plug during the day today. And thinking about what its Master might have in mind this evening when He told it yesterday to keep sandpaper nearby... The standard plug was replaced by the Titan plug and the pig was told to get itself horny and leaking using its teats. Then, Master made the slave sit on a sheet of sandpaper, and roll a piece of sandpaper around its cock to edge with. Black clamps with extra weights on its teats. And the pig was told to move its ass around on the sand paper as well. It was feeling submissive, to be forced to stroke its cock using sandpaper and was looking forward to how everything would feel later on. With the weight bag on its balls the pig was made to stand up and edge while swinging the clamps and weight. And later walk around with its legs spread, the weight bouncing between its legs. All the while edging and feeling the devious (and appropriately branded) sandpaper rub o...

More edging to humiliation videos

Teat play got the pig frustratingly horny this evening as it was sitting and waiting for its Master to come online. Naked, gagged, legs spread, and impaled on the Titan plug making its cunt horny, it was working on keeping its cock hard and leaking precum, which as ordered was smeared on its head. When Master came online he immediately ordered the slave to start edging and put clover clamps on its teats. It was told to search for more humiliation-themed videos online to inspire it. For instance slaves treated like animals, led around outside or washed "like the pigs" . But also this outdoor deepthroat training and humiliation, and in that theme, this slave getting fucked in the throat , held open by a jaw brace. Tomorrow the balls of the pig will get some serious attention again, and Master has a new way to torture the slave in mind...so it is sure you can read all about that tomorrow. Also, when it goes to bed the standard plug goes back in its cunt, to put it back in ...

Frustrated edging

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The pig had a very frustrating day today. Waking up horny and then feeling the horniness ache in its body all day long. Slave cock often stiff. Sensitive teats from the suction cups, and a horny cunt, both aching for some stimulation...and the physical nervousness of having nothing but further stimulation and edging without release to look forward to. Master was not available for training but He put the pig to work, edging to videos of humiliated slaves while wearing the Titan plug in its cunt and black clamps with extra weights on its teats for at least an hour and a half. The edging was super horny but very frustrating as well. Feeling the horny stimulation wash over it and course through its body. Swinging the clamps, stroking its cock to keep it on the edge, feeling the Titan press deep in its cunt, fueling its desire. Feeling the horniness and sensations in its body that Master intended for it to feel. Meanwhile watching slaves being humiliated in various ways, like being in...

Slave marks

The pig is preparing itself for getting back into the rhythm of regular training sessions, undergoing training and torture by its Master, starting tomorrow. It has been feeling very horny today, with its slave cock often stiff, a horny desire in its cunt and teats that were itching and tingling. Especially with the suction cups, making its cock leak precum. A horny pig controlled by its Master. Enjoying that state, the control, but also frustrated by it. The constant horniness that can't go anywhere. And imagining that its horniness will only be ramped up further the coming days is making it feel nervously submissive. The slave's ass is no longer painful but it can still feel a warm horny / tingly glow in them when seated. Master told the slave that the way its ass looks after a session on the torture bench is a true work of art to look at. A remark that felt like a treat to the slave, to hear that it is pleasing with the visible indications and proofs of its suffering. Bea...

Re-living the torture bench

The slave's ass was still sensitive today and still has a couple of visible red impressions of the bottle caps, at places where most of its body weight pressed down on when it sat on the torture bench. It got horny from Master's outspoken intentions to give the slave a painful year, which made it feel a submissive horny tension, excited about the changes in how its body responds to pain, and curious about how this develops further, and at the same time feeling a slave and mere object to play with and torture. Today it had a similar effect to last time a few days after it had to sit on the torture bench. It is maybe best described as a strong physical memory, where it could re-live the horny sensations of the experience. When it was sitting down on a chair, moving its ass, it could almost feel the spikes digging in, and it had a very horny afterglow in its cunt, and an opened up feeling almost as if it could still feel the plug it was impaled on. The horniness made its cock ...

Thoughts of tortures, spikes, and a sore ass

The beast was released of its sexual tension in combination with suffering and severe pain yesterday, and the knowledge that that is now standard is getting its cock hard again. A sadistic reality that feeds into its feelings of slavery. And thoughts of the steel spiked ball presses and the chastity device with penis plug and spikes inside, as in the video Master made it watch , certainly went through its mind today as well -- a severe device it can imagine. A direct connection between horniness and pain, every erection punished, and powerless to do anything about it. Getting horny from the sadism that such a devious device obviously embodies, and in the broader sense feeling horny, and it would say happy, to know that as a slave it is the target of all kinds of sadistic pleasure that it has no rights to refuse. It experiences and endures what its Master wants it to endure and it gets off on being the object of His pleasure and that of its users, even (especially?) if that means the ...

Double orgasm on the torture bench

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This morning Master had given the pig the prospect of severe pain in its training session this evening. It was horny and nervous and Master had it wear the standard plug which got its cock hard. And as it was playing with its teats, Master told the pig to watch the videos of P1GNB0Y showing a very experienced deep throating. And also this video of steel chastity torture. Thinking of its throat being used as a fuck hole with every erection punished, an intense but horny image of being used. Master asked this slave whether it wanted to cum, as a good start of the new year. A surprise! It knew what would be expected though: cumming multiple times, and in severe pain. Master told it to get its torture bench, and it felt the nervousness of the upcoming pain and also the horniness thinking back to last year's cumming on the torture bench. First the black clamps went on its teats with extra weights, and the pig was told to kneel in front of its bench and start sucking the dildo as i...

Inferiority

The first day of 2020 started with the slave waking up in horniness, which is always an immediate and satisfying realization of the fact that it is a slave kept under control. It was half dreaming half fantasizing about being used. It thought about its teats being played with and its cunt explored. No intense fantasies in itself but they were accompanied by this strong submissive feeling. A feeling of having a complete understanding of the user having all rights to its body and the slave having none. A feeling of pure surrender and a feeling that made its slave cock throb. Today the slave had some time to relax and it kept having submissive feelings throughout the day, feeding its horniness. Just this feeling of being in a place of inferiority in relation to its Master and other dominant men, a thrilling nervous horny tension. Where acting submissively is a way of showing how it feels but makes its heart beat faster too from the submissive tension. And when it thinks e.g. about being...